Chapter 395 Hate

It's time to make some things clear.

Song Shichen came back from taking a shower and put his phone on the table. He could hear the sound of gentle breathing on the bed. As the bed gradually sank, he tiptoed to lie down and naturally went over to hug her.
As a warm embrace came over me, my back pressed against the man's chest, I could smell a warm breath by my ears, and my nose was filled with his fresh scent after bathing, mixed with a hint of mint. It didn't make me feel at ease as usual, but at this moment it felt particularly heavy.

Shen Wanyi hadn't slept at all. She had been thinking about every detail of her experience with Song Shichen from the time they met until now. The past was so vivid in her mind that it made her feel heavy and suffocated.

She trembled her eyelashes, and exerted force with her fingertips folded at her sides. Her nails slowly sank into her palms, leaving deep marks.

"Song Shichen, you don't have to be nice to me, I'm serious."

Her voice was heard in the quiet bedroom. Song Shichen was stunned for a moment. He lowered his eyes and remained silent. He hugged Shen Wanyi tighter. Feeling that something was wrong with her tonight, he buried his head and rubbed her neck.

"What's wrong?" he asked softly, his tone unusually gentle.

A hot breath passed by Shen Wanyi's ears, and she stiffened. The better Song Shichen treated her, the more guilty she felt. Someone like her was not worthy and did not deserve him.

But I just can't suppress the sour feeling in my heart.

She bit her lip tightly, lowered her eyes as if to hide the pain in her heart, and asked tremblingly, "Have you hated me all these years?"

This question has been bothering her for a long time. She knows that as soon as she mentions it, all the days before her will be like waking up from a dream, and everything will return to its original state and disappear like bubbles.

All along, the two of them had tacitly kept it a secret and did not mention it. This matter was a barrier between them, a layer of window paper that had not been broken. As long as they did not meet each other honestly, it would be impossible for her and Song Shichen to put aside the past and start over.

The pair of warm hands left Shen Wanyi's waist, and the warmth gradually faded away. She felt a pain in her heart as if it was being cut by a knife. Even though she knew the result, she still couldn't help feeling sad.

As soon as the words fell, the bedroom fell into deathly silence, and the air seemed to condense into a subtle atmosphere in an instant.

After a long time, the man's light voice seemed to come from far away. His gloomy eyes were colder than the night, and a cruel arc appeared on his lips. "Hate, how can I not hate."

Every word reached his ears clearly. Shen Wanyi's breathing stagnated, and his whole body felt as cold as if he had fallen into an ice cellar. His mind went blank, and his heart gradually sank to the bottom.

"Shen Wanyi, what reason do you have to think that I don't hate you? I hate you every minute and every second. I hate you for being so heartless and cruel..."

Song Shichen looked at the moonlight coming in through the window. His voice trembled a little, and each word seemed to be squeezed out with difficulty in his throat, with a look of pain in his eyes.

This is what he wanted to say from the bottom of his heart. It was the first time he fell in love and liked someone sincerely. It was the first time he humbled himself to coax someone. He studied hard to learn what he didn't know and he almost gave his heart to someone.

He was looking forward to a bright future with her, but ended up with such an unexpected result. He asked her again and again what she had done wrong, and he tried hard to change, but all he got in return was her cold back as she left.

When it comes to feelings, he has always been the most humble one.

Insomnia.

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