Rebirth of a small peasant girl

Chapter 312 Returning to Qingyou City

Her miss had been waiting for him for a whole year, and during the year, her miss was looking forward to his arrival all the time.

Now he is complaining why her lady can't wait for him one more day. What about him, if he comes to see her lady one day earlier in this year.

Her young lady would not be so disappointed, let alone marry someone she didn't love in tears.

During that year, she watched her young lady go from full of expectations, to disappointment again and again, and finally to despair.

During this period, how many tears did her miss shed. The originally smiling, enthusiastic and lively lady became a person who washed her face with tears all day long and had a sad face.

How many times she secretly begged him to come quickly, and the smile on her young lady's face would be restored when he came.

But what about him, where did he go when her lady needed him the most.

Facing her accusation, Guo Fangshan didn't know how to explain it, so he asked himself, yes, where was Su Lan when he needed him.

It's him.

It was he who lost Su Lan, and now he still blames Su Lan for not waiting for him. Su Lan has been waiting for him for a whole year, how many times can he come to her during this year.

why?
Why didn't he come? How many things did he have to do this year, and he didn't even have time to look at Su Lan.

Now that Su Lan has saved enough disappointment with him, she may have been waiting indefinitely.

She wants a new life, but now he is still asking her why she can't wait for him one more day.

Who is Guo Fangshan, what qualifications does he have, and what capacity does he use to blame Su Lan for not waiting for him.

Isn't one year enough? How much energy does he want Su Lan to spend on him?

Seeing Guo Fangshan's silence.

She gave him one last piece of advice, her young lady is already someone else's wife, if he still has her young lady in his heart.

Then please let her miss go, don't disturb her new life anymore, just pretend that he has never been here, completely cut off her miss's heart, and start a new life again.

Guo Fangfang left in a daze, and before he left, he couldn't help but want to take a look at Su Lan.

He won't disturb her life anymore, he just went to take a sneak look at her.

He wondered if she was doing well.

He was very careful and didn't alarm anyone. He didn't dare to let others know, and he didn't dare to let her husband's family know.

Just like what her maid said, now that Su Lan is someone else's wife, if people find out that the two of them are still in touch, her husband's family will inevitably show her face.

In the past, they were golden boys and girls who envied others, but now they have come to this point, and they don't blame others, everything is because of his fault.

After Zhou Ziye heard the whole story, he didn't know how to comfort him.

Sometimes, some things are just missed by accident.

If something is missed, it is missed, and there is no chance to make up for it in this life.

Some things are missed once, and there is still a chance to make up.

And he was a little bit luckier than Guo Fangshan, he missed the first time, and God gave him another chance to make up for it.

But this time, no matter what, he will never let go of Ying Xuefei's hand.

Seeing Guo Fangshan's distraught look, Zhou Ziye didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only pat him on the shoulder to show comfort.

Guo Fangshan shook his head, his voice choked with sobs, "It's okay, this matter is over, I went to see her secretly, she is doing well, the family she married is very kind to her, and her husband treats her in every possible way." Love, there is a lovely child between them."

He said so on the lips, but his heart was extremely sour. Such a happy and beautiful life should have been his.

There was a smile on her face again, but the smile was no longer facing him, but facing another man.

It can be seen that she has stepped out of that shadow, but he is still immersed in the past, unable to extricate himself.

He knew it was time to let go.

The self-blame in his heart made him unable to let go. In fact, he has been regretting why he didn't go to find her one day earlier.

Time cannot be repeated, and no one will stand still and wait for you.

Once some people miss it, they will never have the chance to have her again. By the time he understands these truths, it will be too late.

In order to forget those pasts, he was going to leave there, he thought that as long as he left there, after a long time, he would naturally forget them.

After that, he left, walked outside alone, came to Qingyou City after several twists and turns, and met them.

Seeing all the things between Zhou Ziye and Ying Xuefei, he couldn't help but think about the things between him and Su Lan.

The problems between Zhou Ziye and Ying Xuefei were different from those between him and Su Lan.

Because of the difference in their identities, one dares to love and hate, and they don't care about the difference in identities, as long as they are willing.

They can leave the place where they have a different identity, go to another place where no one knows their identity, and start again.

The other person hides this love in the bottom of her heart and dare not show it. She is a high-ranking young lady, while he is just a lowly guard of her Ying family.

He is not worthy of her, but he can't give her what Yingjia can give her. He thinks that only when she is in Yingjia is he good to her, and he only needs to see her happy.

For the rest of his life, he silently protected her behind his back, and seeing her live happily, he was already content.

Men are always so self righteous, they think they are doing it for women to be taller.

Then have they ever asked women what they think, what women think, has anyone really asked them what they think in their hearts and what they want.

They are self righteous and think it is for their own good. What is the difference between their behavior and the family forcing them not to do what they like to do.

In the end, I was moved by myself, thinking how great and philanthropic I was, and I gave up so much for her.

In women's hearts, what they do is because they deserve it, it's just their wishful thinking.

If he could figure out these problems back then, perhaps he and Su Lan would not be separated, nor would they become what they are now.

After so many years, he thought that he would be able to forget the things there, the people there, and start a new life when he left there.

It's not that he hasn't met other women in these years, and he doesn't know that he can't get what he wants, and the more he can't get it, the more he misses it.

Or because he grew up with Su Lan and had a different friendship from other people, Su Lan was always different from other women in his heart.

The more he wants to forget, the clearer his memory will be, and now he can still picture Su Lan's appearance in his mind.

Some people never forget.

……

Ying Xuefei raised her head, "Hi, are you looking for me?"

At this time, Mu Yunshu was in a disguised form, and her appearance was very different from the one she showed off in Qingyou City before.

That's why there is such a scene.

Seeing Ying Xuefei, who looked like a good friend she hadn't seen for a long time, Mu Yunshu felt a little excited, "Sister Xuefei, it's me, Mu Yunshu."

As soon as Mu Yunshu made a sound, Ying Xuefei burst into tears. She was so excited that she couldn't believe it. She quickly covered her mouth, for fear that her exclamation would attract other people's attention.

She lowered her voice, widened her eyes, looked at the person in front of her in disbelief, and asked in a low voice uncertainly, "Ayun, is that you, Ayun? Why are you..."

Tears rolled in Mu Yunshu's eyes, she nodded towards Ying Xuefei, "Well, it's me, as for..."

Mu Yunshu pointed to her face, "This is my appearance after changing my appearance. Before I left Qingyou City, I was worried that someone would recognize me, so I changed my appearance. You can't even recognize you , I don’t think others will recognize me.”

Ying Xuefei thought so too, she didn't rush to ask where Mu Yunshu went after she disappeared, no matter where she went, it's good to know that she is fine now, and nothing else is important.

(End of this chapter)