Your majesty, Empress Xianyu doesn't want to leave the cold palace

Chapter 826
It was Mao Shi when Su Yingxiu woke up.

After she woke up, the first thing she did was to see Zhao Chengping.

At this time, Zhao Chengping had been cleaned of blood and changed into clean clothes. He was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, his face peaceful, as if he was asleep.

Yu Wenjing entered the hall and looked in her direction, his footsteps seemed to be deeply sunken under the floor tiles, making it difficult to move a step.

He wanted to say something, but after opening his mouth, he didn't know what to say.

Su Yingxiu turned her head when she heard the footsteps, and saw the standing figure, her mood did not change too much, she looked at it from afar and asked, "I have something to tell you, you can leave me some Is it time?"

"……it is good."

Leaving from the inner room, went to the outside of the hall, with gentle steps, as if not wanting to disturb the 'sleeping' people.

Even in the early spring, the wind at night is still cold, blowing over in a chilly way, and the dampness rolls layer by layer, soaking through the clothes, and chills people's hearts.

Before the morning light came out of the hall, Su Yingxiu stood for a while, Yu Wenjing looked at her back behind her and felt that her back was too thin, so he opened his lips, "It's cold outside, if you have something to say inside..."

He didn't have time to finish the following words, because he saw her sitting on the steps first.

Looking at her back, the words he wanted to persuade got stuck in his throat.

Raising her arms, she untied the cloak with one hand with some difficulty, trying to put it on her, but she seemed to have anticipated his behavior in advance, and said in advance, "I'm not cold. You have injuries, you are better than me more necessary."

Yu Wenjing's movements stopped, he didn't listen to her words, but he didn't put the cloak back on his body, and put it aside.

The wind blew over and brought her words to his ears, and he heard her say, "I want to take him home."

This is what she should and must do.

Zhao Chengping's family is not in the capital, and fallen leaves return to their roots, so he should not stay in the capital.

Yu Wenjing looked sideways at her, but Su Yingxiu didn't look at him. Her eyes were a little dull looking ahead, as if she was looking at a far, far away place. He coughed twice, his chest vibrated, his shoulders were slightly wet, and there was warm liquid along his arms.

He had expected the pain when scraping the bone to heal the poison, but he didn't expect that the wound would still be so painful now, the pain pierced his heart, and he could only clench his fists to endure the pain.

He also knew that if...she decided to leave this time, they...would probably never see each other again.

It was obviously the result he had hoped for all along, but now that he really heard her say it himself, he couldn't be happy at all.

Su Yingxiu failed to guess what he was thinking, she only said the first thing she wanted to say, and the second thing she wanted to say next, she turned her head slightly, looked at him, and asked, "You know What are you doing?"

Yu Wenjing raised his eyes to meet hers.

Seeing her calm gaze, I felt inexplicably flustered.

Su Yingxiu waited and waited, but saw him turn his eyes away first, and heard him reply with a half-smile, "It's a nonsensical sentence, I really don't understand what you are talking about."

Su Yingxiu was silent, and slowly lowered her gaze.

In the past, she had heard a lot of stories about seizing the throne in the history books.

At the beginning, when he stayed in Yunshui Village for her, she thought that their life would be happy and stable.

At least, those treacherous powers will not engulf them.

However, I didn't expect things to come to this stage.

What about her?Why did she chase after the capital?
On the one hand, he really couldn't let him go, and on the other hand, it was because of the worries in his heart that he dared not speak out.

She never intervened in his affairs, it can be seen that he cut off everything and left, she had no choice but to chase after him.

She admitted that she did have the intention of persuading him, she didn't want him to take risks, and she didn't want his life to be in danger.

There are too many lessons learned in history, she dare not think about Yu Wenjing's fate of fighting Yu Wenchen.

It was also because of this that she took chances. She even thought, maybe...he will change his mind?

However, when he arrived in the capital, he pushed her away again and again.

She knew that he wanted her to leave the capital.

And those words of persuasion often come to the lips, but they can't be said.

He had already given up for her once, how could she ask him to give up for her again?
Yesterday, during the Lantern Festival, the capital city was very lively. When she opened the window of the posthouse, she saw the bustling lights of thousands of houses. Under the splendid scene of fireworks, she didn't think of him.

In the posthouse, she heard people talking about the fire at Xuande Gate, and heard them talking about the assassination of King Cheng. She was worried about him and wanted to see him, but she didn't expect that what she was waiting for was the news of Zhao Chengping's death.

Yuwenjing's life is not in danger, she should be thankful.

However, Zhao Chengping...why him?

Why did Zhao Chengping have an accident?
Zhao Chengping... Zhao Chengping...

She never thought that she would owe someone this much.

He didn't even have a word of complaint.

When Zhao Chengping's temperature dropped a little bit, she knew she was wrong.

It's her, it's her presence that always brings problems and troubles.

Then it was, and it is now.

In fact, she hadn't thought about the past for a long time.

For some reason, everything that she had intentionally forgotten in an instant became extremely clear at this moment.

She remembered that every time her parents quarreled in the past, she could hear each other's angry accusations through the door panel, the glass shards all over the floor, the broken furniture, she was pushed around, she was the most disgusted one, even begging It's useless, begging will only get more eyes and disgust, day after day, it seems like this is always the case, she is always the extra one, until she is finally abandoned.

She was too early to understand people's faces, she didn't dare to have her own preferences, she didn't dare to have her own attachments, she was afraid of being abandoned and disgusted again, so she was used to being cautious, she thought that as long as she didn't care, as long as she didn't behave Come out and you won't be noticed.

Maybe it's because she knows that she is too easy to lose and too difficult to get, so she wants to work hard once.She has never been so happy, she wants to fight for it, but how can this be at the cost of other people's lives?
She is just an extremely ordinary person, she admits that she has her own selfishness, but she can't put all of herself above the lives of others.

In fact, she should have known earlier.

How could Yu Wenjing not think of things she could think of?

When he left Yunshui Village, he made a choice.

His choice is not her.

He had his things to do, and that didn't include her.

Everything between them should end on the day Yu Wenjing leaves.

And she... just needs to deal with being abandoned again.

In fact, she should have accepted her fate, she shouldn't have chased her... Anyway, she has already been abandoned many times, so what if one more time?

But it was because of her selfishness, because she wanted to keep her... If it wasn't because of concern for her, Zhao Chengping would not have come to Beijing with him, if Zhao Chengping hadn't come to the capital, he wouldn't have died here...

When she got up and was about to leave, Su Yingxiu stopped suddenly, and he grabbed her hand suddenly so that she couldn't leave, she heard him say, "You don't need to take all the blame on yourself, I will avenge him. "

When she lowered her eyebrows and eyes, she saw him holding the hand on her wrist, and her eyes moved up a little bit, from the wrist to the forearm, over the shoulder, and finally fell on his face. She knew that he was injured, and the blood was oozing little by little. come out.

When she looked away again, she took his hand away.

Yu Wenjing withdrew his hand stiffly.

It was the first time she pushed him away.

He has his plans, but he won't listen to her.

(End of this chapter)