When I am connected with the prince of the same life

I am ruthless to Cheng Muqing.

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When I threw the fire bomb, my body moved involuntarily.I walked in the direction of Cheng Muqing, thinking that I wanted to die with her.

We cannot be together.

Then die, die with her.

I want Lin Heng to lose her forever, and I will gain her forever.

But at the critical moment, the donkey suddenly turned around and ran towards me!
My eyes were filled with fire.The burning sensation gave me a fear of death.The flames rolled and engulfed me like sea water. I felt like a burning man now, feeling that the flames were burning every nerve in me.

"Cheng Muqing!" I shouted her name loudly, hoping that she would enter the sea of ​​​​fire and rescue me.

But she didn't... Also, the current situation was what she wanted.

I screamed in pain, hoping for someone to save me, but to no avail.

Everything in my eyes gradually blurred, and I seemed to see my burning body falling to the ground little by little.

The moment I fell to the ground, many images appeared in my mind——

That's been my whole life.

I saw my mother, such a crazy woman who loved me so much.She protected me as I grew up, and for the sake of my stable status, she even harmed Emperor Qi.

Not doing so can be said to be a great shame for a man.Therefore, she died in the hands of Emperor Qi.

After her death, Emperor Qi had no scruples about me.

I know that he has never given up on treating his inability to move.It is also known that he has a close relationship with his family and has always had the idea of ​​adopting a nephew.So, I simply killed the only doctor who said he could take good care of his body.He also poisoned his nephew and his entire family who had a good relationship with him.I was young and they didn't take any precautions against me.

Yes, I am that crazy.I think I inherited this from my mother...perhaps, I also inherited the cruelty of my biological father whom I have never met.My mother often said that my father became terrible and cruel in order to live forever.

I have always known that Emperor Qi was not my biological father.

Qihuang soon found out that I did everything. He was very angry, especially when I killed the doctor.He called me over, had someone arrest me, and poured a bowl of dark medicine into my mouth.

"Yang Shuang! Don't even think about having any descendants!" His voice was heartbreaking, and his eyes were red and bloodshot.

After taking the medicine, I felt weak all over and even standing up became difficult.

When Emperor Qi saw me lying limply on the ground, he vented his anger on me.

Since then, I have had various scars on my body.One of the most serious times was when Emperor Qi held my face and drew blood marks one after another on my face.

It's just appearance, I don't care.

Don't... care at all.

Jin State wanted to cooperate with Qi State. In order to promote this cooperation, they sent a proton earlier.I know that proton, he is a pretty weak and incompetent boy.He is a bit gloomy and not a normal person.Also, who can guarantee a normal mental state while staying in the cold palace?
After my face was scratched, I once unconsciously walked into that cold palace.

What surprised me was that the proton was standing under the tree and laughing.He seemed to be thinking about something wonderful, and his childish face was full of expectation.

What to expect?Are you expecting someone from Jin to rescue him?It's probably impossible in this life... I curled my lips and couldn't help but smile cruelly.

"What are you waiting for? Waiting for my father to visit you?" I said to him loudly.

When he heard my voice, the look on his face really changed.He is actually very beautiful, especially at his age, with some indistinguishable beauty.

Qihuang liked him very much and liked his face.So sometimes they would call him over, force him to put on a gauze skirt, and force him to dance.Ha~ It's a pity that he can only take a look, at most he can get started...other than that, he can't do anything.Sometimes Emperor Qi would vent his unhappiness on the boy, beating him, scolding him, forcing him to do disgusting things, or locking him in a dark, suffocating dungeon.

He obviously had a miserable life, but I didn't know why, but I hated him.

Some people say that this is a bad fate from my previous life, which has caused me to be at odds with him in this life.

……

Although I was not favored by Emperor Qi, I still created my own power with the help of a Taoist priest.When Qi Guo was defeated, he led this group of people to the south of the Yangtze River to accumulate his own strength.

After many years, I finally developed my own strength.

In order to obtain more information about the Jin Kingdom, I set up the Manxiang Tower, the Silver Tower, the Grain Shop, etc.My spies are all over the place, even in the court, there are my chess pieces.The most important thing is that I even attracted the most proud eunuch around Emperor Jin Ming.I'm very proud of this.

One day, the eunuch came to me and discussed with me whether we could find an incompetent prince and support him to ascend to the throne.

I understand, holding the emperor hostage to order the princes.

This "Prince" must be incompetent and easy to control.So, I immediately thought of Lin Heng.The man who was once sent to Qi State as a hostage.Li Lanyi also mentioned Lin Heng, and he also thought Lin Heng was a good candidate.

