My Xueba Life Simulator

Chapter 188

In the past few days, Gu Feng went back to the library for a walk when he had nothing to do, to see if he would meet the woman in the white skirt, but he never met him.

Gu Feng wondered if the simulator made a mistake, could there be such a person at all?

Five days later, before Ling Zijie sang the theme song, Gu Feng thought of another very important thing.

On the roof of the art teaching building, with a rather believable mood, Gu Feng stayed here early in the morning.

The weather was not good, and it started to rain.

Gu Feng could only hide from the rain under the eaves, complaining that the simulator did not have a weather forecast prompt.

Gu Feng didn't come to rescue people without making any preparations. Although with his height of 182 and weight of 68 kg, he would have no pressure at all to grab a girl who looked weak, but he was cautious and prudent. tool.

Two thick and strong outdoor sports ropes, one end is tied to the steel frame erected on the roof, the other end is tied to himself, and the other rope is also tied with a loop, ready to be put on the girl when the time comes, just in case.

"When will the rain stop?"

Gu Feng said to himself, checking the time on his phone from time to time, and scrolling through Moments.

Professor Dong is showing off her beautiful daughter Dong Xixi again.

The puppet cat that Professor Li's family had just raised was lost, so he posted a cat-finding revelation in Moments.

Professor Lin blatantly scolded his graduate students in the circle of friends for not living up to expectations, and for writing bad papers.

The principal sent out daily health tea, and it felt like he was selling tea.

Minister Liang posted the latest movement of Sanchuan University.

Ling Xiaoxiao posted a photo of a cactus. This is her new pet named Tulip.

Unexpectedly, when the senior sister is also humorous, Gu Feng immediately likes the post posted by his girlfriend under Moments.

Bai Tongxin showed off his newly bought game equipment in the circle of friends, and invited a girl named Yaoyao to play together. Is this considered public dog food?
It seems that everything is thriving.

Gu Feng doesn't like to post on Moments, but he usually finds it interesting when he browses.

It was not until 2 o'clock in the afternoon that the woman in the white dress appeared, holding a transparent umbrella.

There is basically no difference between her appearance and the portrait, except that the real person looks softer, with fair skin and a thin body, which belongs to the kind of body that can be hung upside down in a strong wind. She is wearing a white skirt, like a thin hanger supporting her A long loose skirt.

Her eye sockets are a little sunken, but she still looks very beautiful, that kind of morbid beauty, which is not very healthy at first glance.

It was different from everyone else Gu Feng had met.

From the girl, he felt a kind of frustration hovering over her head, like a dark cloud, probably the same as today's weather.

She put down her umbrella, drenched in the rain for a while, walked to the rooftop expressionlessly, took off her frayed white sneakers, and stepped on them barefoot, as if she didn't notice anyone around her.

"Rong Yutong."

Gu Feng called out her name, she turned around slowly, and looked at Gu Feng in surprise, it was only when she was a little slow to react that she realized that there were other people here.

"How do you know my name?"

Rong Yutong was sure that he didn't know Gu Feng, but Gu Feng called her name accurately.

She usually doesn't like to go to forums or surf the Internet, so she doesn't know the legend of God Gu. She just thinks that the young man in front of her is very young and strange.

"Believe it or not, I've known you for a long time."

Gu Feng said sincerely.

"A student from the Academy of Fine Arts?"

Rong Yutong asked calmly, the only way she could think of to know her was this.

Because she has been working part-time as a mannequin for the Academy of Fine Arts for a long time, she does not know many students, but they know her.

"more or less."

Gu Feng couldn't be said to have known each other in the simulator. He walked slowly towards the target, with his hands behind his back, and the rope was hidden in his hands, so that the target could not be aware of it.

"You are not a student of the Academy of Fine Arts, you don't smell like paint on your body."

Rong Yutong directly exposed Gu Feng.

Ah, are you a dog?How can you smell the paint?And on a rainy day, why is the smell so clear?

