The concubine is also very good today

Chapter 301 She Wants to Have an Abortion ([-])

That's a potion for abortion!

Is she crazy? !
But Xu Ruyi's expression was exceptionally calm at the moment, she bluntly said to Tong Lian: "Nurse Fang has already told me, and you don't need to keep it a secret."

Hearing this, Coal sighed and said, "I didn't mean to hide it from you, it's just this matter... I really don't know how to tell you..."

Xu Ruyi said flatly: "Is there anything I can't say? Am I like the kind of person who can't bear it?"

"But... you now..."

Coal glanced at the abortion pills on the table, and for a moment didn't know how to ask this matter.

It was Xu Ruyi who took the initiative and said: "Let's just treat it as an accident, this child... I don't want it."

"Why?!" Coal asked puzzled, "Don't you really want to have a baby with Jing Yu?"

Hearing this, Xu Ruyi suddenly felt an indescribable sadness in her heart.

She said slowly: "I do want to have a child with Mr. Xiao Lang, but it is based on an ordinary and stable life. The premise of my longing for the birth of this child is that I can predict his future life. Happy! Listen Song Wen, do you understand what I mean?"

Coal is silent, it can understand Xu Ruyi's thoughts, but it doesn't understand Xu Ruyi's actions.

Xu Ruyi then continued: "Everyone's birth is at the behest of their parents, and they cannot be chosen by themselves. But what is the meaning of coming to this world for a while? There are really parents who think about this for their unborn children." Is there a problem? Children born in prosperous times can live a lifetime of wealth and peace of mind, while children born in troubled times are homeless and starving. I hate the current Great Zhou Dynasty, I hate this point in time, I hate this hell on earth Since there is no place worth cherishing in this world, why should I let this child come to this world to suffer this crime? Has anyone asked him if he wants to be born?!"

Coal understands what Xu Ruyi means.

Xu Ruyi had questioned too many times in front of Immortal Yan Che——Heaven knew that her family would be ruined soon after she was born, so why did she let her come into this world?

So, she hated this hopeless world, so why did she put her child in the current misery?
He shouldn't have come, there's nothing worth missing here!
So, why not let him be reincarnated, even if reincarnated as a kitten and puppy in a wealthy businessman's home in the south of the Yangtze River, it is much better than being reincarnated here with her!
Thinking about it, Xu Ruyi picked up the medicine bowl.

Coal opened its mouth, wanting to stop it, but couldn't give any reason.

However, just as the soup was delivered to his mouth, Xu Ruyi's movements suddenly stopped.

She suddenly felt that her hand holding the soup was trembling!
Suddenly there was a voice in my mind: "Have you really thought about it? Are you really not going to tell Jing Yu?"

This question pokes directly at Xu Ruyi's spine.

She was a little scared, she didn't dare to face Jing Yu's expectant expression after knowing this.

He must be looking forward to the birth of this little life!

However, she was afraid...

She was afraid that the fate of this child would be the same as her own.

After all, they couldn't guarantee that they would survive the current chaos.

"Have you really made up your mind?"

She didn't know where the voice came from, but it seemed to be branded in her mind, and she was tortured over and over again.

Just when Xu Ruyi wanted to find out where the sound came from, a soft call suddenly came from his ear: "Mother!"

(End of this chapter)