Qingchuan History

Chapter 454
Finally knew what was wrong.

Although what is wrong at this time may not be the same kind of wrong as it was wrong in the previous intuition.

This sentence is wrong.The tone is even more wrong.

She looked up at him.

He was sullen and unruly, but his eyebrows were gentle, which did not match his slightly rough outline.

She stared at the tenderness in his eyes for a long time.

Finally, there was some confirmation, and immediately ushered in stronger doubts and panic.

How come.If so, then everything has to be revisited, and everything is more alarming than expected.

If not, it is Ruan Zhong's temporary strategy for the world to see——

And why?
Whether this person is Ruan Moxi or himself, what is the difference, and who has the greatest influence.

Unsolved cases, the current situation, the hidden forces and undercurrents of various countries.True and false, intertwined, a misjudgment led to a complete reversal, and it is still difficult to determine whether this is a misjudgment or a cover-up.

"You take the edict first."

She didn't retreat again, and she didn't show any panic that made the onlookers feel unusual about the situation.If the target of the variable is Gu Xinglang, then covering up this variable, at least temporarily, is the right thing to do at this time.

"You just follow me." Ruan Zhong whispered, also looking into her eyes.

All wrong.Ruan Xueyin couldn't convince herself that the gentleness was just an act, but she suddenly remembered that even Gu Xinglang had doubted it.

She thought it was impossible.

The two armies are facing each other, and it is not uncommon for the elder brother to wrap the cloak for his younger sister under the city gate.

Continue to pull it down, but it is no longer unusual.

She settled her mind, suppressed all kinds of emotional thoughts and reluctantly said:

"You take the imperial edict, it is beneficial and harmless. You are not at ease, and you are afraid of being cheated. At this moment, you are coercing me to confront outside the city gate. Ruan Bi's troops in the city are not as strong as you, and will not move without authorization for a while." As long as he is close, she will definitely look at him,

"I have something to ask you."

It was almost dusk, and it was winter again, and the already gloomy sky saw night.

There are tens of thousands of soldiers and horses, and there is a tendency to besiege the city. The gate of the city is wide open, but no one enters or exits.

Ruan Xueyin entered the temporary military tent with Ruan Zhong.

"You have loved wearing lake colors since you were a child,"

There were only two of them in the tent, after Ruan Xueyin stood still, she found it difficult to speak, Ruan Zhong spoke first,
"I've been wearing blue like this for several years. Looking at it today, it's really a good match."

Ruan Xueyin responded by saying that the gray-blue cloak on her body was covering the lake-colored satin skirt, which was similarly cold and lonely, like the sky and water.

She took off her cloak.

"I ran into him in the basement study at the end of spring. I once advised Fifth Brother that the price is too high, so think twice before acting."

"I told you at the time, whether it's worth it or not, I have the final say." He was still gentle, and it was extremely rare to smile slightly.

"I couldn't explain clearly at the time." Ruan Xueyin couldn't stop her heart beating fast, she was afraid to ask questions and even more afraid to listen to the other party's answers. "What Fifth Brother did today, naturally he wanted to seek revenge from his father."

The Xianyuan Palace Change was a contest between the monarch and his ministers, which was secret and had long been recognized by the whole world.

"As for who you are, Fifth Brother, the person you love—"

"You want to hear me say it myself?" Ruan Zhong took two steps closer.

Do you still need to listen?That's all for now.Ruan Xueyin's heart sank. "No need—"

"It's you." The other party answered quickly, and then stepped up to her, "Of course it's you. It can only be you."

Why can only, let alone should.Ruan Xueyin tried her best to recall all the details about this matter in the past. The first words that Gu Xinglang relayed, the content of the conversation between the underground bookstore and Ruan Zhong, are indeed traceable. The problem lies in——

A person's excessively strong subjective will and preconceptions lead to mistakes in judgment.

And a blinding eye that sees all living beings but does not see oneself.

Blind self.

It's her problem.