"It's true that I'm not a student of the Academy of Fine Arts, but I have painted for you, you may not remember, also, you are a model, so many people ask you to paint, how can you remember me?"

Gu Feng said loudly, afraid that she would not be able to hear him in the rain.

Rong Yutong tilted his head, looked at Gu Feng carefully, and found that he was tied with a rope around his waist. He was really a strange person, but he really had no impression.

The rain had already soaked her white shirt, revealing the looming vest.

"Is there any evidence?"

"This, I drew."

Gu Feng took out the folded drawing paper from his pocket with one hand and threw it away. Although the whole scroll might get wet in the rain, he can't care about that much now.

Rong Yutong froze for a moment, and what he drew turned out to be his own overall sketch.

Could it be that I forgot?Impossible, she basically asked others to draw the back, and never drew the overall sketch of the front.

If it was imagined by the other party, then why are the details in place and the moles on his chest are all there.

"Although I am a mannequin, everyone can only see my bare back, why do you have this?"

Rong Yutong asked.

"what?"

Gu Feng never expected that there would be such a thing.

Rong Yutong straightened her wet long hair, "Is it peeping?"

"what?"

This oolong made a big fuss.

Rong Yutong continued: "Forget it, it's not important, so why do you come to me?"

"You even have the courage to die, why can't you live well?"

Gu Feng decided to get straight to the point to save time.

Rong Yutong was stunned: "How do you know that I want to die? Did you peek at my diary?"

"what?"

Does anyone still keep a diary these days?Serious people who keep a diary.

Gu Feng was dumbfounded again.

Rong Yutong bit her thin lips and asked, "So you've been spying on me? You sneaked into my house and read my diary?"

"I do not have."

Gu Feng waved his hand immediately, I will not take the blame.

"You don't have to deny it. If it wasn't like this, how could you draw a full-body photo of me, know what I don't want to live, and even know that I chose to end my life here today... Actually, I am quite grateful to you. It turns out that there is a person who always Pay attention to me so much."

Rong Yutong slowly sat on the roof with her feet outside.

It was so slippery on a rainy day that Gu Feng was worried that she would fall.

"Just stand there, don't come over."

Rong Yutong noticed that Gu Feng was approaching him constantly, and said directly.

Gu Feng paused, his palms were already covered with sweat, but it was covered by rain.

"Since when did you notice me?"

Rong Yutong raised his head, looked at Gu Feng, and asked.

"...a few days ago."

Gu Feng did know her only a few days ago, through the simulator.

"It's such a short time, what a pity. I thought you'd been peeping at me for at least half a year, or maybe a year, before you mustered up the courage to prevent me from committing suicide."

Rong Yutong said leisurely, she had a weak and melancholy temperament, but what she said seemed a little out of the ordinary, like a girl living in fantasy, forming a sense of separation from reality.

Is this the girl with artistic bacteria?

Wait, it seems that she is not a girl anymore, she must be at least 20 years old, right?
"Although I didn't pay attention to you for so long, I did come to stop you, and I didn't spy on you."

Gu Feng explained.

Rong Yutong showed a faint smile: "I won't let the police arrest you, but you did peek at my diary, you should know that I have mild depression."

"It can still be relieved by taking medicine, there is no need to go this far."

Gu Feng reminded.

Rong Yutong shook his head: "As long as you live in this circle, you won't be able to get relief."

"What circle?"

Gu Feng didn't remember this paragraph in the simulator, and probably omitted it for himself, so that he didn't know more information.

"Strange circles, you know, I wrote them in my diary."

Rong Yutong buried her head between her hands and continued, "You draw very well and cleanly, just like me a few years ago."

"You are about the same now."

Gu Feng seemed to hear the meaning behind the words.

"Don't comfort me, thank you. In fact, I always wanted to share my diary with others, but I didn't have the courage. I always hoped that there would be someone who knew everything about me and was willing to chat with me. I may be too lonely, Mr. Peeping Tom, May I have your name?"

