If you don't break up, you will die

Chapter 125, 【Youth Thinking of Innocence】(Re-raising suicide)

The cafe is not facing the street, but is at the end of Yuhe Square. Outside the cafe, there is a large fence made of scattered fences, and two old locust trees stand beside it.

In the corner by the window, a quiet woman was sitting there with a book in her hands and a cup of steaming coffee in her hand.

As she flipped through the pages with her fingertips, her slender eyebrows sometimes frowned and sometimes relaxed, as if all her mind was completely immersed in the world of the book.

It turned out that Xu Ziyin didn't quite understand the true meaning of the phrase "Have a poetic and bookish spirit in your belly."

But when he saw Luo Xuan, he couldn't help but think of this poem in his mind.

Simple, quiet and elegant, not admiring prosperity, should be the truest portrayal of her.

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After watching for a while, Xu Ziyin was a little puzzled.

Could it be that she didn't come for a blind date?

After all, it doesn't look like she's on a blind date with such a relaxed appearance.

Besides, if it is really a blind date, how can there be any reason for a man to keep a woman waiting for so long before showing up?

Just when Xu Ziyin was thinking about whether to go forward to say hello, he saw Luo Xuan raised his head, looking exactly where he was, and then a trace of astonishment appeared in his eyes.

Seeing this, Xu Ziyin could only bite the bullet and walk forward.

Sitting down opposite Luo Xuan, Xu Ziyin said with a smile.

"Sister Xuan, good evening."

Frowning lightly, Luo Xuan was a little curious about Xu Ziyin's appearance.

"Why are you here?"

Hearing this, Xu Ziyin replied casually.

"I just passed by and saw your car, so I came in to have a look."

"Then why don't you come here, why are you sitting so far away?"

Hearing this, Xu Ziyin's expression froze and he was unable to answer.

Seeing Luo Xuan's unnatural expression, Xu Ziyin hurriedly said again.

"Sister Xuan, the young man thinks innocently, don't think me dirty, I'm just afraid of delaying your business."

"Business? What business do I have?"

"I thought you were on a blind date, so I was a little curious. After all, cafes are a common place for blind dates."

Hearing this, Luo Xuan was a little dumbfounded, and then said helplessly.

"I'm just here to sit and sit. How can it be as complicated as you think?"

"Well, now I'm convinced. After all, it's impossible for any gentleman to keep such a beautiful lady like Sister Xuan waiting for so long."

"Okay, stop talking nonsense, since you're here, sit with me for a while, what do you want to drink? My sister invites you."

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The cafe was very quiet, no one was talking loudly, and the occasional conversations were kept within two meters as much as possible.

The man in a suit tapped on the computer keyboard lightly, and the young urban girl accompanied her companion to whisper interesting stories about the workplace, and a petty bourgeois sentiment spread in the venue.

After chatting, Xu Ziyin also knew the reason why Luo Xuan appeared here at this time.

Su Ke University is not far from Yuhe Square.

And Luo Xuan usually came here alone to relax, have a cup of coffee and read a book when there is no class.

The environment here is very good, coupled with her originally quiet personality, this kind of place is the most suitable for her.

Taking a sip of the slightly bitter coffee, Xu Ziyin asked.

"Sister Xuan, why hasn't my aunt called me to eat at home during this time?"

After hearing this, Luo Xuan looked up at Xu Ziyin strangely.
"Why, do you want to come to my house for dinner?"

"Haha, that's not true. Although my aunt's craftsmanship is very good, I'm just a little worried. After all, I have been very enthusiastic about my son-in-law before, but suddenly she became cold. I wonder if my aunt has noticed something?"

"That's not it."

Slowly pinning the dangling bangs on her forehead behind her head, Luo Xuan said softly.

"My mother often asks me to take you home for dinner these days, but I always make excuses to avoid it."

"Just let her know that I already have a boyfriend. It's not appropriate to let you meet my mother often."

Xu Ziyin knew the worry in Luo Xuan's heart. She was afraid that if she saw too much, the bond would be deep, and it would not end well.

With a hum, Xu Ziyin replied.

"Then sister Xuan, have you gone on a blind date these days?"

"No, I didn't have any thoughts about it after I participated in the blind date last time."

"I think so too. Sister Xuan is simply not suitable to participate in blind dates."

Hearing this, Luo Xuan gave Xu Ziyin a strange look again, with a puzzled tone.

"Listen to you, I can only stay single for the rest of my life?"

Xu Ziyin waved his hands quickly.

"Sister Xuan, I didn't mean that. I just think that people like you are not suitable for blind dates. Strictly speaking, a blind date is equivalent to a transaction."

"They don't say they are in love with each other, even the basic hobbies and views are different, and they just live together if they think the other party is suitable."

"A marriage without feelings will not last long. Coupled with a series of trivial matters after marriage, it is a kind of torture for couples who cannot understand each other to be together."

"And such a life is obviously not what Sister Xuan wants."

Luo Xuan was stunned for a moment, then felt a little funny again.

"It's a little kid, and he talks old-fashionedly.

"It's as if you were married."

"I've never been married, but I've watched a lot of TV dramas. Isn't that how it's always played on TV? Although the TV dramas have elements of the director's crafting and exaggeration, they are not divorced from reality."

