Chapter 183
Memories are selective, and when you think a person is malicious, all your memories of her are bad.
But when your impression of someone is overturned, those selectively forgotten memories will come one after another.
It seems that when she was very young, Chu Yimei would put on a beautiful dress for her, help her braid her hair, and hug her tenderly like all mothers did, and praised her: "It's so beautiful."
When she was awakened by nightmares at night, he would pat her on the back to comfort her over and over again, hum her a lullaby, and tell her bedtime stories...
Because it was too long ago, and Chu Yimei's illnesses became more frequent later, she mistakenly believed that those warm and beautiful memories were just fantasies or dreams.
In the days when she was growing up, perhaps her personality became more and more like Chen Qingsheng, which made Chu Yimei more and more unable to face her squarely.
But when she dreamed back at midnight, she would occasionally hear a woman sobbing, saying sorry in a low voice.
She thought it was a dream, or her own auditory hallucinations.
Because Chu Yimei was still hysterical when she woke up, she regarded her as an enemy.
There is a memory that she has deliberately forgotten. It was three days before Chu Yimei's accident, she went home.
She didn't intend to stay long, and left after taking what she needed, but Chu Yimei suddenly called her to stop.
"Chen Xingsa."
She always calls her by her first name.
Chen Xingsa turned his head and went back without prestige.
Chu Yimei had tears in her eyes, Xinghua seemed to be dying, but for a moment, Chen Xingsa had the illusion that her eyes were gentle.
She asked, "Do you have a house out there?"
Chen Xingsa froze for a moment.
Before she could reply, Chu Yimei went over and stuffed a bank card into her pocket: "Go out and live, don't come back again, the password is your birthday."
She turned around after she finished speaking, her back was depressed and thin, but it seemed to Chen Xingsa at that time that she was heartless.
She pulled the corner of her lips slightly: "Don't worry, I won't appear in front of you again."
Chen Xingsa held the bank card and felt that she should throw it back in a temper and say that I don't need it, but she also felt that there was no need to be stubborn and make things difficult for her.
So the moment she rushed out the door, she really made a plan to never come back.
She didn't know that on that day, Chu Yimei stood in front of the window, watching her leaving back for a whole afternoon.
To the gray curtain blocking out the sun, to the cool wind wrapping around the moon.
When the afterglow of the setting sun burned to the end of the sky, the two returned home, and Chen Xingsa didn't say a word along the way.
Xu Qinggui grabbed her wrist nervously, "Sasha, are you okay?"
She woke up like a dream, her empty eyes sparked ripples, but the next moment her legs went limp.
Xu Qinggui quickly hugged her: "Sasha!"
She tightly grasped the collar of Xu Qinggui's chest, buried her head in his chest, and bit her lips tightly.
He held her waist, clumsily not knowing what to do, "Sasha..."
Her fingers trembled, her shoulders couldn't stop trembling because of depression, and the uncontrollable sobs overflowed, passed into his ears, and pierced the tip of his heart.
Hot tears scorched his neck like a branding iron, his Adam's apple rolled, and the end of his eyes turned red.
This was the first time she cried. The tears she had held back for a long time poured out uncontrollably like a river breaking its embankment.
Chen Xingsa cried until he was exhausted, but after the initial sobs, he didn't make any more sound.
The front of his chest was wet, sticking to his skin, sticky and painful.
After a long time, she wrapped her fingers around his neck, her voice was so low that she could hardly hear it: "I'm sleepy, you hug me up."
"Okay." Xu Qinggui put his arms around her back and buttocks and hugged her tightly.
Chen Xingsa closed her eyes and buried her on his shoulder, lost consciousness and fell into a deep sleep.
She saw Chu Yimei, which was missing in her memory, with a smile like the one in the photo, gentle and bright, and angrily said to her: "You always don't call me mom."
She opened her mouth, but no sound came out.
Chu Yimei sighed, with a doting tone: "Forget it, who made you my daughter, I won't care about you."
She smiled and ran into the sea of flowers, and the sky full of stars engulfed her. Chen Xingsa was a little flustered, and blurted out: "Mom!"
Chu Yimei suddenly appeared from behind her and said with a smile, "I'm here."
She didn't seem to be surprised by the title she yelled, and took her hand: "Mom will take you to catch butterflies."
...
Chen Xingsa only slept for an hour before waking up. When he went downstairs, he found Xu Qinggui cooking. The food was fragrant, and he rolled up his sleeves, showing his slender fingers and strong wrists.
She must have watched it for a long time.
Was it you who sent him to me?
Xu Qinggui noticed his gaze and turned his head: "Did I wake you up?"
She shook her head, "Where's Lin He?"
"Go out to play."
