Famine: I farmed and saved the world

Chapter 215 Empathy

"Xiao Wan, don't scare me, don't let anything happen to you!" Jiang Ma shook Jiang Wan's arm, and Jiang Nian kept calling her name, trying to get her to talk.

Dad Jiang took Liu Hongjin to inquire about the situation, "What the hell is going on? You went with so many people, how did Xiaowan become like this?"

Liu Hongjin recounted the whole process and sighed, "I'm afraid this incident will hit her a lot. Jiang Wan is a good girl. You guys should enlighten her well."

Dad Jiang endured his distress, he knew his daughter best, "This child has a kind heart since he was a child. When he was five or six years old, he followed me to pick vegetables in the vegetable garden. Because the weather was too hot, the land was sunburned to death. The ants were so dark, she squatted there and cried when she saw them. She was out of breath. Later I asked her what was wrong? She said those little ants were so pitiful. She watched them die from the heat. I cried bitterly and sadly.

When she was in the sixth grade of elementary school, there was an essay in the Chinese class asking her to write 'my pet'. She just wrote two sentences, lying on the table crying, crying so hard that she couldn't breathe, and the teacher was so scared that she called us here. The school looked at her, and then the teacher knew that she missed her puppy. She used to have a small white pug at home. It was very beautiful. When she was in elementary school, the puppy would pick her up at the intersection, and then she hugged her. Take the puppy home.

Unfortunately, one summer later, she was bathing the puppy in the river, holding the puppy's feet to flush it, maybe she caught a cold on her head, we don't know, and later died of a fever, she always thought she was the one who killed it. As a puppy, every time I think of it, I feel guilty and cry. Later, we hid all the pictures of the puppy, and no one dared to mention it, which is better.

Her empathy is too heavy, she can always empathize more deeply with the suffering of others, and then feel sad and sad for them. A bunch of ants and a puppy can break through her psychological defense line and make her cry in distress. What's more, this is [-] lives. If such a life is so important, if she is fully empathized with herself, I am worried that it will overwhelm her. "

Hearing this, Liu Hongjin's heart clenched fiercely, "I always thought she was a tough and confident girl, a child with a strong ability to withstand pressure. I didn't expect her to have such a vulnerable side."

Dad Jiang choked his voice, "She can solve anything rationally, but only this one can't. If such a tragedy wasn't because of her, maybe she would be sad for a while and pass. There are so many things in the world, no one can I can't handle it,

But if this happened because of her, her emotions would be magnified countless times, and she would always fall into self-blame. Many times, I hoped that she would be cruel and not be too kind. "

"Why don't I find a psychiatrist to enlighten her." Liu Hongjin said worriedly.

Jiang Wan still holds the planting technology in her hand. She is too important to the country to do anything.

When Dad Jiang heard this, his heart skipped a beat, "She should be fine. She is a tough child. She won't be overwhelmed by such a thing, but she will be sad for a while."

"Then find someone who understands psychology to come over and chat with her. It will help her to some extent. Otherwise, I will feel very uncomfortable seeing her like this." Liu Hongjin is also very worried about Jiang Wan, even if she can heal herself , Someone enlighten and comfort her, it's still good.

"Okay, trouble you." Jiang Dad no longer shirk.

After seeing Liu Hongjin away, Dad Jiang saw that Jiang Wan had come out of the bathroom after entering the house, and all the blood on her body had been wiped off, but how should the blood in her heart be wiped off?
"Xiao Wan?" Jiang Ma nervously walked beside her and called her tentatively.

"I'm fine!" Jiang Wan squeezed out an ugly smile to reassure them, went straight into the bedroom, and locked herself up.

Mom Jiang didn't dare to disturb her anymore, and asked Dad Jiang anxiously, "What should I do, what should my daughter do like this? The more she says it's okay, the more worried I get."

"Don't worry, you have to trust our girl. When her pet dog died, she didn't cry every day to die or live. It will be fine after a while. After all, if something like this happens, it's impossible for anyone else to do it right away. It was alive and kicking, and nothing happened." Jiang Dad comforted Jiang Ma and Jiang Nian.

Jiang Wan returned to her room and squatted on the bed in a daze. She couldn't forget the scene in the Shengshi Building. It was repeated in her heart over and over again, reminding her of the tragedy.

When she saw so many corpses in the cave of Wild Boar Mountain, she never suffocated like she is now. She was used to seeing life and death in her past life, and she would always tell herself that in the face of natural disasters, things are impermanent, and she still doesn't know what her future will look like. Well, I have no time to feel sorry for others.

She suppressed her inner emotions, hardened her heart, and became indifferent. Only in this way, she would not feel sad for the world all the time.

But this incident activated all the emotions that had been suppressed in her heart, and burst out, because of the [-] lives she died, she couldn't pretend that it didn't happen.

She is a person who will feel distressed when she sees a lame stray cat. Her strong empathy and sense of responsibility are her strengths, but also her weaknesses. Can only suffer silently.

"Hey!" A sigh sounded in Jiang Wan's heart, and Tang Xiyuan said helplessly, "We have been together for more than a year, and I have watched you plan, collect specimens, work hard to live, and do everything for more than a year. She is neat and tidy, and she handles things decisively enough. I thought you were a strong woman, but I didn't expect your weakness to be here."

Jiang Wan said in a low voice, "No one is perfect, I am human, I have a heart, and of course I have weaknesses. If there is no empathy and sense of responsibility, what is the difference between me and the people in the League of Madmen?"

"That's right, the stronger a person's ability, the greater the responsibility. You want to take your family across the class, you want to study planting to help more people get food, if it really goes as you want, such things will definitely happen from time to time. Happened, what should you do? Can't you be so uncomfortable all the time?
If you hold a batch of food in your hand, one side is the soldiers waiting for rescue, and the other side is the disaster victims waiting for the food to survive, you can only save one side, the other side will die, what should you do?Do you want to feel sorry for the one who died?Just because you didn't choose to give them food?

Having empathy is a good thing, but you also have to learn to control your empathy, suppress your nature with reason, and slowly restrain it. Don't let it affect your mood and decision. "

"I know, I just need time to digest." How could Jiang Wan not understand these truths.

(End of this chapter)