I heard that he is now crowned the King of Qi and has his own mansion. The most important thing is that he is married to the legitimate daughter of the Marquis of Wu'an Mansion?A noble girl with such a good family background is actually willing to marry him?I guess he is blind.

I sent Ah Feng to get close to Lin Heng in an attempt to control Lin Heng.

Before that, I had figured out the situation in Prince Qi's Mansion.After Lin Heng and the woman got married, they slept separately every day.Because of Lin Heng's boring personality, the servants in the house had no respect for him and even sometimes bullied him.Therefore, I am sure that Lin Heng is someone who can be manipulated by others.

At the same time, I took a two-pronged approach and assigned Li Lanyi to assist King Si.

On the surface, it seems that the king will compete with the prince.Secretly, we are also pushing the "fisherman" of King Qi to profit.

Everything should go smoothly, but to my surprise, Princess Qi interfered and disrupted all my plans.

She secretly investigated Ah Feng and stayed by Lin Heng's side all the time, making it impossible for Ah Feng to proceed as planned.

In order to separate them from each other, I used various methods, but in the end I was defeated by Princess Qi.

I became curious about her, so I met her by chance.

I changed my name to Lu Xiu, took the initiative to approach her, and invited Lin Heng to my painting studio.In this way, we can better understand their whereabouts.

Princess Qi has a pair of beautiful almond eyes, fair skin, and a heroic spirit between her eyebrows.In fact, I have seen many beauties, but I still can't help it... I have an indescribable feeling for her.

This aspect seems to have destined my ending, and I will eventually become her defeat.

This feeling made me unable to help but get close to her, and my reason told me not to get too close.I kept suppressing my feelings and repeatedly told myself in my heart that I should hate her and hate her.

hate her.

……

I still clearly remember my goal, which is to restore the country.

Cooperate with Li Lanyi to get rid of important officials in the court.He led the prince to march north, setting up ambushes on the way to encircle and suppress him.He also used King Si's power to get rid of those princes and grandsons who were an eyesore.

I did a lot, and finally succeeded in seeing Lin Heng ascend the throne and become the new emperor.

Based on my knowledge of Lin Heng during the founding of the country, I always thought that he would be an incompetent puppet emperor who might need to listen to the ministers of the court on everything.Unexpectedly, he actually had his own ideas?He implemented reforms step by step, which actually caused some subtle changes in Dajin.I can even feel that people's hearts are shifting in his direction.

He seems to have really become an "emperor".

I can accept him ascending the throne as a puppet, but I cannot accept him ascending the throne as the emperor!After all, he is just a lonely, dull, cowardly and incompetent proton!How can you be an emperor?
It's really ridiculous, I was the one who pushed him to the throne.Now, I am jealous of him becoming the emperor.

Fortunately, at this time, Jin Dynasty was in a state of devastation.Even if Lin Heng starts to think of ways to make amends, he still can't return to the top.

I knew this was my chance.So, I rose up and revolted in Jiangzhou City.

Seeing that the situation was getting better and better, I also used my spare strength and sent people to capture the daughter-in-law of the eldest son of the Cheng family.This was used to coerce Cheng Muqing into falling into my trap.

This also went well and I caught her.

I really want to tie her to my side so that she can never leave me for a moment.

When I realized this idea, I was very panicked. I didn't understand why I had such an idea?So I hinted to myself that I arrested her just to take advantage of Lin Heng. Who made their relationship so good?And catching her will also shake the hearts of the people of Jin... Yes, this is the only reason why I caught her.

Yes, that's all... I hate her!

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Cheng Muqing is really dishonest. Is she really a direct daughter of the Marquis of Wu'an Mansion?Why do I feel that none of the wild monkeys in the mountains can jump like her?
Watching her catch crickets in the field, then put them in a pot and fry them, I had a lot of doubts.Apart from my doubts, I was actually a little happy.It seems good to have her by my side like this...

But then, I continued to force myself to hate her in my heart.

This feeling accumulated more and more, until that day——

I led people to attack Yangcheng and heard that she wanted to escape.

Without thinking much, I just rode back.After I returned, I couldn't remember how I found him.When I came to my senses, I saw General Fang pressing her down on the couch.

I endured the inexplicable emotion, said a harsh word, closed the door and left.But as soon as the door closed, I regretted it.So, I opened the door again and took her away.

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After she lost her memory, I compromised with myself.I no longer hide my feelings, I just like her.

I want her to be my queen, and I want her to be with me all the time.When I live, she lives.If I die, she will be buried with me!

In fact, I don't believe that this little monkey really has amnesia.She always has weird ideas.What if this is her trap?Do you just want me to let my guard down?