The kid finally got a wink, and seeing that his sister was in a bad mood, he borrowed a car from Xu Qinggui and went for a drive by himself.
Chen Xingsa stood behind him to see what he was doing. He was stirring the vegetables, "You go to the sofa and wait for a while, I'm afraid the oil will splash on you."
"Oh."
She steps back.
"By the way, you can call Lin He and ask him if he will come back for dinner."
She didn't take her mobile phone, so she went to take out Xu Qinggui's, and fumbled in his trouser pocket with her fingers. His back stiffened, and he tilted his head slightly: "It's in the left pocket."
She stretched out her left hand to touch again.
Xu Qinggui: "..."
"Sasha... don't you want to eat anymore?"
Recently, because of her injury, and because Lin He is here, he has been on a vegetarian diet, and he was already very restrained, but she still teased/twitched on purpose.
She retracted her hand innocently: "Do it quickly, I'm hungry."
"..."
Xu Qing ordered to calm down and continue to be the husband of the house.
"The password is your birthday."
This sentence coincided with what someone said in her memory. She lost her mind for a moment and sat down on the sofa.
After unlocking the screen lock and seeing the picture on the screen, I was taken aback: "Where did you get this picture?"
"The little fish sent it to me."
"Why didn't she send it to me?"
"I gave the money."
She teased: "It turns out that you still have money transactions."
"..."
I was very happy to skin it.
She dialed the phone, Lin He hung up on her, and then received his message.
——Brother, I’m watching a movie at the cinema, it’s not convenient to answer the phone, tell my sister, I’m not going back for dinner tonight, I might go back later in the evening, don’t worry about me
Today is Chinese Valentine's Day, he went to the movies alone, didn't he deliberately seek abuse, he really was an optimist.
Chen Xingsa replied: OK, be careful on the way back
——Okay, I found that a certain character in this movie is a bit like my aunt, and she looks quite good-looking. I heard people around me discussing in low voices, and they also said that the star is from my sister’s side Relatives?Don’t talk, don’t talk, I’m going to continue watching the movie, and I missed the plot of the message
After a while, Chen Xingsa opened Weibo.
Apart from the ones about the Qixi Festival, the hot searches are just a few conspicuous entries.
#Chu Yi Mae Mencius Jin#
#孟子衿好美#
#感洞初开#
"The Beginning of Love" is the movie played by Mencius Jin.
(End of this chapter)
Memories are selective, and when you think a person is malicious, all your memories of her are bad.
But when your impression of someone is overturned, those selectively forgotten memories will come one after another.
It seems that when she was very young, Chu Yimei would put on a beautiful dress for her, help her braid her hair, and hug her tenderly like all mothers did, and praised her: "It's so beautiful."
When she was awakened by nightmares at night, he would pat her on the back to comfort her over and over again, hum her a lullaby, and tell her bedtime stories...
Because it was too long ago, and Chu Yimei's illnesses became more frequent later, she mistakenly believed that those warm and beautiful memories were just fantasies or dreams.
In the days when she was growing up, perhaps her personality became more and more like Chen Qingsheng, which made Chu Yimei more and more unable to face her squarely.
But when she dreamed back at midnight, she would occasionally hear a woman sobbing, saying sorry in a low voice.
She thought it was a dream, or her own auditory hallucinations.
Because Chu Yimei was still hysterical when she woke up, she regarded her as an enemy.
There is a memory that she has deliberately forgotten. It was three days before Chu Yimei's accident, she went home.
She didn't intend to stay long, and left after taking what she needed, but Chu Yimei suddenly called her to stop.
"Chen Xingsa."
She always calls her by her first name.
Chen Xingsa turned his head and went back without prestige.
Chu Yimei had tears in her eyes, Xinghua seemed to be dying, but for a moment, Chen Xingsa had the illusion that her eyes were gentle.
She asked, "Do you have a house out there?"
Chen Xingsa froze for a moment.
Before she could reply, Chu Yimei went over and stuffed a bank card into her pocket: "Go out and live, don't come back again, the password is your birthday."
She turned around after she finished speaking, her back was depressed and thin, but it seemed to Chen Xingsa at that time that she was heartless.
She pulled the corner of her lips slightly: "Don't worry, I won't appear in front of you again."
Chen Xingsa held the bank card and felt that she should throw it back in a temper and say that I don't need it, but she also felt that there was no need to be stubborn and make things difficult for her.
So the moment she rushed out the door, she really made a plan to never come back.
She didn't know that on that day, Chu Yimei stood in front of the window, watching her leaving back for a whole afternoon.
To the gray curtain blocking out the sun, to the cool wind wrapping around the moon.
When the afterglow of the setting sun burned to the end of the sky, the two returned home, and Chen Xingsa didn't say a word along the way.
