About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 409 In front of Yuki's ward, Sakakihara chooses to go home and seek death
Grandpa's sudden appearance did not surprise Sakakihara Raku.

In other words, when he came to meet Tianhai Zhixue, he was already mentally prepared to face his grandfather.

So after seeing her grandfather appearing at the door of the ward, Sakakihara did not appear as flustered as her younger sister.

Amami Soichiro walked into the ward with steady steps and a calm expression.

His wrinkled and criss-crossed face had traces of time, and his eyes were flat and serious. He stood quietly in front of Sakakihara Raku, silently staring at the young man standing beside the hospital bed.

Sakakihara Raku stood very straight, with a straight posture, and looked back without any dodge.

Although it was silent, Soichiro Amami's scrutiny lasted for quite a long time.

The two just looked at each other like this.
atmosphere
It suddenly became quiet, revealing strangeness everywhere.
Sakakibara Ling hid behind her elder brother and poked her head quietly. Her eyes wandered back and forth between the two, as if she found an invisible boundary between her elder brother and grandpa.
This silent gaze is like the calm before the storm.

Kind of scary.
Seeing yuki secretly should make grandpa angry!
I have never seen the old man angry
"It looks like you know I'll be here at this hour."

In the quiet atmosphere of the room, Soichiro Amami was the first to speak.

On the contrary, she was not as angry as Sakakihara Suzu imagined.

The old man's attitude was rather flat.

Sakakihara Raku: "I just thought that sooner or later, Grandpa would know about Yuki who came to see her secretly. I just didn't expect to be caught immediately."

Amami Soichiro felt that Sakakihara Raku's reaction at this time was very interesting.

He obviously did something that he couldn't let himself know, but he didn't show any guilt at this time.

"You still know that you are Zhixue who came to visit behind my back?"

Amami Soichiro glanced at the youngest daughter who was sitting by the hospital bed observing the two, and then turned his gaze back to Sakakihara Raku's face.

This young man is much taller than himself.

"Why are you here?"

"."

This question Sakakihara Raku is not very easy to answer, because in essence——

"Yes, it's me—" Sakakibara Suzu raised her hand, like a child who made a mistake, and came out from behind Sakakihara Raku, "I called my brother to come with me."

Sakakihara Suzu originally thought that the old man would be angry because of this, and even said that he would give him a meal.

But no, the old man just slowly turned his gaze back to his brother's face.

"So, the reason why you came to visit Zhixue this time is actually because of Ling's urging?"

"...that's the cause."

"Hmph," Soichiro Amami snorted coldly, his expression immediately became sharp and displeased, "If you are willing to visit Zhixue yourself, it makes sense from the motive, but you are here now only because of your sister's thoughts. Don't you think This is ridiculous?!"

"It's ridiculous."

"Then you still have a reason to stand here?"

Sakakibara closed her eyes. What she was thinking of was the memories of the snow phantoms she saw everywhere in her life in the past two weeks
"There is no reason."

Amami Soichiro's expression was even more displeased: "You also understand in your heart that you have no reason to stand here."

"Yes."

Just when Sakakibara thought Amami Soichiro would throw him out, he put his hands behind his back again, walked to the window, and faced the vast tall buildings in the rainy night outside.

"Don't you and Qi Mingyue like to reason with me? What's the reason for you to stand here now? If you understand, just let me out."

"happy!"

Amami Zhixue suddenly yelled, and Amami Soichiro's attention was immediately attracted to her.

The girl sat quietly by the bed, took Sakakibara Raku's right hand, and took the initiative to meet Amami Soichiro's eyes.

"Le is here to visit me"

Sakakihara Rakukan turned to Amami Yuki who was holding her hand by her side.

Soichiro Amami sighed to his youngest daughter and said, "He was just forced to come here."

"That's not the case. Uncle is lying again. Since taking the medicine, Uncle has always said that Le will not come, but Le is still here now."

"What does Nazhixue mean to go home with him?"

"Well, I only know Le, as long as I go home with Le, although you are all very kind to me, but I didn't know you at all."

do not know.
Tianhai Zhixue's words silenced everyone present.