However, calm down and think about it, so what, I just want to trap her next to me and get close to her.

I said it was closeness, but actually I didn't do anything.First, she wouldn’t believe my lies and would resist me.Secondly...I won't lift it.

The second point is what I least want her to know.

Time passed by, and I discovered that there was a flaw in Wuzhou City. I planned to use this to get rid of Lin Heng in one fell swoop and go straight to the capital.I led people to take turns attacking on the front line, but a fire broke out in the backyard.

When I heard a report from my subordinates saying that Jin troops had sneaked into the city, I immediately thought of Cheng Muqing.

So I gritted my teeth, handed over the power in my hands to General Fang, and turned around to return to my mansion in the city.

I admit, I feel uneasy, I am afraid that she will be taken away.

The wind was very cold that day, and it picked up the dust and fallen leaves all over the ground.It felt like there was sand in my eyes, which made me burst into tears and I had to blink continuously.

When I entered the mansion and saw corpses on the ground, my legs seemed to be filled with lead and my heart seemed to have stopped.

It was too easy for her to escape.

"Cheng Muqing!" I yelled unwillingly.

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"What?" a familiar female voice said.

She just leaned against the door, looking at me with a pair of almond-shaped eyes, with an indifferent expression.

At that moment, I felt that whether she really lost her memory or not, she might have some feelings for me, right?Otherwise, why would you stay?

Maybe this comforted me and my feelings for her deepened.I kept her by my side, not wanting her to leave my sight again.

I led my troops to defeat Lin Heng and went all the way to Beijing, intending to capture the capital in one go and revive Qiguo.

Seeing that things were about to become a foregone conclusion, the man from the Cheng family suddenly led a group of soldiers and horses and caught me off guard.After a few days of recuperation, an even worse news came——

Lin Heng led his troops to fight back and kill the people I sent, and was already on his way to the capital.

Looking at the capital city that had been unable to be captured and the vast open space behind me, I knew that I was going to lose.

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After being depressed for a few days, I quickly recovered.Just like back then, when the Qi Kingdom was destroyed, I calmly led the army disguised as refugees to the Jin Kingdom...

But this time, I'm not going to take them away.I clearly understand in my heart that at this moment, the people are not united and the military morale is unstable, and most of them may have become General Fang's people.

One night, I disguised myself and took Cheng Muqing away.

Driving a donkey cart through the countryside, the world was extremely quiet, as if she and I were the only ones left.

We came to a tall tree with many signs tied to it.This is a newly popular marriage tree in Jin State in recent years.It is said that two lovers wrote their birthdays and horoscopes on the sign with their bare hands, and hanging the sign together can determine their fate in the next life.

I pulled her and we wrote down the sign together and threw the sign up together.

But it fails every time.

I asked her, did you write your horoscopes blindly?
She replied to me, no.

I do not believe.

But the truth is, not once did our sign hang on the tree.

I asked her if she would live in seclusion with me?

She said she didn't want to.

Without saying a word, we were completely honest with each other.She does not have amnesia. I can guess that if she does not have amnesia, she must want to do something around me.

Now I don't care at all, I just want her to go with me.

It's a pity that she doesn't want to...

Since I can't get her alive, let her die with me.

Because I had put gunpowder on the donkey cart in advance, I threw out the gunpowder the moment she escaped.

I watched helplessly as the huozhezi fell onto the donkey cart. The woman's figure landed vigorously and slapped the donkey with her palm, causing the donkey to turn in the opposite direction.

The woman ran as fast as she could without any nostalgia.

-

The firelight reflected in his pupils, his eyes were extremely dark, but their expression was gone.

At the end of his consciousness, he seemed to see his young self with a happy family and loving parents.

But Qi's country fell and he became a beggar.He wandered all the way to Jin State, where he was taken in by a man and became a bodyguard in that man's house.

Because of that person's straightforward and lively character, he fell in love with her.But when she was born, she married the seventh prince.He was sad and thought that she was forced to marry because of the imperial edict, so he wanted to take her to escape from the marriage.But she said that she liked the seventh prince.

He doesn't understand what's so good about that person?She also doesn’t understand why he doesn’t like her even though she is the one who has been with her for many years.
So, he set fire to the mansion where she was staying and wanted to die with her.

……

But he failed and was discovered by her.

She looked directly at him with cold eyes and asked him why he did this.

He said that he just liked her and hoped to be with her forever.

She frowned slightly, indicating that she couldn't understand him.

He tried to say something, but she always acted simply and wiped his neck with a sharp dagger.

He is unwilling...

Why doesn't she like herself...