I am a boss in the world of nine uncles
Chapter 1743 Rouge: Am I someone who can't love, someone who isn't lovable?
Lingyin Temple.
In front of the Mahavira Hall.
Qin Yao suddenly turned around, looked up at the sky, saw the white cloud floating in the blue sky, and the red-clad figure standing on the cloud. His expression paused slightly, and he sighed softly: "The past is the past, why bother with this?"
Rouge's body transformed into a streak of red light, instantly piercing through the white clouds and landing beside him: "You can get over it, but I can't."
"Without this ceremony, you probably wouldn't have been able to become a disciple of the Holy Nun and cultivate this set of immortal techniques."
Isn't this immortal destiny far superior to a mere few decades of marriage?
"You know, people's hearts are fickle, and a relationship might not even last a few decades," Qin Yao said sincerely.
"So, should I be grateful to you for running away from the wedding?" Rouge asked.
Qin Yao waved his hand: "I don't mean to ask for your gratitude, I just hope that we can both be well."
I walk my path of Buddhahood, while you forge ahead towards the Bodhisattva path.
Perhaps we will meet again atop the Great Thunderclap Temple several hundred years from now.
“I’ve already told you, I don’t want to get married,” Rouge emphasized.
Qin Yao: "..."
Seeing his speechless expression, Rouge pursed her lips and said seriously, "When I was seven years old, I didn't know what love was. You held my hand and told me that you would marry me when I grew up. That planted a seed in my heart."
After ten years of nurturing, this seed has grown into a towering tree with deep roots, becoming a young girl's greatest aspiration for the future.
But just when I was one step away from realizing my dream, I suddenly received news that you were dead, and that you died in a brothel.
My personal maid told me that although this was bad news, it was also a blessing in disguise for me.
But she didn't understand what it would feel like to have ten years of expectations shattered in a single day.
At that moment, the tree that had been growing in my heart for ten years withered, but it did not disappear completely. Instead, it remained on the earth like a scar, shocking and filled with endless despair and death.
That is why I became a disciple of the nun Fanxing, dedicating my life to Buddhism, and enduring all kinds of loneliness to practice the Dharma of Nirvana.
But I never expected that just as I was accepting my fate, I would see you again at Lingyin Temple.
Upon hearing this, even Qin Yao, with his silver tongue, was at a loss for words.
Compared to Li Xiuyuan in the original drama, he has done his best to minimize the harm to the girl and has not driven her to the point of jumping off a cliff to commit suicide.
But who told Li Xiuyuan to insist on marrying someone when he was only seven years old?
Li Xiuyuan, Li Xiuyuan, instead of pissing and playing in the mud, you insist on making vows of eternal love. I really don't know where you learned these things.
Unless he arrives when Li Xiuyuan is a child, and he keeps his mouth shut and doesn't spout nonsense, this calamity will eventually happen, sooner or later...
"Don't you have anything to say?"
Rouge waited for a long time, but he still didn't speak, so she took the initiative to ask.
Qin Yao scratched his head: "I don't know how to say it, I feel like nothing I say would be appropriate..."
Rouge said, "You owe me a wedding."
Qin Yao: "..."
"When will you give it to me?" Rouge pressed.
Qin Yao pursed his lips and said sincerely, "Yan Zhi, if I were to marry you against my will, we would both be entering a sea of suffering from which we cannot escape."
For me, this whole thing was awkward from the start.
For you, after the brief joy of your marriage, what will remain is endless suffering caused by me.
For example, I feel like I'm never giving enough, so I subconsciously want to ask for more.
But if there is no response, it will cause pain.
For ordinary people, this kind of life is something they can struggle with for thirty to fifty years before it comes to an end, but for you and me, who knows how many years we will be repeatedly fried in this oil pan.
Calm down and think about it carefully. Isn't this terrifying?
Rouge thought for a moment, then nodded and said, "Terrible."
Qin Yao breathed a sigh of relief: "That's what I meant..."
"But that's your problem! Am I ugly? Am I weird? Can't I love? Am I not cute?"
Why should I bear the consequences of your problems? You should solve them yourself.
"I did nothing wrong, so why should I be the one to figure out how to resolve this terrible outcome?" Rouge interrupted.
Qin Yao was stunned: "Huh?"
"Didn't you hear me? Let me say it again," Rouge said patiently.
"Hey, wait a minute, there's no need to say anymore," Qin Yao quickly stopped him.
Rouge nodded: "I'm not trying to force you, but I want to say that if I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?"
Even if there are those problems, can't we just solve them together?