Xu Qinggui grabbed her wrist nervously, "Sasha, are you okay?"
She woke up like a dream, her empty eyes sparked ripples, but the next moment her legs went limp.
Xu Qinggui quickly hugged her: "Sasha!"
She tightly grasped the collar of Xu Qinggui's chest, buried her head in his chest, and bit her lips tightly.
He held her waist, clumsily not knowing what to do, "Sasha..."
Her fingers trembled, her shoulders couldn't stop trembling because of depression, and the uncontrollable sobs overflowed, passed into his ears, and pierced the tip of his heart.
Hot tears scorched his neck like a branding iron, his Adam's apple rolled, and the end of his eyes turned red.
This was the first time she cried. The tears she had held back for a long time poured out uncontrollably like a river breaking its embankment.
Chen Xingsa cried until he was exhausted, but after the initial sobs, he didn't make any more sound.
The front of his chest was wet, sticking to his skin, sticky and painful.
After a long time, she wrapped her fingers around his neck, her voice was so low that she could hardly hear it: "I'm sleepy, you hug me up."
"Okay." Xu Qinggui put his arms around her back and buttocks and hugged her tightly.
Chen Xingsa closed her eyes and buried her on his shoulder, lost consciousness and fell into a deep sleep.
She saw Chu Yimei, which was missing in her memory, with a smile like the one in the photo, gentle and bright, and angrily said to her: "You always don't call me mom."
She opened her mouth, but no sound came out.
Chu Yimei sighed, with a doting tone: "Forget it, who made you my daughter, I won't care about you."
She smiled and ran into the sea of flowers, and the sky full of stars engulfed her. Chen Xingsa was a little flustered, and blurted out: "Mom!"
Chu Yimei suddenly appeared from behind her and said with a smile, "I'm here."
She didn't seem to be surprised by the title she yelled, and took her hand: "Mom will take you to catch butterflies."
...
Chen Xingsa only slept for an hour before waking up. When he went downstairs, he found Xu Qinggui cooking. The food was fragrant, and he rolled up his sleeves, showing his slender fingers and strong wrists.
She must have watched it for a long time.
Was it you who sent him to me?
Xu Qinggui noticed his gaze and turned his head: "Did I wake you up?"
She shook her head, "Where's Lin He?"
"Go out to play."
The kid finally got a wink, and seeing that his sister was in a bad mood, he borrowed a car from Xu Qinggui and went for a drive by himself.
Chen Xingsa stood behind him to see what he was doing. He was stirring the vegetables, "You go to the sofa and wait for a while, I'm afraid the oil will splash on you."
"Oh."
She steps back.
"By the way, you can call Lin He and ask him if he will come back for dinner."
She didn't take her mobile phone, so she went to take out Xu Qinggui's, and fumbled in his trouser pocket with her fingers. His back stiffened, and he tilted his head slightly: "It's in the left pocket."
She stretched out her left hand to touch again.
Xu Qinggui: "..."
"Sasha... don't you want to eat anymore?"
Recently, because of her injury, and because Lin He is here, he has been on a vegetarian diet, and he was already very restrained, but she still teased/twitched on purpose.
She retracted her hand innocently: "Do it quickly, I'm hungry."
"..."
Xu Qing ordered to calm down and continue to be the husband of the house.
"The password is your birthday."
This sentence coincided with what someone said in her memory. She lost her mind for a moment and sat down on the sofa.
After unlocking the screen lock and seeing the picture on the screen, I was taken aback: "Where did you get this picture?"
"The little fish sent it to me."
"Why didn't she send it to me?"
"I gave the money."
She teased: "It turns out that you still have money transactions."
"..."
I was very happy to skin it.
She dialed the phone, Lin He hung up on her, and then received his message.
——Brother, I’m watching a movie at the cinema, it’s not convenient to answer the phone, tell my sister, I’m not going back for dinner tonight, I might go back later in the evening, don’t worry about me
Today is Chinese Valentine's Day, he went to the movies alone, didn't he deliberately seek abuse, he really was an optimist.
Chen Xingsa replied: OK, be careful on the way back
——Okay, I found that a certain character in this movie is a bit like my aunt, and she looks quite good-looking. I heard people around me discussing in low voices, and they also said that the star is from my sister’s side Relatives?Don’t talk, don’t talk, I’m going to continue watching the movie, and I missed the plot of the message
After a while, Chen Xingsa opened Weibo.
Apart from the ones about the Qixi Festival, the hot searches are just a few conspicuous entries.
#Chu Yi Mae Mencius Jin#
#孟子衿好美#
#感洞初开#
"The Beginning of Love" is the movie played by Mencius Jin.
(End of this chapter)
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