And what she said to Ruan Zhong in the distant childhood in Yin Palace that made him persistent for more than ten years, she couldn't remember, and continuing to ask would only make things worse.

"I don't know how the misunderstanding happened." She said slowly, she had to clarify as soon as possible, but the wording was too difficult, more difficult than asking questions, "Maybe Jing Tingge said something to you, maybe a lot, but nothing I mean."

She kept staring at the ground, unable to look at his face at all.But the change in the other party's expression was still from the corner of the eye, or just entered the field of vision through the winter air.

"what are you saying."

The tone of the voice also changed, sinking and trembling slightly.

Struggling for a while, Ruan Xueyin raised her eyes and looked directly at the other's face, "Whether you sit on the throne or not, I will never leave Qi Palace."

There will be no way forward with him.

She felt that she was tactful enough and clear enough.

Ruan Zhongding fixedly looked at her, the tsunami roared in his eyes.

"If you," he said after a while, his voice hoarse, "in order to prevent me from raising troops—"

"No." Ruan Xueyin was really afraid of continuing to dwell on this issue, "I'm just telling you the truth."

"At the library in May—"

"I was wrong." She continued to grab the white, unprecedented, "I thought it was Ruan Moxi."

Ruan Zhong couldn't believe it.

"Really. Me and," even mentioning Gu Xinglang in such a situation seemed hurtful, "We both thought it was Ruan Moxi from the beginning. You saw him last year when you came to Ji. It's gone," but she didn't say the content of that sentence, maybe the problem is also here, if Gu Xinglang said it in detail, she might not be completely impressed,
"We all judged that it was Ruan Moxi. After all, you have lived together in Yin Palace for more than ten years, and I only come back once or twice a year."

"I was in the bookstore in May, I asked you," Ruan Zhongfu said after a moment of silence, "Do you love him?"

"I thought you were asking Ruan Moxi to Murong Xun—" They were all wrong, every explanation was like fish bones in their throats.

"Then you answer me now." Ruan Zhong also snapped back, but suddenly became tough.

Ruan Xueyin never expressed her feelings to the third person.Especially this situation is too difficult for the person in front of him.

But he couldn't help but answer.

"I like to be by myself. I have been since I was a child. I never thought about spending my life with anyone." She looked at the ground not far away again,
"But if you have to choose someone to grow old and stay with him for a long time," she said, feeling panicked,

"That's him. It won't change."

Suoning City is colder than winter, but there are countless winters in the world.Ruan Xueyin understood that kind of coldness, she was born with that kind of coldness like him, and later she went up to the mountain and at least had a court song, while he was always alone.

"Fifth brother."

"This," Ruan Zhong didn't seem to hear her call, he took out something from the back of his clothes, "I guess you didn't ask her to hand it over to me."

A sachet.Oval in shape, light silver in color, so poorly embroidered that it's almost impossible to tell it's a branch of orange blossom.

Went to Dong Jing Ting Ge asked her for Si Shu Zhan, and those powders were packed in this sachet and taken to Cangwu by Fen Yuliu Jinniao.

There are two in total.The other one was with Gu Xinglang, and she tried to get it back several times but failed.

She even lost the strength to scold Jing Tingge, she replied "No".

Ruan Zhong laughed.The bitterness and indifference in that smile, or because of the similar childhood experience and loneliness, Ruan Xueyin inexplicably understood, so that her heart tightened.

"sorry."

"What does it have to do with you." He said in a low voice, dry and hoarse, "I am stupid and self-righteous."

"No." The word "love" is both heartfelt and wise, and Jing Tingge can only blame Jing Tingge for taking every step of the way, "Fortunately, it's at a critical moment, and it's not too late to make it clear now."

"Of course it's late." Ruan Zhong raised his eyes, his gaze and even his voice became sharp, "The arrow is on the string, we must shoot it. But I don't regret it. Xueyin,"

He probably didn't reveal his heart like this, he was silent for a long time,

"I've put you in my heart for more than ten years, and I'm afraid it won't change."

(End of this chapter)