When faced with a problem, instead of trying to solve it, you only think of escaping to deal with it. Is that a good form of responsibility?
Qin Yao: "..."
He suddenly realized that he seemed to have dug an even bigger hole for himself.
As things stand, perhaps it's better to let Rouge hate me...
After a moment of silence, he took a deep breath and said again, "Rouge, to tell you the truth, I am actually the reincarnation of the Dragon-Subduing Venerable, and I have a destiny in this life..."
"Whether you marry a chicken or a dog, I'll follow you wherever you are destined. Whatever your fate may be, I'll fulfill it with you," Rouge said.
“But my destiny is not to get married. How can a monk get married?” Qin Yao replied.
Rouge fell silent.
Seeing this, Qin Yao pressed on, saying, "Moreover, you are now a member of the Buddhist community. Wouldn't it be a laughing stock for the whole world if two Buddhists got married?"
Rouge said, "Then we won't get married, but even if we're not husband and wife in name, we must have the reality of being husband and wife."
Qin Yao: "..."
“If you don’t speak, I’ll take that as a yes,” Rouge suddenly said.
"Wait a moment."
Qin Yao raised his hand to stop him, then said, "I didn't want to say this, but I have to now."
I am not Li Xiuyuan, I am the Dragon Subduer.
That period of my life feels like a memory from a stranger, which is one of the main reasons I can't accept you.
"Oh……"
Rouge nodded and said, "But this is still your problem!"
Qin Yao: "..."
"Ah, my head hurts so much, my head hurts so much, I need to rest." A moment later, he suddenly clutched his head with both hands, pretending to have a headache, and ran past the main hall, appearing in the Zen courtyard.
Rouge watched his retreating figure and shrugged: "You'll have your share of headaches from now on!"
Behind him, the nun watched this scene and shook her head helplessly.
The child's cultivation of the Nirvana Dharma requires him to remain unmoved by emotions. It's not that being moved by emotions would have terrible consequences, but rather that once he develops worldly desires, there will be no possibility of further breakthroughs.
In other words, unless she dissipates her cultivation and starts anew, she will find it difficult to achieve enlightenment in the future.
It's a pity that such a promising talent was wasted on matters of the heart.
……
Inside the Zen temple.
Inside the side room, the little white fox jumped around happily, as if it had encountered something extremely joyful.
"Hey, have you jumped enough?" Qin Yao snapped.
"Hahahahaha."
The little white fox seemed to be waiting for him to ask a question. Just as it was about to say something, it couldn't help but burst into laughter.
Qin Yao's lips twitched, and he grabbed the other person by the neck and lifted him up: "If you gloat again, I'll use you to wipe my ass."
The little white fox's smile froze on her face, then she realized what she meant: "You've already stopped eating, why are you wiping your butt?"
Qin Yao said, "I didn't say mine. Jackals, tigers, leopards, even elephants and lions are all acceptable."
The little white fox became obedient and said, "I was wrong."
Qin Yao then tossed it onto the table, and sighed again as he thought of Rouge.
Now it seems that Rouge and Ao Cunxin are completely different things, just as Daoji Living Buddha and the Lord of Fengdu are not the same thing.
The Lord of Fengdu can avoid Ao Cunxin, but can Daoji leave Lingyin Temple?
After leaving Lingyin Temple, can Daoji still accumulate great merit?
If one were to accumulate resources bit by bit, it would probably take hundreds of years to complete the task.
"Young Master~" Suddenly, the servant's voice rang out again from outside the door.
Qin Yao seemed to wake from a dream, and looked in the direction of the voice with a complicated expression: "Why haven't you left yet?"
The servant stood bowing and scraping at the door, whispering, "I was brought here by Miss Rouge on a cloud, and I have no money..."
Qin Yao flipped his hand and took out two silver ingots, tossing them into the air to the other person: "Go back by yourself. Oh, and don't tell anyone I'm still alive."
The servant quickly took the silver and said, "Young master, rest assured, I will keep this matter a secret."
Qin Yao waved his hand, watched the other party leave, and then pondered a solution again, finally coming up with a solution that was hardly a solution...
half an hour.
Abbot Yuankong led the nun Fanxing to West Lake and pointed to a small boat on the lake, saying, "He's waiting on the boat, nun, please go ahead."
The nun nodded, lightly tapped the ground with her toes, and her body flew into the air, slowly landing in front of the cabin.