Amami Soichiro choked for a while.

strange
From Amami Zhixue's eyes and expression, Sakakihara felt the strangeness between her and her father.

Compared with the distance in age, this kind of emotional distance makes people feel far away.

Even though she still has a blood relationship, she is so unfamiliar that she only wants to call her father "Uncle".
She protects herself as a family member and rejects her biological father as an outsider
Although the old man must have known about this a week ago.

But as a bystander, Sakakihara Raku still felt an indescribable feeling when he heard this.

Seeing the little daughter's actions and hearing the little daughter's words, Amami Soichiro didn't say much, just closed his eyes, remained silent for a moment, and then said to Sakakihara Raku:
"Situations like this, do you know how many times it has happened to Xue Zhixue?"

".Probably from childhood to adulthood."

"Zero times, this is the first time that I have forgotten everything like this!"

Sakakihara Raku: "."

"Who do you think caused this situation?"

"I."

Amami Soichiro shook his hand, his expression suddenly became calm.

Anger that seemed to be trying to be suppressed.

"Forget it. You and Qi Mingyue like to reason, and I will reason with you. After all, you have the same right to 'free choice' as Mao Dian. I am tired of arguing with that brat, and I am too lazy One more time with you boy.

"I won't completely blame you for Zhixue's current situation. The reason is that I failed to fulfill my due obligations before she was ten years old. Your contact with her was also my own initiative to choose at the beginning. She sent it to you.

"Since I am the cause of this, then this is the situation now, and naturally I need to bear part of it."

Pause for a moment.

"However, if you have your own choice in emotional choice, you shouldn't come to her at all. I remember I said before that you come to Zhixue again on the premise that you can't deal with your own emotional problems. Being around can only make her uncomfortable.

"Why, your selfishness wants her to follow you and suffer for the rest of your life?"

"." Sakakihara closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"Let her go, and then you kid go home and live the life you should live. I will find another place for Zhixue and try to give her a good place to live. From now on, don't see each other again."

makes sense
Can't refute
completely irrefutable
I really can't give Zhixue anything now.

Now that I came to visit her, it was just that I had a memory of her, and it was just that A-Ling took advantage of the situation behind her.

Suzu Sakakibara was nervous, and suddenly interjected in a low voice:

"Really. Do you really want Yuki to leave?"

Amami Soichiro didn't answer, Sakura Takatada replied tactfully:
"Miss Ling, Miss Zhixue can only choose this way given the current situation. Even Miss Zhixue will feel uncomfortable. This is something that can't be helped, but for a while, Miss Zhixue will forget the past one day."

"."

Suzu Sakakibara was dejected.

She wanted Zhixue to stay.

But she also understands that in this situation, it seems that it is better to let Zhixue leave.

Although I don't mind her relationship with my brother at all, but this scumbag like my brother also has his difficulties. He has already promised Qijiu, so how can he have the nerve to go against what he said in the past?
Don't even think about it, even you know what the consequences of doing that are.

Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli will all leave
By then, not only Yuki will be gone, but sister Qiyue and sister Liuli will also disappear.
Although the life of two people with someone is pretty good, but after going through so many things, the two foxes suddenly want to leave, and I feel quite reluctant
Compared to the silence of a few people.

Tianhai Zhixue didn't care about what the few people had exchanged just now.

Just asked Sakakihara Raku: "Can I go home today?"

Ying Guizhong really couldn't bear to see this scene, and deliberately reminded: "Miss Zhixue, you forgot? You said it yourself, you want to go home."

"I said I'm going home.?"

"That's right! Miss Zhixue, when you went home that day, you even told the master that you will never see the young master again. Miss, did you forget?"

After Tianhai Zhixue heard these words, she lowered her head and muttered.

She first went to look at Sakakihara Raku beside her, and looked at his side face for a while before bowing her head again:
".That's right, I can't see Le again."

Tianhai Zhixue seemed to be slowly remembering something, and her eyes lingered on the faces of all the people in this room. She saw Ah Ling, saw her father, and looked at Le standing in front of her father.

Suddenly feel guilty.