"...I really didn't spy on you, my name is Gu Feng."

"Gu Feng?"

Rong Yutong raised his head and glanced at Gu Feng again, "It's great, I can talk to someone before I die."

"Don't worry about it. In fact, there are still beautiful things in life. You are still so young, and life has just begun."

Gu Feng persuaded, but he obviously had no experience in persuading people not to commit suicide, so he seemed a little clumsy.

"So life is very strange. Some people always feel that life is not enough, while others feel that it is too much. I am just a little tired."

Rong Yutong said lightly.

Ah, this girl has such serious thoughts about committing suicide, what should I do?
Otherwise, just follow the plan, pretend to have read her diary, let her say what she wanted to say again, and find a breakthrough from it.

Gu Feng swallowed, and said, "Since you want to confide, you can say it freely, anyway, I know everything about you."

Rong Yutong was stunned for two seconds, then nodded: "Okay."

"Tell me, I'll listen, and I'll help you analyze whether it's worth dying for."

"Then don't be bothered, I have to start with my life."

Rong Yutong blinked mischievously, which reminded Gu Feng of Li Zixi when she blinked.

At the same age, Li Zixi is positive and sunny, but she is so melancholy.

"My parents divorced when I was young. Before the divorce, they always quarreled. After the divorce, no one wanted to control me. I grew up with my grandma. My grandma has no education. When she gets old, she can't find a job. I can only rely on Pick up junk for my school."

"For my grandma, I also want to study hard, but also because she often picks up trash near the school, my classmates start to exclude me, and some annoying people like to bully me. The teacher doesn't care about this kind of thing, because I can't get it out. Evidence, those students who study well and those from good families always say more reasonable things than me, so I don’t like going to school anymore, I just want to follow my grandma and pick up junk.”

"Later, my grandma died of illness, and I was sent to the orphanage. Because of my embarrassing age, no one adopted me. When I was in the orphanage, I fell in love with painting, but it cost money to paint, so I took the initiative. I went to some studios to work as models, and since I was about 12 years old, I hoped to steal their skills."

"At that time, I was still young, and the teachers in the studio only asked them to sketch my face, or the whole body of clothes."

"Later, I was 18 years old. After I came out of the orphanage, I didn't have a job. I wanted to find a job with some income. Otherwise, renting a house would be a problem."

"A lot of studios know me, but they only ask for nude models."

"For the sake of living, I can only do it, because the relationship with the studio teacher is good, usually I only let them paint the back."

"Although I was shy at first, I gradually fell in love with being a mannequin, because they looked at me as if they were admiring a piece of art, which made me feel a little bit more at ease, and felt that I was also dedicating myself to art."

"But later, many male students in the studio would add me to WeChat privately and ask about that kind of thing."

"At first I was reluctant, but because the landlord raised the price, I suffered from depression and needed money to see a doctor, so I agreed."

"It's really fast to make money, but it's also painful. Taking medicine can't relieve my depression."

"I am 20 years old, and it has been like this for two years. They no longer look at me with appreciation for artworks, but with malice, which makes me even more painful."

"A guest took some photos while I was asleep and passed them among the classmates. The teacher in the studio saw them. He knew that I did this kind of thing and was very disappointed in me. He decided not to hire me again, nor He taught me how to paint in private, and he felt that I had desecrated art."

"I came here to be a model after a client introduced me. He was just like you, very young and good-looking. He also said that he was willing to support me and told me not to continue doing it. I was actually very moved, but we were only together. Within a month, I discovered ambiguous messages with other female classmates in his mobile phone, so I broke up with him, but I have no right to condemn him, after all, I was born like this."

"After breaking up, he told the teacher here about my past, I lost my job again, and I lost my love, so I am standing here now, I choose the art teaching building, I want to jump down, I want to give him a warning .”

After Rong Yutong finished speaking, he smiled wryly, "This is a rare waywardness in my life, so don't stop me, okay?"

(End of this chapter)