At the ferry dock, Yuan Kong watched Fan Xing enter the cabin and murmured, "Since ancient times, even heroes have found it hard to resist the charms of a beautiful woman. Daoji, only by successfully overcoming this hurdle can you become a true holy monk, just like the Tripitaka Master who passed through the Kingdom of Women..."
Inside the cabin, at Qin Yao's invitation, the nun Fanxing sat across from him at the table and asked, "You came to see me about Rouge, right?"
"Your wisdom is truly remarkable." Qin Yao nodded and said frankly, "I really have no other choice, so I hope to get your help."
The nun asked, "Do you want me to persuade Rouge, or do you want me to give you some advice?"
Qin Yao asked, "Can we have both?"
The nun chuckled: "Greed is a major taboo in Buddhism."
Qin Yao said seriously, "I'm not being greedy for myself, but because I'm afraid Yan Zhi will get hurt."
The nun then suppressed her smile and said, "Rouge is gentle on the outside but firm on the inside. You can't persuade her; it will only backfire."
As for your opinion, I hope you can accept her, and then just do what you normally would. Once she's accumulated enough disappointment, she'll naturally leave you on her own.
Qin Yao: "..."
Is the plan to have him play a scumbag and then help Yan Zhi have a complete awakening?
But the result?
In the end, Rouge had a profound realization, and Daoji's name would be infamous for eternity!
It can only be said that this nun, Fanxing, truly deserves to be Rouge's master. She only cares about Rouge's future and doesn't care about her own reputation at all.
“Divine Nun, one day I will return to being the Dragon Subduer, and at that time, there will be a Li Xiuyuan left behind.” After a moment of silence, Qin Yao slowly said.
The nun immediately understood his meaning and said, "Besides that, I don't have any other good ideas."
Daoji, everyone must be responsible for their own actions. It's all because you planted a seed in Yanzhi's heart when she was little.
Qin Yao: "..."
That's not my fault.
But he couldn't say that.
Since he used Li Xiuyuan's identity and was going to take on the other party's opportunities, he would naturally also have to accept all the other party's bad things.
“I don’t like scenes of reluctant farewells, so I won’t be returning to Lingyin Temple. When you go back, please tell Yan Zhi that I’m going to continue my travels. If she has an epiphany, she can wait for me in the Southern Frontier.” As she remained silent, the nun Fanxing slowly rose and said softly.
Qin Yao decisively refused: "I'm trying to avoid this place, why would I go forward? Nun, please forgive me for not being able to help."
Brahma Nun: "..."
Half an hour later.
She returned to Lingyin Temple alone and found Rouge lost in thought in her room: "What are you thinking about?"
At the dressing table, Rouge seemed to wake from a dream and hurriedly got up: "I wasn't thinking about anything, Master. What does Abbot Yuankong want with you?"
“It wasn’t Yuan Kong who contacted me, it was Dao Ji who contacted me,” said the nun Fanxing.
"Cultivating affinity?"
Rouge's heart skipped a beat, and she asked nervously, "Is he asking you for help?"
"Yes, but I refused."
The nun gently rubbed her forehead and said with obvious affection, "Your master is completely on your side."
Rouge relaxed abruptly and said with deep emotion, "Thank you, Master."
“Silly girl.” The nun Fanxing shook her head and said, “I’m going to continue my travels. You stay here and resolve this karmic debt. But you have to promise your master something.”
Rouge said, "Please speak."
"No matter what, we must not give up on ourselves."
The nun said, "I know you have obsessions and you are unwilling to accept things, but obsessions can be gradually resolved and unwillingness can be gradually calmed down. You must never become extreme and go astray, harming yourself and others."
Rouge's expression instantly hardened: "Rest assured, I promise I will not degenerate, nor will I turn love into hate and become the opposite of Daoji."
"I like your intelligence." Fanxing looked at his little disciple with admiration, waved his hand and said, "I'm leaving. Take care of yourself."
"Goodbye, Master!" Rouge raised her right arm and shouted loudly.
evening.
Qin Yao sneaked into the temple, his gaze sweeping over the dark side room, where he sensed the scent of rouge.
After hesitating for a moment, he finally strode to the door and said softly, "Miss Rouge, you were looking for me?"
"Come in," Rouge said.
Qin Yao shook his head: "It's late at night, and it's not convenient for a man and a woman to be alone together."
“I’d like to talk to you about compensation,” Rouge said.
Qin Yao blinked, flicked his sleeve to light the candles in the room, and then slowly stepped inside: "Have you thought it through?"
"Yes."
Rouge smiled brightly: "As long as you agree to one condition, our debts will be settled..." (End of Chapter)
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