Even though she didn't remember clearly, she found that she seemed to be embarrassing Le again in front of her father.
Let Le come to visit him again.
The girl looked at Sakakihara Raku's side face, and suddenly said very anxiously:

"I'm sorry, Le. I'm causing trouble to Le again. I. I shouldn't have said that I want Le to make fried ice cream. I've always been in trouble. Le has always let Le take care of me. I'm sorry. Le, I'm really sorry. I Let Le be embarrassed and let Le. If I'm not by Le's side, I won't cause trouble for Le, but I'm still sorry for Le. I'm sorry—”

Tianhai Zhixue said anxiously, something was not quite right.

She was short of breath, as if having asthma.

"Yuyuki?" Sakakibara Suzu showed concern and held out a hand to her.

Sakakihara also wanted to hurry to see what was going on with Yuki, but Uncle Ying had already called the doctor who was in a hurry.

Before they had time to ask more questions, the two siblings were temporarily invited out by the doctor who arrived.

Sakakibara Ling waited at the door and asked anxiously, "Brother, what's the matter with yuki?"

".Not sure, probably a complication?"

"Yuki just forgot something, yes, is it so serious?!"

".Zhixue is congenital amnesia. The essence is that she was born prematurely or that the cause of her amnesia is a brain defect. When Yuki was hospitalized before, I knew something about her."

"What do you mean?"

Sakakibara turned her head and said to her sister: "That is to say, if Zhixue is ill for a long time, it may cause other things. Didn't the doctor in Hawaii say that before? You need Xue to maintain emotional stability."

After hearing this, Sakakihara Suzu was unwilling to accept this reality.

He looked anxiously at Zhixue's ward again.

Fortunately, after only a few minutes, the doctor left.

Uncle Ying then walked out.

Sakakibara Ling asked eagerly, "How is Zhiyuki?"

"It's not a big problem, it's just that the previous symptoms have recurred."

"The previous symptoms, didn't Yuki just forget things before?"

Ying Guizhong replied: "Miss' illness is not a serious illness, but it may get worse after a long time. It was just a little anxiety just now. Just take some alprazolam."

"Yuki, does she have anxiety?"

"No, Ms. Ling doesn't need to worry too much. The anxiety caused by the too much psychological pressure that Ms. Zhixue put on herself just now is not because Ms. Zhixue herself has anxiety."

Sakakihara Suzu felt relieved, "That's okay."

Sakura Takamada looked at Sakakihara Raku again:

"Young Master, Miss Zhixue has always been forgetful since she was a child, which caused her to always have doubts about the relationship between others. Miss Cui Jiuzhixue never had this kind of suspicion before she was ten years old. people.
"Young master tried it before, but no matter how much you interact with Miss Zhixue, she will forget it, not to mention the delicate relationship between Miss Zhixue and other ladies.
"Because of the above reasons, Miss Zhixue never had any close friends until Miss Ling came to Tianhai's house for her birthday, and never experienced a real family and real care.
"I heard Miss Jiuliuli talk about your daily life, young master. There is no doubt that it is your daily care, young master, that stabilized Miss Zhixue's mental state and improved her condition. There are signs of recovery.

"There is no doubt about this. Whether it's me or the master, I thank you, young master.

"That's why the master won't blame you for Miss Zhixue's current illness.

"You didn't do anything wrong, you just made your own choices.

"Master, he originally wanted to make things difficult for you, but after knowing your attitude towards Miss Zhixue, he changed his mind.

"Miss Zhixue's illness is her own illness, and she needs to get through it by herself.

"Thank you, young master, for your concern for Miss Zhixue these days. But the matter has come to this point, and it is also a fact that there is nothing you can do. I can only say a sad word that Miss Xue's wish is hard to come true."

Speaking of this, Uncle Ying suddenly got up formally.

He put his hands on his chest and made a standard deacon salute to Sakakihara Raku.

"Young master, thank you for accompanying Miss Zhixue through the happiest time in her life, but you still have your own life, please let Miss Zhixue go on the road ahead."

Sakakihara stared at Uncle Ying, who was acting very solemnly in front of him.

Because of his words, thinking of the past, Yuki used to call himself "Le" at home again and again.

Suddenly I don't know what to say.

