When I am connected with the prince of the same life

Chapter 342 Tao Yushan’s nightmare
The spring sunshine is bright and warm, and the tiny rays of light fall on the leaves stained with morning dew, reflecting the bright light.

Tao Yushan stepped out of the room and breathed in the fresh, earthy air after the rain.

"Girl, it's cold in spring, so you should wear more clothes." Lu Lian followed her pace and put the cloak in her hand on her body.

Tao Yushan nodded lightly, with no unnecessary expression on her face.

"I heard from the master that your marriage to Young Master Yuan is finally settled!" A smile broke out on Lulian's face, "My cousin said that you and Young Master Yuan are a match made in heaven!"

Normally, when girls hear about their marriage, their cheeks will turn red.But Tao Yushan was very calm, and she said silently, "Isn't my cousin's marriage to her childhood sweethearts, a match made in heaven?"

"Miss Cousin and the Seventh Prince... indeed, I heard that they met when they were practicing martial arts. How could they be acquainted without fighting?" Lu Lian muttered silently.

Tao Yushan had already gone a long way, Lu Lian realized and quickly caught up, no longer thinking about her cousin's marriage.

Her steps were obviously very fast, but from a distance, she still looked graceful and graceful.Lu Lian believes that her own girl can walk gracefully even with a bowl on her head!

Outside the corridor, a man's hearty laughter could be heard.

Tao Yushan paused slightly and couldn't help but look.

"Yushan." The person calling her was the eldest son of the Tao family and her biological brother.

"Brother." Tao Yushan bowed slightly.

"Come and sit for a while." Tao Da said.

Tao Yushan looked at him, her eyes moved to the right calmly, and she saw the somewhat delicate face.

"Come here, your marriage to Yuan San has been decided. It won't be a big deal to meet you." Although it is not good to meet before marriage, with him watching, nothing will happen.

Seeing that the girl didn't move, Yuan San smiled slightly and said, "It's time to go, Nao Nuo."

"Alas..." Tao Da held his shoulders, "You and your roommate have already decided to get married. If you want to meet again, you will be newlyweds. Why don't you take a look now?"

Yuan San smiled slightly, feeling a little moved.

"Third sister?" Tao Da raised his eyebrows again to look at Tao Yushan.

Tao Yushan gathered her cloak, gave an order to Lulian beside her, and walked down the steps to the stone table.

Her long and curled eyelashes were fluttering, and just one glance at Yuan San made him feel itchy.

"My third sister is a well-known woman in the capital. Not only her appearance, conduct, but also her knowledge is top-notch." Tao Da looked at Yuan San, "You can't bully her."

"Don't dare." Yuan San quickly stood up and saluted.

Tao Da smiled, looked at his sister again, turned around, and walked ten meters away to enjoy the spring flowers.

The two stood on both sides of the stone table, and the atmosphere was a little stiff because of Tao Da's departure.

"Ahem..." Yuan San coughed twice, "How are you, Miss Three, these days?"

"Ah."

"I wonder if you are interested in me?" After Yuan San asked, he felt that his question was too embarrassing. He scratched his hair, "No... I should say, are you satisfied with this marriage?"

"If you are not satisfied, the done thing is done."

"So, the third girl is not satisfied..." Yuan San's eyes flashed with a little loneliness, "Second Miss Cheng said that even if you don't like it, you will still consider it for the family. Although you and I have decided to get married, don't worry. I will definitely be devoted to you, and I will never take a concubine in this life!"

"Oh." Tao Yushan tilted her head slightly. Although her expression was still cold, people could feel that she seemed to be in a good mood.

"This is the bracelet I saw in Jinlou..." Yuan San carefully took out a box from his arms, "I think it suits you very well."

Tao Yushan was stunned and took it silently.

"It's getting late, it's time for me to say goodbye." Yuan San took a step back and bowed.

Seeing this, Tao Yushan hurriedly responded with a salute.

After Yuan San was taken away by Tao Da, Lu Lian followed him down the corridor and came to behind Tao Yushan.Seeing her take out a gold bracelet with a quarter-flowered pattern from the box, she said in a very happy tone, "Master Yuan San is really kind to the girl."

The gold bracelet is heavy, and the pattern on it is very delicate and beautiful, dignified and noble.Although both of them have good backgrounds, this is a heavy heart after all!
Tao Yushan put it on her hand silently, and the corners of her lips curved upward.

……

Since then, the two have not seen each other again.

Until, the wedding——

On the wedding night, the bright red wedding bed is covered with red dates, peanuts and other things.

Tao Yushan sat motionless on the bed, watching the red hijab in front of her being lifted open little by little, her vision gradually regained its luster.

