endless roses

Chapter 156 "Care"?
I will not refuse, although the other party may not care, but I am always afraid. If the other party is someone I will occasionally consider, I am afraid that it will hurt other people's hearts or destroy their original peace.

Ah Ji told me that this is indifference, superficial indifference and ultimate caring.

What exactly does this word refer to?
I don't know, the fear of heartbreak is still there, I will be ashamed and blame myself for doing such a bad thing, it is too painful, and the unwillingness to bear my own slights makes me sometimes have to care about other people.

Maybe it's indifference, I'm always in a situation where I have to.

I had a video with my mother yesterday, it was very strange, she said she missed me and wanted to see me.

I know that longing, companionship, and meeting are normal emotions for most people. I have had them before, but I was still a little surprised.After I started the video, my mother said that Xiaohui was fighting with her daughter. Soon two kittens came to the camera to sniff and look at me. Xiao Su appeared in vain, and I don't know how long the cat's doubts will last.Speaking of the changes in the family, the facade is no longer rented out and used as a warehouse, and an aunt is hired as a staff. My mother has a lot of leisure time. I hope that I can visit my grandfather who is a widower during the holidays. I don’t need to force myself to study hard. At worst, I can go back home Helper, become a small boss, can make a living anyway...Maybe, someone has been helping me, not just my mother, maybe, I have been cared about by many people...Mom, she is old, she longs for company, I don’t know it What is it.

Unless you are determined to wander, hide your whereabouts, or choose to wander for reasons of "dignity" and "escape", life will most likely not be too difficult.

In fact, I am luckier than too many people, and I am a little ashamed of being lucky.

(End of this chapter)