Your majesty, Empress Xianyu doesn't want to leave the cold palace

I am Yu Wenjing, the third prince of Beiyu Kingdom.

My biological mother is Lin, the concubine of Yuan Dynasty who was favored by my father.

I was favored since I was born and am my father's favorite son.

I have a younger brother, his name is Yuwen Chen, he is born in the fourth year of his life.

As soon as he was born, disaster struck the country. No one liked him inside or outside the palace. He killed his biological mother when he was born. His father was ill for a long time because of this. There was also a rare severe drought that year. Everyone said that he was unlucky. People all stayed away from him.

Many people in the palace dislike him, and even the servants dare to bully him overtly or covertly.

That's what I did too.

One time, thinking it was fun, he locked the fourth child in a side hall and skinned the rabbit he raised.

After the fourth child was released, his eyes turned red and he dared to rush towards me to fight.

Later, my father found out about this.

But my father only glanced at me and didn't say anything.

After this, I felt that since my father acquiesced, it didn't matter if I bullied my younger brother a few more times.

Gradually, I realized that my father didn’t like the fourth child at all.

Because my father occasionally visits Lao Wu, takes Lao Seven to play chess, and listens to Lao Ba’s endorsement. However, I have never seen my father summon Lao Si alone.

I think that my father has never seen him, so he must hate him very much, otherwise, he would not have thrown him into the palace since he was a child.

My father has always been very kind to me, so I don’t like people who my father doesn’t like.

I originally thought that my father would never like the fourth child.

However, I didn't expect that one day after my father met the imperial master, he would actually pay attention to the fourth child.

Not only did he take the fourth child to his side from the palace, but he also let Concubine Rong adopt him.

In my opinion, the fourth child is the lowest.

Even the meanest servant in the palace can step on his head. Why suddenly changed and he can be equal to me? He also took away his father's attention.

I'm not convinced, and I'm even more disdainful of having a younger brother with such a humble background.

Therefore, those things that overtly and covertly embarrassed the fourth child were easily done.

I originally thought that my father would favor me as he did before.

However, I didn't expect that my father, who had always been very kind to my mother and concubine, would be furious because of the flood.

Demoted me from a prince to an ordinary prince.

He even implicated his mother-in-law and demoted her.

The Lin family was also convicted.

I don’t understand. Just punish me for my mistakes. Why punish the mother-in-law and demote the mother-in-law?

The mother-in-law died less than a month after she was demoted.

Without a coffin, we couldn't be buried with dignity. I rushed to the palace as soon as possible and saw only a handful of ashes left by my mother-in-law.

I heard from the palace servants who served my concubine during her lifetime that she died of excessive grief.

But my father never showed up once.

I wanted to pursue a dharma ceremony for my mother and concubine, but my father rebuked me and rejected it.

What I saw on my father's face was anger and tirelessness.

The love between husband and wife, the love between father and son, were all gone.

Instead, it was all indifference.

It was also at this time that I realized that the friendship between the Tian family only lasts day and night, nothing more than that.

The emperor's affection can be given or withdrawn.

But I didn't expect that this was just the beginning.

Later, the father actually made the fourth child the crown prince.

I don't understand, did I do something wrong?

It’s obvious that I’ve been the one who’s been paying attention to since childhood, that I’ve been carefully cultivated and given high hopes, so why are you suddenly abandoning me?

But even though I was unwilling to do so, I could only watch helplessly because the fourth child was right.

Later, the fourth child succeeded to the throne and my father was newly mourned. Xu, the new queen mother, was afraid of me and wanted me to be demoted from the capital.

At that time, I was forced to leave due to circumstances.

But when I left Beijing, I was thinking that one day I would come back.

Just because I don’t have real power now doesn’t mean I won’t have real power in my lifetime.

When I return to the capital, I will become the emperor.

Will become the first person in Beiyu Kingdom.

I will not only rectify the name of my mother and concubine, but also restore the glory of the Lin family.

However, I didn't expect that after I left Beijing, I met Su Yingxiu.

When we met her, it was when the Su family was confiscated and ransacked.

She was the daughter of a sinner and was insignificant, but I still saved her easily.

Come to think of it, this is the only good deed I have ever done.

Maybe it was because he saw how pitiful she was.

She is somewhat similar to my mother-in-law. She is weak but kind-hearted, and her graceful and charming temperament always makes me feel familiar.

What did I think of when I rescued Su Yingxiu?

For some reason, I thought of my mother-in-law at that time.

I thought that if my father was willing to help my mother-in-law when she was in jail, she would not end up like that.

But the person who put his mother and concubine in jail was his father.

Since I saved people, I let people follow me.

I'm not afraid of other people's opinions, so there's no need to blame me if I want to.

But I overestimated myself and underestimated her influence.

Before meeting Yingxiu, I never knew what caring was, but after meeting her, I felt this way.

After meeting her, I suddenly realized that silence can also make people worried.

One day, two days.

One year, two years.

When I got along with her, I found to my chagrin that I couldn't let go of her.

I know she has a secret.