The shadow of the candlelight outlines the figure of the man in front of him.

The candles on both sides of the bed emitted a soft light, which shone on the man's delicate face, making people look dazed for a moment.

"Ma'am," he said softly.

"Yeah." Tao Yushan lowered her eyes and felt her cheeks feel a little warm.But because of the candlelight, the other party didn't notice it.

"It's getting late, let's go take a shower first." Yuan San said, "Would you like to go first?"

"it is good."

The two of them took showers one after another and returned to bed again, feeling a little embarrassed again.

"I don't have much experience in that area." Yuan San felt that as a man, he should be the first to break the deadlock, "So, if you feel uncomfortable, just say it..."

Tao Yushan, who could still maintain her composure, froze instantly, and it took a long time before she nodded.

As we grind together, time flies——

-

A pair of boys who looked exactly the same walked into the main hall hand in hand.

"Mother." The two of them saluted together.

"What did you gain from the private school today?" Tao Yushan asked them seriously, holding a book in her hand.

The two briefly summarized the knowledge imparted by the Master.

"It's hard to get out of school, you should relax." The man's gentle voice sounded from far away. Yuan San stepped into the main hall, smiled and touched the heads of his two sons, "Let's go play."

The two boys, who were younger after all, instantly showed cheerful smiles on their faces and ran outside.

"Just get used to it." Tao Yushan said angrily.

"This is not a habit, this is to teach them to combine work and rest." Yuan San reached out to grab the book in her hand and put it aside, "Madam, you are the same."

Tao Yushan looked at him silently.

Yuan San still had a warm smile on his face, and then, like a magic trick, he took out a box from behind.

"What is it this time?"

"Why are you not surprised at all?" Yuan San sat opposite her, his tone a little disappointed.

"You send it every year, I guessed it."

"Then can you guess what I'm giving you this time?"

Tao Yushan shook her head.

"It's a piece of fine jade." Yuan San opened the box and took out the green bracelet inside, "A few days ago, someone in Bashu found a strange stone. When he cut it open, he found that it was a piece of fine jade. It's a trust relationship for the husband. , spent money again, and finally got this bracelet." As he said that, he pulled her hand in front of him and gently put it on for her.

The green and crystal bracelet dangled slightly on her white wrist, making her skin even whiter.

"It's so beautiful." Yuan San nodded subconsciously, "My wife, she looks good in anything she wears."

Even after being married for many years, Tao Yushan couldn't help but lower her head and pretend to look at the bracelet.

"It's crystal clear and is indeed a good piece of jade," she said.

Yuan San grabbed her hand and said, "Let's go for a walk."

Tao Yushan was pulled up by him and walked out the door——

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Stepping out of the door, two slightly stooped figures supported each other, and the maid and servant behind them followed carefully.

"It's been too hot these days, so I sent Wulang to bring you some lychees." Yuan San's temples were gray, his eyes were cloudy, and his voice was rougher.

"Just drink mung bean soup when it's hot. Why bother Wu Lang?" Tao Yushan shook her head. Her face was also covered with wrinkles, but her behavior was still elegant and calm, attracting attention.

"What's the trouble!" came a cheerful male voice, and a handsome young man walked through the corridor and came to the two of them, "Grandpa, grandma."

"No need to be polite." Yuan San smiled slightly.

"My grandson has asked the maid to peel the lychees. Grandma, please come and eat." The young man helped Tao Yushan on the other side and helped her towards the main hall.

When they arrived at the main hall, they saw their son and grandchildren.

"grandmother!"

"Mother, father."

The old couple was helped upright by their son. Yuan San smiled and fed his old wife a mouthful of lychees first. "Grandma, is it sweet?" the boy who brought back the lychees asked quickly.

"Sweet." Tao Yushan nodded and narrowed her eyes involuntarily.He laughed from the bottom of his heart.

“Then I’ll bring my grandson to you next time!”

The whole room was filled with laughter, and the smiles on the faces of the old couple deepened.

……

Imperial Mausoleum.

In the dull and depressing atmosphere, a phoenix chariot came slowly.

On the phoenix chariot, a woman wearing a black and gold phoenix robe stepped down.She frowned slightly, her clear apricot eyes filled with complicated thoughts.

The imperial mausoleum was lonely, with a few palace servants in gray and white clothes standing around.

After entering the imperial mausoleum, Cheng Muqing came all the way to Princess Wenxiao's bedroom.

Just as she was about to knock on the door, the door opened.

"May the Queen be blessed with peace and prosperity." He Qianyuan saluted her.

