About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 360 The Wish in Tianhai Jiuliuli's Heart
What Qiyue admires is Ling, so why doesn't Ling envy Qiyue/Liuli?

Recalling what happened in the past few days, Sakakihara understood the thoughts in the hearts of the two of them, and derived the third question-what do you expect from Liuli on him?
In the last few days of his trip to Hawaii, Sakakihara continued to maintain the identity of Tianhai Qimingyue, and observed the glass that was changed to himself during the vacation.
In fact, after changing bodies, when it comes to the changes among the people, the least changed is Liuli.

She still maintains an affinity with the classmates in the class, and will help if she is busy, and strives to maintain the relationship between the classmates.

Sakakihara Raku can see that Jiu Ruri fits very well after switching to her body. Like this Ruri who maintains an approachable image in the eyes of everyone, Sakakihara Raku has not been able to get a clue for a few days.
Since Liuli is so similar to herself, and can perfectly fulfill the identity of "Sakakihara Raku", what does she expect from herself?
This matter depends on guesswork, it must take several days to guess, it is better to ask directly.

At noon on the No. 13 day of the school trip, Raku Sakakibara went directly to the buffet hall of the hotel, intending to ask Ruri about it.

As soon as he got here, he stood at the entrance and found that on the seat in the hall, "Sakakihara Raku" was feeding Amami Yuki to eat sushi.

Amami Zhixue sat beside "Sakakibara Raku" obediently. "Sakakibara Raku" seemed to ask Amami Zhixue if he would eat it from time to time, with a smile on his face all the time.

After Amami Zhiyuki nodded slightly, "Sakakibara Raku" picked up a piece of sushi and fed it directly into Amami Zhiyuki's small mouth.

"Sakakihara Raku" has been communicating with Yuki with a smile.

In such a feeding scene, Sakakihara felt that the two got along very well no matter how they looked outside the restaurant.

Does Liuli have such a good relationship with Zhixue now?

According to common sense, didn't Liuli and Qiyue take care of Zhixue with a certain purpose?
Want her to give up?
Why now it looks like Liuli treats Xue with sincerity.
"Tianhai Qimingyue" stood at the entrance and looked at it for a long time. "Sakakihara Raku" got up at this time and seemed to be going to the toilet. After telling Yuki to wait for her to come back, she came out of the buffet hall.

In the hallway leading to the bathroom, Sakakihara took the opportunity to reach out and stop her.

"Oh? It's not right, it's Le Jun." "Sakakihara Raku" didn't realize it for a while, but after seeing who it was, a friendly smile appeared on her face, "What did Le Jun and Ling go to do last night?" ? The assembly did not see you."

"Seven Bright Moons in the Sky": "Ling wanted to go to the amusement park yesterday, so I stayed with her all night."

"So suddenly? You can go in the daytime the next day." "Sakakihara Raku" was a little surprised.

"I don't need to go into so much detail about this. You know that sometimes Ah Ling likes to be unruly, and sometimes I like to accompany her to be unruly." Sakakihara shook her head, "I want to ask Liuli Your business."

Tianhai Jiuliuli took it seriously when she heard the words: "Well, please tell me, Mr. Le."

Sakakibara tried to find out some details on her face, but after looking at it for a while, she didn't find anything, so she had to ask directly:

"Liuli, you and Qiyue have been taking care of Zhixue these days, right?"

"That's it."

"Then your purpose is to make Zhixue give up liking me, right? Even if she doesn't know about it yet."

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This sentence silenced Tianhai Jiuliuli's inquiry, because no matter how good he is to Yuki, this is also a kind of purposeful care, which is completely different from the spontaneous action of Sakakihara Raku to take care of Yuki
but.

After hearing what Aunt Zi said to her that day, Tianhai Jiuliuli gained a new understanding of Yuki's embarrassing position from the perspective of Sakakihara Raku.

Yuki and himself are not fundamentally different from July.

It's all people who lack love caused by unfortunate families
On this point, Tianhai Jiuliuli is very self-aware.

So, considering this point, and also sympathizing with Yuki's situation, even if she can't accept that she will share Lejun's love, Tianhai Jiuliuli doesn't want to have any hypocrisy in taking care of Yuki.

Thinking about the problem in silence, Tianhai Jiuliuli sorted out her thoughts and told Sakakihara Raku directly.

After listening to this, Sakakihara couldn't help but think deeply.
"Liu Li is saying that you really want to take good care of Yuki, and you don't want her to become the same as you when you were young. But at the same time, you don't really want Yuki to share my feelings for you?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli hugged his left arm with his right hand and nodded to him: "That's it."

