When I am connected with the prince of the same life

Chapter 218 The Past

It's a bit long-winded, let's look at the follow-up revision~
Even though it was late at night, the entire Golden Eagle Division was indeed brightly lit.

Lin Heng stood in front of the door, staring blankly at the door in front of him.If something happened to Cheng Muqing because of him, how should he face her?

"Master Yan."

Behind him, came the neat voice of the ground eagle envoy.

Yan Yinian's face was cold, he was wearing a smoky government mansion, and his handsome face in the past was now covered with a layer of dust.

"His Royal Highness Qi." Yan Yinian glanced at him coldly, "Is this how you protect Princess Qi?"

Lin Heng clenched his back teeth, and his heart seemed to be beaten so hard that it was almost shattered.

"Squeak-"

The door was opened, and He Qianyuan walked out. She first asked the little drug boy to grab the medicine, and then said to the two, "Don't worry, Princess Qi and the baby in her belly are fine."

Hearing this, Lin Heng was still a little worried, "Really?"

"Really, thanks to Princess Qi's good health." He Qianyuan nodded, "Although it's a bit unbelievable, it's true. Only this time, the princess's vitality is seriously injured, and I'm afraid she will have to take care of it for a while."

"Hmm..." Lin Heng lowered his eyes, his neck was stiff, and there was a deep sadness in his eyes.

"My lord, my concubine just asked you to come in." He Qianyuan said.

"Ah." Lin Heng pursed his lips, opened his mouth, and said, "I see." He turned his head and looked at the door.

Orchids are carved on the wooden door, and in the dark night, the candlelight reflects on it, illuminating the uneven pattern on it.

He stepped forward slowly and pushed the door open.

In the room, lights were burning.

The soaring herbal smell drilled into his nostrils, and he was actually used to this smell.It's just that the person who took the medicine became Cheng Muqing, so he wasn't used to it.

"Qingqing."

He walked slowly to the bed.

"En." Cheng Muqing tried hard to open her eyes, she looked up at him and smiled.

In just one night, her face became much paler, and a layer of dead skin appeared on her lips.

Lin Heng's eyes were full of distress, he couldn't help touching her head, "Does it still hurt?"

"It hurts~" Cheng Muqing's voice was soft, "You don't know, He Qianyuan gave me acupuncture, and the acupuncture points hurt me so much."

"I'm sorry." Lin Heng's voice was rough, "I shouldn't..."

"Speaking of which, I also want to say sorry to you." Cheng Muqing opened his mouth and looked up at the ceiling, "I never recognized you as that little concubine back then. No wonder you said you knew me a long time ago... so , we really, have known each other for a long time.”

"I don't blame you." Lin Heng said, "It's because I was wearing that kind of robe that you misunderstood. Besides, I was wearing rouge at the time..."

"You actually reminded me earlier, didn't you?" Cheng Muqing asked, "I didn't pay attention to it at the time, I always thought it was you who remembered it wrong."

"At that time, I wanted you to find out, but I didn't want you to find out." Lin Heng held her hand, "That part of the past was the most unbearable for me." As he spoke, he laughed at himself, "The people in Qiguo , I also wanted to torture me with that unbearable paragraph, make me lose my mind and become their puppet. In fact, they did nothing wrong, I did lose my mind... But what they didn't expect was that I didn't give them the opportunity to make themselves a puppet .”

He lowered his head and rested his forehead on her hand.

Her fingers were still a little cold, and the coolness made him much more awake.

"Everyone will have knots in their hearts. At that time, they might have thought that it was an unbridgeable ditch. But after experiencing some things, growing up, and looking back, they don't feel so much anymore." Cheng Muqing said softly, "Ah Heng, I'm sure If it was you before, under the blow of Qi Guo, you will definitely become a puppet at the mercy of others."

Lin Heng looked up at her.

"Heng, don't blame yourself, you've done a good job." Cheng Muqing smiled.

"Qingqing."

"Put it down, don't talk about it." Cheng Muqing raised his hand to press his lips, "Don't keep looking back, we have to look at the future."

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"Qingqing... Do you know how Emperor Qi treats me? I think I can't let go." This is the first time Lin Heng has revealed his heart to her, "If I disobey him, he will lock me up into a dark room. It was really dark, so dark that you couldn't breathe."

It seemed that he felt something in his heart, and he also had a painful look on his face.

"Once the door is closed, I can't see anything...Sometimes, he would beat me with a whip. It was so hot, it hit me like it was on fire...There is actually no good place on my body. But every time Qihuang After hitting me for the first time, they will give me a good plaster to heal the injury."

Cheng Muqing couldn't help touching his face, "Don't think about it."

"He also taught me to be like a dog, a prostitute in a brothel, and a lowly slave. I used to be very strong, thinking that I would rather starve to death than submit." Lin Heng didn't stop, as if he was going to The words that have been held in my heart for those years poured out of my brain.

"But I didn't die, but the father-in-law next to me was beaten to death because of my stubbornness." He laughed uncontrollably, "He persuaded me to bear it before he was alive, saying that if the green hills were left, I would not be afraid of running out of firewood. Little, stubborn...Maybe out of guilt, I listened to his words after his death. I learned to endure, and I always feel that I will bear all the hardships and wait for Jin to destroy Qi."

"But this time, I have been waiting for a long time. Heh~ Ever since my father sent me to Qi Kingdom, he never sent anyone to visit me, and he didn't even inquire about me. I asked Qi Kingdom's eunuchs, Emperor Qi didn't do anything, that is to say, my country has abandoned me."

He raised his head indifferently, "I have wanted to die countless times."

"Bah, bah, bah! Don't say it!" Cheng Muqing quickly stood up.

"Be careful." Lin Heng came back to his senses, held her shoulders, and pushed her back on the bed.

With just such a small toss, Cheng Muqing began to pant heavily.

"Huh...Lin Heng."

"But when I really had that urge, you appeared." Lin Heng looked at her, eyes full of nostalgia, "You saved me."

Cheng Muqing thought back to the night when he first met him.

Thin and weak, he slammed into the palace wall with all his heart.

"After that, you will always be with me." A smile appeared on the corner of Lin Heng's lips, "Although you didn't accompany me later...but you were indeed the pillar of my survival at that time."

"It's not that I won't accompany you anymore." Cheng Muqing said hastily, "I misunderstood."

Lin Heng looked at her.

"Alas..." Cheng Muqing scratched his head, "At that time, a plague broke out in Qiguo. A concubine died in the place where you lived. I have asked, and there are two people living in that place, one is you, and the other is that concubine. Then... I took it for granted that the little concubine died. So, I wasn't here..."

"I know." Lin Heng touched her face, "I heard what you said when I was in Bashu."

"Lin Heng." Cheng Muqing looked at him, with a hint of apology in his eyes, "Perhaps at that time, I should have gone to verify it. But people are not for themselves, and heaven and earth will perish. I was really afraid of being infected with the plague..."

"I don't blame you, how could I blame you?" Lin Heng said, "I have always owed you too much. I am not a good husband."

(End of this chapter)