Seeing Xu Ziyin talking eloquently, Luo Xuan couldn't help feeling a little interested.

She closed the book, looked at Xu Ziyin with her chin and said with a smile.

"Then tell me, since blind dates are not suitable for me, how can I find my other half?"

Pretending to ponder deeply for a moment, Xu Ziyin said slowly.

"We will meet by chance."

"The more you care about it, the more likely that person won't appear. When you don't have such hasty thoughts in your mind, your wishful husband may appear by your side inadvertently."

Xu Ziyin's nonsense immediately drew Luo Xuan's eyes.

"You can just put on a beard, wear a coat, and go to the side of the road to tell people's fortunes, and you will meet each other by fate. It makes sense."

After chatting for a while, Luo Xuan's heart became a little happy, and her thoughts became a little subtle. She quietly looked at the young man sitting across from him who was talking and smiling freely, and suddenly asked with downcast eyes.

"Xu Ziyin, how many times have you been in love?"

After thinking for a while, Xu Ziyin replied truthfully.

"once."

"Then now you?"

"It's been divided."

"sorry."

Luo Xuan hurriedly said.

"It's okay, it's normal to break up."

With a hum, Luo Xuan said again.

"Then Xu Ziyin, can you tell me what it's like to be in love?"

What is it like to be in love?
It's really weird for a more than 30-year-old mature woman to ask a young teenager this question.

Xu Ziyin didn't answer immediately, but asked rhetorically.

"Sister Xuan, have you ever liked someone?"

Hearing this, Luo Xuan shook her head, and said softly without any twitching.

"No, when I was young, I only knew how to read to death. When I was almost done reading, I realized that I was past the age of falling in love......"

Before Luo Xuan finished speaking, Xu Ziyin interrupted her.

"Sister Xuan, I think what you said is wrong."

"Who stipulated that falling in love is only the right of young people?"

"The pursuit of happiness is everyone's lifelong dream. This kind of thing does not divide the age range. As long as you are alive and have a breath, your heart will never stop beating. Since the heartbeat is still there, the heartbeat is still there."

"When I met him, I saw him right, and I naturally developed an unreasonable affection. I was young and innocent, middle-aged was mature and stable, and old was warm and plain."

"With different ages, the feeling of being in love is naturally different."

Luo Xuan was usually the one who taught the students. Today, listening to Xu Ziyin talking about love in front of her, Luo Xuan suddenly found it very interesting.

Then she saw Xu Ziyin pick up the book in her hand and said softly.

"Sister Xuan, don't you want to know what it's like to be in love?"

"You like to read books very much. When you are with a man, he feels as if you are reading a book, then that is the feeling you want in love."

While speaking, Xu Ziyin glanced at the name on the book.

【Jieyou Grocery Store】

"Worry Relief Grocery Store" is a novel written by Japanese writer Keigo Higashino.

As a parallel time and space, there are still many people familiar to Xu Ziyin in the previous life in this world. Similarly, many people he knew well have disappeared in the long river of history.

I just don’t know if this author who is also named Keigo Higashino is the one I was familiar with in my previous life, or if it’s just the same name.

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Like reading a book?
Hearing this, Luo Xuan felt a little complicated.

She likes reading very much, and this habit has long been integrated into her bones.

But in this world, can there really be a man who gives him the same feeling as reading a book?
Luo Xuan didn't dare to think about it, but she clearly knew that if such a person really existed, then she should like it very much.

She glanced at Xu Ziyin, then smiled slightly.

"Xu Ziyin, you are so eloquent, it seems that you are usually liked by little girls."

After hearing this praise, Xu Ziyin did not show a complacent expression but sighed faintly.

"Why are you sighing, am I wrong?"

Leaning closer, Xu Ziyin shook his head as he moved a little closer.

"Sister Xuan, it is undeniable that what you said is the truth, it's just a pity that it came out of your mouth."

"What a pity?"

Luo Xuan felt that she could hardly catch Xu Ziyin's thinking jump.

"It's a pity for you."

"Pity me?"

Looking at the night scene outside the glass window, the street after the rain is fresh and natural, and pedestrians pass by in twos and threes before disappearing in the shadow of sight, Xu Ziyin said leisurely.

"Sister Xuan, they like me, but I don't like them, although it's not as perfect as two people liking each other."

"But compared to you, they are much luckier than you, who don't even have anyone they like."

After one sentence fell, Luo Xuan was startled.

She stared blankly at the young man with tender eyebrows in front of her with her small mouth open, and suddenly felt extremely bitter in her heart.

Yes.

Compared with me, they are indeed much luckier without even having someone they like.

She stared blankly at Xu Ziyin's slightly distressed expression, then turned her head away in a little panic, following Xu Ziyin's gaze just now, and set her gaze on the passerby outside the window.

For some reason, during the conversation with Xu Ziyin today, he seemed to be able to see through his own heart. This is a feeling that she has never experienced in other opposite sexes in her life of more than 30 years.

She couldn't tell what kind of emotion it was.

I just feel that it would be great if the boy in front of me could be a dozen years older.

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(End of this chapter)