Ruri, I especially want to take care of yuki, be nice to yuki.
Sakakihara Raku seemed to have a clue, and continued to ask:

"About Zhixue, can I ask Liuli what you thought of her at the beginning, and what do you think of her now?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli glanced into the buffet hall, and she saw the beige long-haired girl waiting quietly for her inside.

After taking a look, she turned around and said to Sakakihara:

"Zhixue was sent by my grandpa at the beginning. Grandpa thought that my sister-in-law had never had a normal living environment, so he wanted to send her to us, take her to school and live with her, and try to take care of her. Take care of her. I am not against the arrival of my sister-in-law. On the contrary, I am also happy because there is a new family member at home. During the days when I went on a motorcycle trip with yuki and everyone, and played in the band, I still have a deep impression
"I also thought about getting along with Yuki, buying her clothes, teaching her something, because she is a very cute person, a relative of me and July, and a new family member .

"However, in fact, during that period of taking care of yuki, you were mostly helping her, Le Jun. I also felt guilty for not taking care of yuki when I first came here, so now I want to treat her seriously. It can be regarded as Apologies to yuki"

"I see."

Sakakihara Raku roughly understood Tianhai Jiuliuli's thoughts, touched his chin, and continued to think and recall.

He discovered that Liuli seemed to like the feeling of Yuki being close to her very much.

Could it be that this has something to do with Liuli's longing for "Sakakihara Raku"?

Sakakihara Raku got a clue, and continued to discuss with her according to the topic just now.

"But to be honest, Liuli and Qiyue were very busy at that time, right? Liuli, you just served as the vice president of the student union and the head of the archery department. You have to be busy with many things at school every day. Needing to manage her company, she took the time to learn a lot of management knowledge, not to mention Ah Ling, who became popular and was always dubbing, and I heard her reciting scripts at night.

"In this situation, it seems like I'm the only one who has time to take care of yuki. It's not your fault."

Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded in agreement:
"Lejun has always been busy. Not only has he been recognized by his father in business, but he has also been taking care of the family. But in this situation, Lejun can still take care of Zhixue sincerely. This is something I deserve to say to Lejun The place where Jun learns, and at the same time he feels guilty about his own inadequacies."

Regardless of other things, Tianhai Jiuliuli is grateful and admires Sakakihara Raku for his dedication to the family from the bottom of his heart.

He does the housework, he does the three meals, and he has to face his father's devil training every day.

While maintaining these, you even have to take care of your studies and the band
Tianhai Jiuliuli wanted to help Sakakihara to share her worries, and she also took these things into consideration
Sakakihara smiled:

"I don't think it's anything. Am I not your brother?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli shook her head: "It's precisely because Le Jun thinks this way, that's why he is worthy of respect. Of course, please let me complain here. Le Jun is still a scumbag when it comes to handling emotions. .”

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Call yourself a scumbag and use honorifics
Even though she is "Sakakihara Raku" now, this kind of glass is too cute.

Sakakihara smiled involuntarily:
"Well then, since both you and Qiyue think I'm a scumbag, then I think there are some things I can say to you directly, Liuli, and let Liuli choose, will you choose to let me give up on Qiyue?"

"I will," Tianhai Jiuliuli replied immediately, but suddenly changed her style, "But as a sister, I don't want Qiyue to be sad at all. Some time ago, I felt that my emotions were too heavy, which made Le Jun uncontrollably It became difficult to choose, and it made July very uncomfortable
"Le Jun, do you understand? A few days ago, I felt a little uneasy. I hesitated and made a video call with July. I thought that July would scold and ridicule my position in Le Jun's heart like before, but July No."

Tianhai Jiuliuli's eyes glowed with memories.

"Jiyue still remembers that I am her sister. Qiyue just listened to my troubles and the anguish in my heart, and then helped me analyze my current situation, the troubles and entanglements I faced."

When Tianhai Jiuliuli said this, he smiled wryly.

"Obviously I was in Shinjuku Gyoen before, and I said to July, 'My brother is just pitying you'."

Sakakihara Raku's heart was in a mess when he heard it.

Liuli did say that, but from her standpoint, there is no problem with saying that.And July also said similar things, saying that she doesn't love Liuli, that's why she chose July or something
These things are emotions.

Emotions came up and it was hard to control.

Honest people have days when they lose their temper. It is normal for Liuli, who is usually such a loveless person, to be deprived of her support by Qiyue.

It should be said that if someone who is more fragile, who has the experience of Liuli since childhood, but is also more fragile, I am afraid that he will be so desperate that he will commit suicide by jumping off the building?
In fact, Liuli did have the idea of ​​suicide with that knife.

So, Sakakihara Raku comforted her:
"Liu Li doesn't need to blame himself too much, Qiyue is indeed at fault for you, and I am even more wrong."