Go down alone.
Can that weak girl really walk alone?
Her heart is longing for affection, longing for sincere treatment.
She is a little lonely herself. Is it really okay to hand it over to her sister who once disliked her?
Sakakihara Ling was also speechless, she just watched Uncle Ying return to the ward just now after saluting and saying goodbye.

It was almost eight o'clock at night.

Sakakihara knew that Qijiu had already asked with concern on the line where she and Ah Ling had gone.

"Brother" Sakakibara Ling turned her head and stared at Sakakara Raku's side face, her tone was very disappointed, "It seems that this is the only way, and I can only say goodbye to Yuki."

".bell."

"Um?"

"Ling, you don't want to lose this friend, do you?"

"of course."

"What do you think of my recent performance?"

". Very bad. Although I understand that you have your own difficulties and reasons, brother, I still feel that you are too hesitant."

"Yeah. Too much hesitation. What am I missing now?"

"...don't know. Don't ask me."

"Bell" Sakakibara took a deep breath and closed her eyes, "I suddenly remembered the snowy night that July and I spent in our hometown."

"Oh, that time sister Qiyue followed me out of nowhere."

"I was thinking that day, and I was also in pain and entanglement. I promised Jiu Liuli, but I still felt sad and sad for Qi Mingyue's past. I sympathized with her and wanted to cherish her. I knew it shouldn't be like this. Resisting your inner thoughts."

".I don't quite understand what you want to say, bro."

Sakakihara took a deep breath, "I mean. I have been resisting my heart because of some things that cannot be violated at all."

"Isn't this normal? If you can't violate it, you can't violate it."

".Indeed, this is normal. But it also violates my own heart. Where does the sadness come from, where does the nostalgia come from? Where does the sympathy come from? I am a scumbag, and I am so scumbag that I don't understand it enough."

Sakakihara Suzu heard her elder brother say that about herself.

I feel a little sad
Because in her mind, the elder brother will always be the elder brother, the elder brother who could not keep a diary when he was a child and could ask him for help
He is great in his own mind and has a sense of security.
As he said, he is kind of rotten but in his own eyes, not really rotten
It's really hateful, why does everyone he meets treat him with the most sincere affection?
The most unbearable thing for this rotten person is that someone has given him sincerity.

Sakakibara Suzu was sad, but suddenly found that Sakakihara Raku's expression was not right.

".What, why? Brother, what do you want to do?"

"Hesitation stems from the uncertainty of one's own heart. Because of constraints and commitments, one denies thoughts that one does not dare to think about. Of course there is nothing wrong with this, but it is clearly there, but one does not dare to confirm it at all. Really, I am fed up with this kind of I feel it."

Sakakihara Raku suddenly slapped herself hard, and then said energetically:

"Very good! Great!"

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"Brother! Are you—maybe crazy?!"

Sakakihara turned around suddenly and walked towards the place where she came.

"Hey - what are you doing! You stopped talking, and you are going to leave without saying a word."

Sakakibara Suzu grabbed his hand immediately, but saw him touch the back of the hand she was holding him with an extremely serious expression. The temperature of his palm even made Sakakibara Suzu blush a little.

"You, you bastard! Speak clearly and go back without saying anything!"

"Aling." Sakakihara turned her head.

"What, what are you doing?" Sakakibara Suzu's eyes became averted.

"What do you think is the reason why I have been in a trance for the past few days?"

"Aren't you talking nonsense, don't you just miss Yuki, who used to sit behind the gymnasium and watch you play basketball every day. Yuki is gone, and you still go to see that place these days."

"Yes, this is nostalgia. There is no doubt that this is nostalgia. Even when I go to her room and see the doll I gave her, I will miss it. There is no doubt that this is emotion"

"so.?"

"So, I'll go back and tell Qijiu that I must bring Zhixue back!"

Sakakihara Suzu blinked: "You bastard, are you crazy?"

"I'm not crazy, I'm sober." After Sakakibara finished speaking, she dragged Sakakibara to the place where she was going back.

"Hey, hey, hey, you're absolutely crazy! You have to go back and die, don't take me with you!"

(End of this chapter)