The concubine is also very good today

Chapter 196 You can't die!
But Jing Yu looked up at the sunshine above his head, and said with emotion: "Ruyi, look, the sun is really bright today! Look up and see the sun!"

Jing Yu then gently stroked Xu Ruyi's hair, coaxing Xu Ruyi to look up at the shining sun.

Speaking of which, this was the first time she looked up at the sun in such a long time since she was reborn.

The sun is really bright today.

Xu Ruyi suddenly felt a little emotional—although everyone's life is difficult and everyone's life is a mess, the sun has not given up shining on these people in the capital who are living in a mess.

This is really an interesting thing.

Xu Ruyi raised the bracelet in his hand again, and said to Jing Yu, "Take another piece of jade, and I'll compare the transparency."

Jing Yu responded, and then brought a piece of jade over.

The next moment, Xu Ruyi slightly raised the corner of her mouth, and lightly touched the jade bracelet in Jing Yu's hand with her jade bracelet.

Jing Yu said in surprise: "Hey! You can't touch it like this, it will crack the jade!"

Xu Ruyi said, "What if I think it's fun to touch like this?"

Xu Ruyi seemed to like the feeling of clinking glasses when her jade bracelet touched the jade bracelet in Jing Yu's hand.

Jing Yu couldn't understand her thoughts, but it could be seen that Xu Ruyi was very happy. If she likes to play like this, then Jing Yu can let her be happy.

And how did they know that Jing Xi was staring at this scene at the window of the attic on the second floor of the opposite restaurant.

He was really surprised.

Mental disorders are contagious. It’s okay for Jing Yu to be alone and like to study these messy things, but now he has led Xu Ruyi astray. If things go on like this, Xu Ruyi was raised by Empress Dowager Jiang In the future, he will be infected by Jing Yu and become insane.

Jing Xi just watched Xu Ruyi and Jing Yu stay in the jewelry shop until the sun went down, and then returned to the princess mansion in a carriage, Jing Xi had mixed feelings in his heart.

He's tired a lot these days, he's not as heartless as Xu Ruyi, Queen Mother Jiang didn't look for her, so she went to study business affairs, but Jing Xi kept thinking about who was plotting to kill him !
He won't let Qiao Niang die in vain, even though the days passed and everyone in the family thought that he was gradually getting over Qiao Niang's affairs, but in fact, Jing Xi couldn't forget Qiao Niang at all.

He had no way of knowing where this homeless girl came from, and he didn't know where Qiaoniang went, why she left him alone, and left cruelly.

The words that Xu Ruyi reprimanded him kept appearing in his mind these days-he could not rely on anyone for Qiaoniang's death, he chose to fight the duel, if he won that duel, Xu Ruyi herself would not I know what will happen to me; besides, I can only blame Qiao Niang for her humble status and not even being a wife. Even if I find the murderer, I can only pay a little money if I go to the yamen. It is Jing Xi who did not Giving her a title made this result possible.

Whenever Jing Xi thought of these things, he couldn't eat or sleep.

When the child was full moon, no one in the family went to make full moon wine for a child who was connected to the room, and the Chang family also expressed that they did not recognize the child, so as not to delay the future of the real flesh and blood of the Chang family.

This made Jingxi very distressed, he could not find anyone but Xu Ruyi, so he was waiting for the opportunity to go to Xu Ruyi to reason.

But who would have expected that in the next month, Jing Yu would follow Xu Ruyi all the time, and the two of them would often wander the streets with Fifth Sister, buying candied haws from two to three.

The Fifth Sister ate one portion, Jing Yu ate one portion, and Xu Ruyi’s portion, she used her small tongue to feel the sweetness of the sugar coating outside, and then slowly ate the hawthorn without sugar coating, although Xingtao and Chao Ming would eat it in time. The water was brought over and Xu Ruyi had to rinse his mouth, but Xu Ruyi could still feel a hint of sweetness in it.

Xu Ruyi herself was also a little emotional - she thought she would never eat sweets in her life, but unexpectedly she could eat like this.

Jing Yu smiled and said: "I will take you to eat a lot of delicious food in the future! You can't quit these delicacies in the future, because these delicacies will make you reluctant to leave this world~"

Xu Ruyi choked for a moment, and asked in bewilderment, "How do you know that I want to die?"

Jing Yu: "???"

After inadvertently uttering these words, Jing Yu was so frightened that he didn't have the heart to continue eating candied haws, so he hurriedly asked, "My little aunt, what are you thinking about?!"

Xu Ruyi sighed lightly and said: "Actually, there is nothing you can't think about, but sometimes you feel that living is too tiring, and you really want to leave this world. If you leave, you will be free."

That was the first time Jing Yu heard Xu Ruyi's remarks like this, Jing Yu was so frightened that his heart stopped immediately.

She was even afraid that Xu Ruyi would burn herself to death even if no one set her on fire that year.

After returning home, Meimei saw that Xu Ruyi actually told Jing Yu about this incident, thinking that Xu Ruyi was preparing an escape plan again, so she also said to Jing Yu: "She really didn't lie to you about this matter. , She has been looking for death for a long time, if possible, please enlighten her, she is really hard to think about."

Xu Ruyi rolled her eyes at Mei Mei. If Mei Mei didn't want to restore her human body, how could Jing Yu pay attention to this matter?
But Jing Yu looked at Xu Ruyi in panic, but Xu Ruyi said indifferently: "You don't have to worry, those are all previous thoughts, and now they are much better."

"No..." Jing Yu was suddenly worried about a question, "Is it because I didn't do well enough that you feel that the world is not worth it?"

Xu Ruyi: "???"

What does this have to do with him? !

But seeing Jing Yu's flustered and even bewildered aggrieved face, Xu Ruyi really felt a little uncomfortable.

She really never thought that someone would care about her life or death.

In the previous life, so what if she died?No one cared about the value of her life at all, and no one felt sorry for her death.

But now, when someone heard that she had this plan, they were in a hurry.

Jing Yu even swore: "Give me some time first, you wait for me, I will find a way to become an official, and I will definitely give you a decent one!"

Xu Ruyi: "..."

So, in the next period of time, Jing Yu really went to find Queen Mother Jiang.

But to be honest, Xu Ruyi had approached Empress Dowager Jiang several times before, but Empress Dowager Jiang had never said anything about letting Jing Yu become an official, and she didn't mean that at all. Instead, she kept urging Xu Mingxiao's homework.

Xu Ruyi took a look at Xu Mingxiao's homework, but in the end she didn't know what to do. She felt a little heartbroken for Xu Mingxiao's situation.

The homework is all "Three Character Classics" and "Tao Te Ching".

It teaches how to honor elders and be moral.

Finally, a month later, Jing Yu just received his first errand, which was to go to Tongzhou near the capital to help host the rural examination.

By this time, it was already gradually entering autumn.

Jing Yu was still Xu Ruyi in late spring, after autumn, it will be winter, and after winter, it will be a full year.

This year is coming to an end soon, after this year, Xu Ruyi is going to die.

(End of this chapter)