Tianhai Jiuliuli shook her head again: "Le Jun, I now understand that this is already the case between us, so stop talking about right and wrong, and I don't want to blame Le Jun for what happened before.

"Through the chat with Qiyue that day, I found that I was just worrying. Am I not as good as Qiyue at all? Qiyue seems to have been patient all the time, helping people secretly, and even wanted Le Jun to pursue me at first. "

This is undeniable.

Sakakihara also recognized:
"July she is indeed like this"

"I want to ask Le Jun a question."

"Ask." Sakakihara nodded.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was more serious: "July, she, Le Jun, did you agree to Qi Yue, but at the same time, Le Jun still refuses to give up on me?"

Sakakihara Raku couldn't help becoming serious:

"That's right, that's what I told her. I even said directly to her, 'I'm sorry, July, I also like you because of your experience and getting along with you, but I'm sorry, I can't give up Liuli, I can only give you half of my love. If you agree, I promise to talk to Liuli directly about this matter, if you don't agree, then we will treat this matter as nothing happened'."

Tianhai Jiuliuli wanted to know even more: "How did she reply in July?"

"She agreed, and half acquiesced to my relationship with you. It's just that after I told you what happened between me and Qiyue, you said those things to Qiyue again. Because Qiyue had scars in her heart, That's why I said those exaggerated things to you again."

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The two of them discussed this point with expressions of helplessness.

"Le Jun, I found out that everyone is a family member who wants to live a better life, but our relatives always open up our scars because of some things. I even once had a bad relationship with Qiyue, and because of A Ling's help. It's been July, and I can't talk to anyone in the family"

Tianhai Jiuliuli's smile was even more bitter.

"What's going on here? Obviously, when we first met, we got along very well. We could all sit at the same dining table, eat the dinner Le Jun cooked for us, and study together. How long haven't we been able to sit together?" Eat together, talk together?"

very messy.

Really messy.

However, Sakakihara still figured out a clue.

What Liuli said was nothing more than the fact that everyone in the family was too alienated, making the family never harmonious again.

All that remains is agonizing struggle and pain.

The phone call between Liuli and Qiyue, because of Qiyue's help regardless of past suspicions, led Liuli to find the sisterhood she once had with Qiyue
Liuli wants to try to let go, and no longer wants to put so much pressure on Sakakihara Raku.

Ugh.
The essence of everyone is to want to love the people around them.

But because the feelings were too heavy, a war was born between each other.
Tianhai Jiuliuli turned her head sideways, stared at Tianhai Zhixue waiting in the restaurant, and murmured:
"Le Jun, Aunt Zi said a lot to me, and I was really moved. I seem to see my own shadow in Zhixue; does Le Jun know? I have been taking it with me these days Xue went out shopping, took her to buy clothes, bought new things, and heard her say "thank you sister Liuli", I really feel that Xue is also a good boy, a very good person, and I can't do anything bad to her .I have no way to take care of her with an impure purpose in the face of her.
"It's the same in July, Bell, it's the same
"I don't want to go back to the night when I can't talk to everyone after school, and then play games alone, and I don't want to say such nasty things to July, who doesn't care about the past. The more I get along with each other, the more I miss the mischievous July who held my arms and called 'sister' beside me.
"After going through so many things, everyone has really changed too much."

Sakakihara Le's eyes moved when he heard this: "Liuli, are you really planning to let go? You plan to live in complete peace with July."

"I didn't say that! It's just that I want to understand something. And Le Jun hasn't taken me to England yet, has he?"

I get it, I get it in the true sense.

The current Liuli, like July, is in a state where she can break through.

They are all in a state of wanting to let go, but almost let go completely.

Sakakihara laughed.

In this way, isn't Liuli's original wish ready to come true?
Liuli doesn't like being alone, she hopes to chat with everyone and stay with everyone.
In other words, her wish is to obtain what "Sakakihara Raku" has, everyone's love.

Liuli, which was originally the most complicated, had the simplest wish.

After figuring this out, Sakakibara was so happy that he not only puffed up his chest, but also curved his mouth.

He knew the time was near, and it was time to take the initiative and do something about it.

"I understand Liuli's thoughts, and I have a proposal."

"What proposal?" Tianhai Jiuliuli was curious.

"Why don't you all go to a restaurant tonight for dinner, sit together and have a good chat, call Shang Qiyue, Shang Ling, Shang Zhixue, and have dinner together, how about it? Liuli agree?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli silently looked at the face in front of her that belonged to her sister, but didn't look like her sister at all.

"...if Le Jun can call everyone together."

"OK! That's the deal."

(End of this chapter)