"How are you?" Cheng Muqing asked.

"My life was saved." He Qianyuan said in a low voice, "It's just that the heart disease is difficult to cure."

Cheng Muqing took a long breath and nodded slightly.

Stepping into the door, Cheng Muqing saw Lu Lian standing in front of the bed, her eyes red and swollen, restraining herself from crying.

"Get out." Cheng Muqing said.

"Empress!" Lu Lian's eyes lit up, she bit her lip, knelt on the ground and saluted her.

"Get up." Cheng Muqing sighed helplessly.

Bai Lu, who was standing next to her, quickly stepped forward and helped Lu Lian up, "There is a queen here, let's go out first."

Lu Lian nodded and left with her.

The door closed, and the room fell into deathly silence.

Cheng Muqing walked to the bed, opened the curtain slightly, and looked at the weak woman on the bed.

The woman's skin is as white as snow, but this whiteness is very sick at the moment.Her eyebrows were very beautiful, but they were deeply sunken at the moment, as if she had aged ten years.

"Why are you doing this?" Cheng Muqing said softly, "How can you be so irresponsible for your own life? Is the poisonous wine good to drink?"

"It tastes good." She replied coldly.

"You're so stubborn." Cheng Muqing said helplessly, "There's no need to risk your life for a man. There are so many men in the world, how about I find one for you..."

"Queen, don't joke." Tao Yushan was as serious as ever.

Cheng Muqing curled his lips and said, "Then don't joke with your own life."

"You don't understand... all I can think about now is the scene of him dying in front of me." Tao Yushan choked, her throat rolling up and down, "He did a lot for me, and he saved my life. But I But I killed him... I killed him, if I didn't look back? What if..."

"You are just concerned and confused. There is no need to take all the responsibility on yourself. In the final analysis, this matter is caused by the demon."

"But... Li Lanyi's death was indeed to protect me. He... always helped me..."

"I wasn't in the palace before, so I don't know what he did... But I still say what I said, you guys have different statuses, so you shouldn't have feelings that you shouldn't have. Also, you don't have to do anything for a man. At this point. We must cherish our lives, after all, we only have one life." 1
"Is there a difference in identity?" Her eyelashes trembled slightly.

"Ahem...he is Li Lanyi." This is not the Yuan An of the past.Cheng Muqing saw this very clearly because he was an outsider.

Yuan An, from the day he became "Li Lanyi", he had already abandoned his former identity.

"He was sometimes too gentle, which made me confused... In fact, when I was about to die, I saw a... sweet dream." Tao Yushan seemed to recall something, "I saw that I was living with him. Raising children, sharing a family relationship, growing up together... It’s really hard to wake up.”

"Do you really like him that much?" Cheng Muqing pursed his lips and asked.

"Maybe, it's not like I like it..." Tao Yushan opened her mouth, "What's more, there's a debt. He saved me many times and took care of everything for me. Maybe you don't know, this imperial mausoleum is actually very... It’s scary. But with his care, I live a good life every day.”

"Then I will take care of things from now on, and you will definitely live a better life than when he was alive." Cheng Muqing said hurriedly.

"No... it's different..." Tao Yushan shook her head, tears filling her eyes, "I have always owed him a favor. After I got engaged to him, he always gave me many, many things... He was like The roundworm in my belly knows all my preferences. He even knows whether I am happy or not, and will try his best to make me happy. But I...I have never been nice to him...I am...too cold!" Speaking of this, her chest kept rising and falling.

"Don't be anxious, don't be anxious." Cheng Muqing hurriedly gave her some relief.

"I'm too arrogant! Too conceited! Always aloof!" Tao Yushan looked at her straightly, "Cousin! Do you know? I regret it very much! I have been asked to be dignified and reserved in my words and deeds since I was a child! I have never expressed it My own happiness and anger! I have been passively accepting his good intentions, but I have never responded to him!"

"Before, in the Imperial City, he asked me...if I had any affection for that fiancé? But because of my status as the Crown Princess, even if I was alone with him, even if I knew he would not reveal it... ...I can't say it." Tao Yushan was half lying on the bed, with one hand clenched and hanging on the board. "He must think he is a joke! He has been warming me, but I can't respond at all!"

"I envy you so much... Cousin, you can show your happiness and sadness. When you are happy, your family will watch you happy, and when you are sad, your family will comfort you. They will never ask you for anything... When you were engaged to the emperor, if you hadn't been willing to do so, your uncle might have thought of other ways to stop it. But I...I can't do it, I have the honor and disgrace of my family. My father and mother don't care about my feelings."

