After being dressed as cannon fodder, I feed tyrants by cooking skills

Chapter 196 Don't leave me, okay?
To a certain extent, Qi Yan thinks that he is lucky enough, the winner is the king and the loser is Kou, if the reality deviates from the plan by a tiny bit, all success will fall short.

Of course, this is also doomed for him to lose the sincerity of his relatives, friends, and people around him.Qi Yan's heart has been silent for 25 years, and a white light shot into his heart by accident, illuminating all the darkness, will he let the light go?No, I'm afraid only I know, the feeling of the freshly healed wound being torn alive again... It's so painful.

The surrounding area is so quiet that people forget that the streets not far away are dimly lit.Jiang Yu couldn't wait any longer, she asked Qi Yan to put her down, her eyes averted, she didn't even dare to look into the man's eyes.

"I...I..." The mouth was full of salty tears, and the eyelashes blinked and rolled down bean-sized golden beads.Sure enough, after the incident, all explanations seemed so feeble.

Choked for a long time, finally unable to speak.What should I say?Does it mean that she has no choice but to not want to see today's scene?Obviously knew all this in advance!Obedience to my heart provoked me for a while... She is a liar!A big liar who plays with other people's feelings!
"Don't cry." The tears fell on his heart like extremely corrosive magma, and everywhere it went was gray.

He gently wiped away her tears with his hands, and held her hand with Jiang Yu's hot temperature.The man's palm was cold, and his slender fingers stroked Jiang Yu's palm.

This was his silent comfort, but Qi Yan knew that if he didn't do this, Yu'er, no matter how stupid, would be able to see the clue.

It's ridiculous, Qi Yan, who was never eye-catching by the enemy's sword finger on his neck, was trembling at this moment.

It can be seen that she is in a good mood today, if she is not drunk and confesses to him.He looked up, the moon came out, look, even the sky is beautiful.Accompanied by Yue, he carried her on the back on the undisturbed path, she bit his ear from time to time, and he responded with a low smile...

Qi Yan didn't say a word of the pre-thought-out words, Qi Yan only felt that her mind was blank, she blamed herself for trying to restrain her emotions, but her actions still hurt Qi Yan's heart severely.

Every expression on Jiang Yu's face reveals that she wants to escape. Although he doesn't understand her past, he knows her too well now. Whenever something happens to her, she wishes she could wrap herself into a ball, so that now he has to It took a little force to stop the hand she wanted to withdraw.

"Yu'er, I'm actually very glad that you can tell me this." She lowered her head and kissed the back of her hand lightly, "Actually, I've thought for a long time that we would part ways one day, but I didn't expect...it would come soon So fast."

After saying this, not only Jiang Yu, but even Qi Yan was slightly taken aback.He didn't know how to say these words, the word "separation" filled his first half of his life, Xu was fully prepared, he even thought about how to arrange Jiang Yu after his death.Originally in his world, there would only be death and separation between them.But now it seems that she was the one who left first.

That's fine, the one who leaves last is the one who is lonely, how could he let her endure such a long and hopeless life?Go back to her home, forget about him and start over...

But now, he had to admit his selfishness.But anyone who breaks into his heart can never get out.

Without any explanation, he directly pulled him into his arms: "I don't know when you will leave. In other words, shouldn't we cherish the time we have together more?"

"I don't know what feelings are. For the first half of my life, I have been losing and even wanting to numb myself and live like this until the day I close my eyes... I met you, and for the first time in my life, I wanted to be with you for a long time. The idea of ​​growing old together, after many years you and I will sit on the city wall and watch the snow fall on each other's white hair."

"It's just that you have to go, before you leave...can you tell me?"

Different from the scarlet eyes in the past, this time his eyes were really red, and his tone was unprecedentedly low-key: "Don't leave me before you leave, okay?"

Listening to Qi Yan's pleading words, Jiang Yu's heart seemed to be crushed under a heavy stone.He didn't change, he was back in a daze when she first came to pick him up at the gate of the small courtyard, and he also held her by the corner of her clothes in the same tone: "Sister, you can't let me go."

Who in the world could refuse such a request?

Jiang Yu only felt as if she opened her mouth and her brain could uncontrollably agree to say "good" to him.But reason told her that she could not "delay" him like this anymore, and she admitted that she was not a good person, she was an out-and-out scumbag.

"Yu'er..." Seeing Jiang Yu's hesitation for a moment, hope was rekindled, and he hurriedly took her hand, "The dowry sent to the Chu family that day was only a small part, and the rest is in the warehouse Ready, do you want to follow me into the palace to have a look?"

"I don't know what kind of palace you like. I just know that you like flowers and plants. The stone pavement of Jiaofang Palace has been replaced, and it can be planted in spring. There are also Jiang Yelou and Qi Xiaobu, and their residences are also arranged. Alright. The flowers in the imperial garden will bloom next year..."

It was the first time for Jiang Yu to hear Qi Yan talk so much, who has seen Qi Yan like this before?He didn't even call himself "Zhen" in front of her.

It was as if he had fallen into the dust in front of Jiang Yu, as long as she opened his golden mouth, he would do anything for her, just to get her own response.

From his tone of voice to his eyes, who can connect him at this time with the tyrant rumored by the outside world?I'm afraid that Lu'an, who has been by his side all the time, can't.He is so humble that it makes people feel distressed.

The whistle sounded suddenly, and Jiang Yu remembered Chu Yanjing's explanation.Her heart was in a mess, and she still couldn't convince herself to get out of this circle.How can a wound that has already been injured allow it to heal before suffering a second injury?Even if it was festering and festering this time... because she knew that the second time would definitely be unforgettable.

"Ayan..." It was as if a blunt knife was slowly gouging out the tip of her heart, she almost stopped breathing in pain, "I'm in a mess now...can you let me think about it?"

The soft hand of the girl in front of him was finally pulled away from his icy body, and before he had time to react, the skirt flickered and disappeared in the darkness.

When the fish escapes, the fisherman sometimes misses.The girl's voice was still echoing in his ears, but his body seemed to be frozen and unable to move.The laughter and yelling not far away have become a kind of irony!
Qi Yan's expression was instantly cold.The front street is warm, while the back one is cold.

(End of this chapter)