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Chapter 256.He Tianlong's sadness

After explaining these words, the old lady's face gradually turned pale. He Tianlong knew in his heart that maybe it was just a flashback just now. It seems that the old lady's body really couldn't hold on anymore.He Tianlong couldn't accept it for a while!
Although birth, old age, sickness and death are normal, but it is often your turn, it is difficult to be so open-minded to accept. It is not the saddest time when a loved one just passed away, but after a period of time, when you find that there is no him by your side, at that time Only then do you realize that you have truly lost someone who cares about you!Completely disappear from your life, that feeling can only be experienced by yourself, no one can understand the loss in your heart after a thousand words and ten thousand words!

We are busy all our lives, and we choose to bow our heads for a few liang of silver and for our life, but when we look back, we find that it is a kind of sadness that children want to be raised but parents are not waiting for them. This is a kind of sadness, but it is also the life of every ordinary person.I can't choose, I can only face it with a smile. As the saying goes, hemp rope always picks and breaks, and bad luck picks the hardest. Maybe it's all fate. He Tianlong walked to the window and looked at the night outside, feeling a little confused and hopeless. help! (Sorry, everyone was a little emotional for a while,)
--split line--

The eldest sister-in-law is getting old, He Tianlong decided to send her back to rest first, let Qiu Yu, Yu Li and the children go back first, and just stay here with Sha Zhu!The two looked at each other silently and sat on the stool quietly. The old lady passed out again and called the doctor. The doctor said that the old man was running out of time!

At one o'clock in the morning, He Tianlong looked at Silly Zhu with red eyes and said: "Zhu Zi, you go back to rest first, I will guard here, and you will come to replace me tomorrow morning. We are the most important people in this world for the old lady. Let's see her off on her last journey!" Sha Zhu covered his face and cried for a while before nodding!

He Tianlong sat quietly by the bed and looked at the old lady's kind face. He couldn't help but recall the days when his elder brother, He Daqing, abandoned his two children and younger brother for a widow.

He Tianlong himself is two years older than Shazhu, so he has to take on the responsibility of taking care of his nephew and niece. He gets up early every morning and goes to the street in the dark to find something to do, hoping that kind people can give him a bite to eat. Drinking water to satisfy hunger, fortunately, there is a place to shelter from the wind and rain, otherwise the three of them might starve to death or freeze to death!
He Tianlong remembers very clearly that the winter was very cold that year. The three uncles and nephews who had not eaten for three days lay shivering on the bed, and the old lady brought a bowl of hot pimple soup for the three to eat while it was hot. After finishing a bowl of pimple soup, the warm feeling made He Tianlong feel that pimple soup is really the most delicious thing in the world!
If it weren't for the old lady's great care, the three of them would have starved to death. Bit by bit, He Tianlong couldn't hold back the sadness in his heart and wept bitterly.At this moment, He Tianlong is extremely fragile. He, who had no father or mother in his previous life, has reaped love and career through time travel, and still misses his old lady all the time.
But today, the person I care about is about to leave me, and God wants to take away the person I care about, but I can do nothing, I can only watch the death of my relatives, that kind of pain makes He Tianlong feel full of self-blame, He Tianlong deliberately pushes away Everyone, just don't want people to see their fragility.

The old lady woke up again at two o'clock in the morning, and saw He Tianlong who was guarding her, with a smile on her kind face, and said weakly, "Old son, are you tired, are you hungry?"

He Tianlong was hungry when he heard this sentence, he lost control of his emotions and began to cry again. After crying for a long time, he slowly said: "Old lady, I have regarded you as my mother for a long time. I have never seen my parents growing up since I was a child. What is it like to feel the love of your loved ones only by your side, I am reluctant to leave you!" This sentence of reluctance exhausted He Tianlong's helplessness and reluctance!

The old lady looked at her old son weakly and said: "Silly boy, everyone must die. Don't be too sad. I have no regrets in my life to have such a filial son like you. Don't be sad. Good boy, even if I leave, my old lady will keep you safe and healthy in a place where you can't see." After speaking, the old lady patted He Tianlong's head!
He Tianlong burst into tears after listening to the old lady's words. The grievances and bitterness of these years broke out completely at this moment. No one is born strong and is not afraid of any challenges and difficulties. Perhaps only in the arms of his mother can he let go of the pretense and self-righteous strength !

The old lady patted He Tianlong on the back, and said softly: "My child, you have grown up, and you need to face some things by yourself. I can't stay with you forever, old lady. Birth, old age, sickness and death are natural laws. After I'm gone, my only wish is that you all have a good life. After I'm gone, I'll give you everything I left behind. Good boy, don't be sad, don't cry, why cry when you're old. "

He Tianlong calmed down after listening to the old lady's words, and then said: "Old lady, if it weren't for you, He Tianlong would not be where I am today, except for Qiu Yu. You are the most important person in my life. Without you, I would not be here. I'm afraid I'll starve to death long ago! I can't bear to part with you, if Hades can let me lend you 20 years of my life, I'd be willing too!" After saying this sentence, He Tianlong's voice was a little hoarse!

The old lady looked at her old son and said: "Silly boy, talk nonsense, my old lady hopes you are happy and healthy, with a full house of children and grandchildren, don't think too much, old lady, I will always be by your side, and I will watch it in another world Watching you, you are all well, you are the biggest, you have to take care of the pillars and the rain."

He Tianlong nodded with red eyes, and fell asleep next to the old lady when he was tired from crying. The old lady watched He Tianlong fall asleep, her kind face looked at her old son with nostalgia, tears flowed from her cloudy eyes. Tears of reluctance!There are too many things to say, but in order not to worry the children, the old lady kept them in her heart!
He Tianlong woke up at six o'clock in the morning. He looked at the old lady for the first time, and carefully tested whether the old lady was still breathing. Fortunately, although the old lady's breathing was weak, He Tianlong called the doctor. The doctor said, let the old lady breathe Rest well and get ready for the funeral, He Tianlong nodded in silence without saying anything!

Sha Zhu came to the hospital around [-] o'clock, He Tianlong said hello to Sha Zhu, hurried to the bureau to call and ask for leave, now he is not in the mood to work, he just wants to take care of the affairs of the old lady in peace .After taking leave, He Tianlong returned to the hospital and stood beside the old lady's bed with a tired face.
Sha Zhu looked at his uncle's haggard look and said, "Uncle, why don't you go back and have a rest first?"

He Tian shook his head and said: "I don't want to miss the number of times the old lady wakes up, some things are missed for a lifetime!"

　Dear readers, the author of this chapter is a little nonsense, but I really feel a little uncontrollable when I write this chapter, and I feel a little sad when I think of my own experience.Feel sorry.

　　
　
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