"Cousin! I'm in so much pain! I don't like King Wenxiao at all. If it weren't for the family's decision, I would never be willing to marry him into the East Palace in this life! I can't refuse... My parents' orders to be a matchmaker, I can't help it Resist! I can only accept it! Accept someone who doesn’t understand me at all.”

"That spring hunting, he risked his life to protect me, but I couldn't protect him. Instead, he was feared by King Wenxiao... I was so incompetent!"

Cheng Muqing leaned forward, hugged her, patted her back gently, and listened to her irrational words.

"Cousin, when I lie down now, my mind is filled with images of being with him."

"Every kindness he did to me was magnified several times! As for me, I was like an emotionless person, turning a blind eye to everything he did and watching him deteriorate little by little. I knew in my heart that his kindness to me Well, I also know what I should do to help him... but I just don’t dare. I’m afraid that getting involved with him too deeply will affect the family. Cousin, I once said that you and I are the same kind of people. I will also do it for you. You have to pay the corresponding price for your choices, but no...actually we are not. I am not as free and easy as you, and I am not as brave as you."

The more she talked, the more she collapsed.

"Okay, okay." Cheng Muqing comforted her softly, "He doesn't want you to cry, right? He should hope that... you can be well. Only by living well in this world can you live up to his heart."

"..."

"Live well." Cheng Muqing wiped the tears from her face. "The days are still long. You should look at everything in front of you, cherish everyone in front of you, and stop hurting other people's hearts."

"Next to me..." Who else is there?
"When I came this time, Lu Lian found my uncle, my uncle found Lin Heng, and Lin Heng found me." At this point, she smiled, "There are always people who are thinking about you."

"father?"

"Yes." Cheng Muqing nodded, "Uncle and aunt are very worried about you."

Tao Yushan was stunned.

"So, you should not only look at the dead people, but also look at the people in front of you." Cheng Muqing patted her shoulder.

Tao Yushan lowered her eyes slightly, dazed.

"By the way, the Yuan family has been rehabilitated, and the memorial tablets have been erected." Cheng Muqing said, "Would you like to go see him?"

Tao Yushan's eyes regained a glimmer of light.

The next day, Tao Yushan took the curtain and got into the carriage with the help of Lu Lian.

The carriage traveled south and arrived at Yuan Mansion.

This Yuan Mansion was bought by Queen Yuan Zhenzhu. It is a small courtyard with two entrances.

After Tao Yushan entered the gate, she was led by Bai Lu to Cheng Muqing.

Cheng Muqing turned his back to her and faced the rows of memorial tablets.

"Back then, the Yuan family was raided and many people died." She said slowly, "Now they have finally been rehabilitated. It's a pity that those who died unjustly can't survive."

Tao Yushan saw Yuan An's spiritual tablet.

"Daozhang Li said that the souls of those who died in vain can never be reincarnated." Cheng Muqing looked back at her, "By accumulating merit, you can transcend those ghosts who died in vain."

"You want me to do more good deeds?" Tao Yushan was stunned for a moment, "But will the Yuan family receive the fruits of my good deeds?"

"Your current inner demon is that you feel sorry for Yuan An. You think you are the one who harmed him. In this case, you should do more good deeds for him." Cheng Muqing said, "You can do this as Yuan An's wife. "

"How to do this?" Tao Yushan's eyes lit up.

"Miss Tao." Yuan Zhenzhu stepped into the mourning hall, walked to her side, and held her hand. "It is a blessing that our family, Sanlang, has you caring about us for eight lifetimes. This is an ancestral bracelet of our Yuan family. It was originally meant to be..." I'll give it to you when I get through the door. Now take it with you, you will be our Sanlang's wife and a member of our Yuan family."

Tao Yushan looked at the bracelet and then at Cheng Muqing.

"Yes, you are Yuan Sanlang's wife now." Cheng Muqing smiled, "Princess Wenxiao died suddenly in the imperial mausoleum. Now you are Yuan An's wife. You can accumulate merit for him and wish him an early reincarnation."

"Thank you..." A little life finally appeared on her thin, lifeless face.

……

After Tao Yushan left, Yuan Zhenzhu couldn't help but ask Cheng Muqing, "Madam, is everything you said true? In this way, Miss Tao can be regarded as my daughter-in-law? Can she accumulate merit for the Yuan family?"

Cheng Muqing smiled and said nothing.

She just wanted her to live.

Yuan An's death became the trigger for her rational collapse, causing her to lose hope of "life".Then, she let Yuan An become the pillar of her survival.

……

From that day on, a kind-hearted woman who always helped the weak appeared among the people.

The people called her "Fairy".

(End of this chapter)