After marrying as a substitute, the vegetable husband turned out to be passionately in love with her

Chapter 89 Self-blame
"He Yang, he's my next-door neighbor. We've always had a good relationship before, almost friends who played together since we were young." Song Zhiyi's tone was flat, as if he was telling a story about someone else.

Because Song Zhiyi insisted on speaking, Lu Yiwen couldn't stop him, so he could only cooperate seriously.

He frowned, emotionally fragmented, and responded to Song Zhiyi: "Well, I know. You often mentioned him in the factory at that time."

"That's right, since he was a child, he has always been a child of someone else's family. In order to make my father like me more, I have been learning from him all the time."

"He is the role model I have been learning since I was a child, and he is my best friend."

When Lu Yiwen heard Song Zhiyi talk about their relationship, he was a little nervous, and even his body became stiff unconsciously.

He only knew that Song Zhiyi had always liked He Yang, but he knew very little about the relationship between them.

Every time Song Zhiyi said something more in front of him, the deep affection between them was like a sharp needle in his heart, and the pain was unbearable.

But Song Zhiyi continued, not caring about his feelings at all: "I trust him very much, and I like to ask him to help me with many things."

Lu Yiwen listened quietly, feeling that every second Song Zhiyi might tell him that she liked He Yang.

His heart was uncontrollably controlled by her words, and the bottom of his eyes was full of melancholy that he tried his best to hide.

Song Zhiyi told Lu Yiwen a lot about their childhood, and mentioned Gu Tingting and her family by the way.

But these are just passing by, and what she mainly wants to tell Lu Yiwen now is about He Yang.

Lu Yiwen heard her talk for a long time, most of which he knew and understood.

Song Zhiyi didn't say a word about the emotional entanglement between her and He Yang.

Lu Yiwen listened to her talk for a long time, and finally heard the most critical moment, the summer vacation after her college entrance examination.

It was the summer vacation when he and Song Zhiyi met, and it was also the summer vacation when he accidentally ran into Song Zhiyi's confession.

But at this moment, when Lu Yiwen was most nervous, Song Zhiyi stopped and looked at him with tangled eyes.

After a while, she called his name, and then said:
"Lu Yiwen, I didn't want to tell you these things at first, because my behavior at that time was really stupid, and even now thinking about it, I feel dumbfounded."

"However, I still want to tell you. You and I finally got together. I want you to know my feelings for you. And that incident is the best evidence to prove my feelings for you. "

Song Zhiyi looked up at Lu Yiwen, her eyes were extremely complicated and impulsive, but more often she was relieved of the calm afterward.

Lu Yiwen looked at her in astonishment, unable to believe his ears for a while.

What she has been emphasizing is her feelings for herself, not her feelings for He Yang.

"Lu Yiwen, I wanted to confess to you two years ago." Song Zhiyi smiled and said it very easily and frankly.

"At that time, I was afraid that I would be too nervous to speak when I saw you, so I specially asked He Yang to help me with the rehearsal."

As soon as the words fell, Lu Yiwen couldn't believe his ears.

His voice was a little trembling: "What did you just say, can you say it again."

Song Zhiyi said the exact words just now in front of him again.

All the entanglement, hesitation, and pain that were pressing on Lu Yiwen's heart completely fell apart at that moment.

He had been mistaken all along.

It was because he was self-righteous and didn't ask a word, which caused them to miss the whole two years.

He took her into his arms and held her tightly. He put his head on her shoulder and smelled the smell of her body with his nose. The familiar smell made him feel at ease.

He hugged her for a long time, as if he wanted to seize any moment and make up for the regrets of the two years.

Song Zhiyi didn't understand Lu Yiwen's sudden outburst, but the man's slightly trembling body made her feel soft.

Was he moved by himself?
She put her hand on his back, rubbing it lightly and tenderly: "Lu Yiwen, thank you very much for what you said just now, you said that no matter what I do, you are willing to believe me."

Lu Yiwen's brows were tightly furrowed, and he didn't feel any better because Song Zhiyi comforted him.

He planned to confess to Song Zhiyi, but he couldn't bear Song Zhiyi's sincerity and kept him in the dark.

He thought about it for a long time, and finally planned to speak, but before he spoke, he hugged Song Zhiyi's waist, preventing her from leaving.

He opened his mouth nervously, and told Song Zhiyi what he saw two years ago, as well as the reason for leaving, without any concealment.

And the strange reason he just showed, and the selfishness of wanting to take her as his own from the beginning to the end, he faced Song Zhiyi and said it without reservation.

There is no doubt that he is not noble, even hypocritical.He is not brave, even cowardly...

Even at the last moment when the truth came out, she still hoped that Song Zhiyi would show some pity for him and stay by his side.

He didn't look at her, anxiously waiting for her execution.

After Song Zhiyi heard the man's confession, it stands to reason that she should be angry, and should even leave immediately.

But she didn't...

Because of Lu Yiwen's words, she chose him even more firmly.

Lu Yiwen will deliberately keep a safe distance from her because he is not sure about her attitude, leaving her room for choice.

Because Lu Yiwen misunderstood that she liked others, he did not hesitate to let go of his emotions and leave without bothering her anymore.

But Song Zhiyi, who is the person involved, is very clear that Lu Yiwen's departure back then was definitely not because of nausea, nor was it because he was disappointed that she liked others.

And the reason why he left was only out of consideration for her happiness. What he thought about all the time was always her, not himself.

In Lu Yiwen's feelings for her, he gave her enough freedom and respect, so she had to fall.

Song Zhiyi understood that behind the freedom and respect Lu Yiwen gave her was his restrained love.

Lu Yiwen will choose to hide it because he is afraid of losing her again, choose to pretend to be deaf and dumb, and choose to give without expecting anything in return.

But after knowing that all this was a misunderstanding, he still chose to confess to her...

Song Zhiyi was once again completely moved by him.

Fortunately, they didn't miss it again because of misunderstanding this time, and they didn't let their love be buried forever because they couldn't speak.

She sorted out her emotions a little bit, and comforted the man who was still waiting for her answer: "Lu Yiwen, everything is over, let's start again. Okay?"

(End of this chapter)