The husband who agreed to marry suddenly became a clingy

Chapter 119 They Are Mother and Daughter

Chen Xingsa sent Xiaoyu home, and then drove home. The cool wind came through the wide-open windows, the wind dazzled his eyes, and the shadows of trees flew across the car.

What Jiang Qiong said before leaving was in my ears: "It seems that in a month, it will be her memorial day, don't you want to go and see?"

Want to see it?
she does not know.

She was afraid of seeing her face, seeing her cemetery, and everything about her made her panic, like falling into an endless black hole, unable to find an exit.

Chuy Mae.

The woman who became a legend in the entertainment industry was the source of her chaotic feelings for a long time.

Sometimes, like all mothers, she would give her a warm embrace, hug her softly and say: "Mom actually loves you very much. My daughter is so beautiful. There must be many men who like her in the future. Sasha...you You have to protect yourself, don't be like me... don't... set foot in the entertainment industry."

Sometimes he would push her away in disgust and say hysterically, "Why did you have to be born? It's all you. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be in such pain at all!"

But no matter when, she always cried.

In those chaotic memories, the last images she left for her were her tear-stained face and those horrible scars.

She left all her smiles to the screen, and they would use all the beautiful words to describe her, but they didn't know what kind of pain she was going through behind the scenes.

The howling wind slowed down the flow at a certain moment, and the car wagged its tail and stopped downstairs of the villa.

Chen Xingsa held the steering wheel tightly, closed his eyes suddenly, panted and rested his head on the back of his hands.

During Chu Yimei's waking hours, she always repeatedly warned her not to set foot in the entertainment circle, but she even disobeyed her last wish.

She doesn't want it, listen to her.

After hearing that, she will not come back.

Liangyue walked on her arm, she slowly raised her head, and saw a figure coming from the backlight.

It was rare for Xu Qinggui to wear a red shirt today, walking towards her like a bright flame.

He opened the car door, bent down, and brushed her messy hair behind her ears: "Sasha, why don't you get out of the car?"

He touched her slightly cool face, frowned and asked, "Is it cold?"

Chen Xingsa stared into his bright eyes, as if he could see his own reflection.

Lost, lonely, and desolate.

Her eyes suddenly became hot, and she grabbed his wrist and hooked his neck tightly.

"What's wrong with you?" Xu Qinggui was a little at a loss, groping with his fingers to untie her seat belt.

After being released, she stuck closer and buried her in his neck.

"sough…"

"Ah."

"Xu Yue."

"I'm here."

She asked in a muffled voice, "Will you always be with me?"

"Yes, I will always be with you." I don't know why she suddenly asked, but he could feel her uneasiness and sadness.

He hugged her tightly, "I will always be by your side forever, and I won't leave even if you drive me away."

"You know, I'm clingy, and I'll be clingy to you forever."

Chen Xingsa closed his hot eyes: "You carry me back."

"Okay." Xu Qinggui carried her out and put one arm around her waist: "Can I close the car window?"

"Ah."

He quickly closed the window and pulled out the key, then turned around and hooked her leg to hug her.

Chen Xingsa raised his arms to hook him, and leaned his face against his neck, pecking at the protruding bone of his collarbone from time to time.

He was used to her restlessness when they were together, so he ignored the throbbing in his heart and asked in a low voice, "Are you in a bad mood?"

"not good."

Unexpectedly, she would admit it frankly, Xu Qinggui was slightly surprised, and felt faintly uncomfortable: "What's wrong?"

Chen Xingsa's desire to talk is actually very, very low. She habitually keeps everything in her heart and bears it by herself, like a bottomless pit, filling it with everything indiscriminately.

She felt that if she didn't want to read or talk, she could pretend that everything didn't exist.

For a long time, she also thought she was doing a good job.

But relying on his warm embrace, for the first time, she had the desire to confide, the desire to express all her anxieties and sorrows.

Chen Xingsa raised his eyes to look at his thin and smooth chin, and gently slid his fingers to trace the outline.

Where to start.

Her silence misunderstood him, "Sasha, you don't have to say anything if you don't want to, you can do whatever you want, just don't make yourself uncomfortable."

"I don't want to say it."

When the two entered the door, Xu Qinggui put her on the porch and bent down to take off her shoes.

Chen Xingsa looked down at his movements, momentarily absent-minded.

He straightened up and approached: "Shall I carry you upstairs?"

Chen Xingsa reached out and hugged him: "Go to the sofa."

She found that she liked the smell of him very much. It was fresh and had a unique smell of male hormones. It had a calming effect, and she couldn't help but get close to him all the time.

Xu Qinggui sat on the sofa, and she curled up on his lap, feeling very dependent.

He put his hand on her hair and stroked it: "Would you like to talk now?"

"Well." She whispered in his ear: "You know, why don't I sing?"

"Ok?"

"Because of my mother."

"That day, I sang at the bar, and that day, I heard the news of her death."

Her voice was so calm and without emotional fluctuations, but Xu Qinggui suddenly tightened her arms: "And then?"

She said whatever came to her mind, her mind was chaotic and illogical.

"She's beautiful, she's good at acting, she's good at singing, she's a perfect woman in every way."

Her talent in singing is all inherited from her.

"…who is she?"

She smiled and said, "Chu Yimei."

Xu Qinggui lost her voice, no wonder her reaction was so strange last time, she must be very sad.

His eyes were slightly red, and he said dumbly, "I'm sorry."

"Why do you keep saying this to me?" Chen Xingsa frowned and pushed him away: "You didn't apologize to me. If you say this again in the future, I will beat you."

Xu Qinggui leaned over and kissed her protruding mole: "You hit me."

"? What is your request? Do you still have masochistic tendencies?"

He was just sad, the more calm she was, the more sad he was, so sad that he couldn't find a way to vent.

Chen Xingsa looked at his reddened eyes, and sighed, "Why are you doing this, it hurts more than me, should I talk about it?"

"Sa Sa..." He circled her around, preventing her from seeing his face, and said in a muffled voice, "Go on."

She was silent for a while, and continued: "Sometimes she treats me very well, and sometimes she treats me badly. I rarely go home, and I hardly talk to that father."

"why?"

She sneered coldly: "In his eyes, I'm just a tool to check and balance her."

She closed her eyes lightly, "Xu Qinggui, my mother gave birth to me after being raped by him. I am the evidence of her shame, the beginning of her miserable life, and the beginning of sending her to death."

　Moon: Babe Sa Sa is so pitiful, you are a cruel woman, you must be a stepmother
　　Qingqing: ... If I were a stepmother, I wouldn’t have you Moon
　　
　
(End of this chapter)