Her secrets were never revealed to anyone.

I thought, so what if there is a secret? As long as she is by my side, I will have something to look forward to for the rest of my life.

As time went by, I discovered that she was still very different from my mother-in-law.

The concubine has a gentle personality and will not fight. But her struggle was silent.

There is an indelible tenacity in her gentle character, just like the knife she ruthlessly slashed on her face when they first met her.

Women always value their appearance more than anything else.

But she had such a break.

Later, when I saw the scar on her face, I couldn't help but think that it was fortunate that this scar allowed him to see her, and that it was fortunate that she only injured her face, which made it possible for them to live the rest of their lives.

Later, I wanted to keep her by my side.

Aze reminded me more than once that she was the daughter of a sinner, but I didn't mind.

I always feel that she and I are both people abandoned by the world. I don’t want to be alone, and I don’t want to see her alone.

I even thought about it, what about the daughter of the guilty minister? If one day I can ascend the throne as the emperor, I will clear all the stigma for her, and I will make her the most noble person in the world.

But contrary to expectations, many things happened in the capital, which changed my state of mind.

I actually feel that staying with her and loving her forever is a blessing in the world.

So, after returning to the capital, I decided to give up everything and go find her after careful consideration.

I think the happiest time in my life was when I was in Yunshui Village.

I got married to her, we depended on each other, and we had a very cute daughter.

Although my daughter's features look like mine, her temperament is more like hers.

We thought that we would spend the rest of our lives slowly in Yunshui Village, until that night, that person arrived.

After that night, my mood could not calm down for a long time, and the suppressed hatred in my heart grew like crazy, so that I left Yunshui Village resolutely.

The reason why I didn't take her with me was simple.

If I can win, I can come back to pick her up again,

If I lose and blood splashes on the palace wall, she doesn't have to be the one to sacrifice.

I want her to do many things with me, but I don’t want her to die with me.

It wasn't until the day when I was forced into the palace, when Lao Si's soldiers surrounded me, that I realized that I was really defeated.

At that moment, I even doubted, is there really such a thing as destiny?

Looking back at my life in Tianlao, I really felt it was a joke.

That winter night before returning to Beijing, I learned why my father and the emperor had such changes in their treatment of me.

It turns out that in the thirty-fifth year of Jingyuan, his father once asked the national master for advice on deducing the fate of the country.

The Imperial Master said that if you want the country to be prosperous, the emperor's star will return to its throne, the prince Chen will be strong-minded and will belong to God.

Good fortune and misfortune depend on each other, and great misfortunes are also good fortunes.

According to divination, Yuwen Chen is destined to have a blessing and a calamity.

If Yuwenchen becomes the emperor, in the third year of Yuanning, someone who will bless Beiyu will appear, and the country will be prosperous and prosperous from ancient times.

So, later on, everything happened naturally.

In the same year, his father welcomed Yuwen Chen back and gave him to Concubine Rong for adoption.

The following year, Yuwenchen was appointed crown prince.

In the thirty-seventh year of Jingyuan, his father was seriously ill and Yuwen Chen took charge of domestic affairs.

In the thirty-eighth year of Jingyuan, his father died first, and Yuwen Chen succeeded him as the new emperor, with the country's name of Yuanning.

Anyuan, Yongning, prefers national stability and peace in the world.

And I was demoted from Beijing.

Looking back on this life, I am most fortunate to be born in the Imperial City.

The biggest tragedy is also because he was born in the imperial city.

If you are born with more identities, you will be more rebellious than others.

But he was always defeated by God's will.

It was destiny that the person chosen by the country was Yu Wenchen, not me.

But speaking of it, I still feel a bit unwilling in my heart.

Not willing to be kept in the dark all the time.

I am not willing to end up like this.

Unwilling to be swept away by fate.

There are too many things that I am not willing to accept...

I even don't know if I should hate others, my father, or myself now that I have reached this ending.

Now, I am trapped in prison. If I want to survive, everything in the future is foreseeable.

I know that if Yuwen Chen promises that his father will settle my life, he will definitely do so.

But, I don't want to do this anymore.

Now, there is no Yingxiu around me.

I saw the dagger stab into her body.

It hurts a lot.

I feel a lot of pain.

However, she didn't even cry out in pain.

Obviously I have already sent her away.

Why would she come back?

Why did you block that knife?

So, that's it.

In the first half of my life, what I cherished most was my father and my mother.

After being left out by my father, the only thing I cherished was my mother and concubine.

After my mother-in-law and father-in-law left one after another, I was left with only Ying Xiu.

Now, she has left me, and my last bit of nostalgia in this world is completely gone.

I couldn't give her the protection I promised, so I just went with her.

At least she can't be left alone anymore, and she can't be bullied.

If there is an afterlife, I don’t want to be reborn in the emperor’s house.

Just be an ordinary person, farming in the fields, working at sunrise and resting at sunset.

Be an ordinary couple with Ying Xiu.

Look at the sky at dawn and the clouds at dusk, step under the bright moon with wine and spend this life together.