The concubine is also very good today

Chapter 378 She is tired and wants to leave here
Her character is her biggest Achilles' heel?

This really made Chang Sheng right. Xu Ruyi often felt that there was something wrong with her. She was suspicious by nature, and sometimes even Jing Yu would be suspicious when she couldn't control it.

But after doubting, seeing Jing Yu's innocent face, she would feel very guilty again.

Moreover, she would worry in the middle of the night that she would hate him, push him away, or even hurt him one day because of her unstable mood.

Xu Ruyi then sighed: "You are right, I also feel that there is something wrong with me, so I just want to leave this place as soon as possible."

Changsheng replied: "This question, Xiaodao can't be the master of the princess. I can only go through my own calamity."

After saying these words, Changsheng was ready to go back.

He didn't come here on behalf of the Immortal Venerable to supervise whether Xu Ruyi was saving Da Zhou, and he couldn't even give any answer Xu Ruyi wanted.

Xu Ruyi had no choice but to watch Changsheng leave, and then returned to the room alone.

After feeding Xiao Jingyun for a month, Xu Ruyi finally couldn't stand it anymore. Although she liked to be with Xiao Jingyun during the day, she still wanted to sleep well at night.

After Xiao Jingyun was born, Xu Ruyi often felt weak and weak.

Mother Fang and Xiao Cao both said that it would be fine to find a wet nurse to feed her, and everything would be fine, so they carefully selected and found a wet nurse with enough milk for Xiao Jingyun.

At first, Xu Ruyi didn't feel anything unusual, but after a few days, Xu Ruyi found that Xiao Jingyun was very edible, and her appetite was larger than that of ordinary children, so she always had to be carried to be nursed by a wet nurse.

After a while, Xu Ruyi heard that the little girl born by the wet nurse herself was weak and ill due to lack of milk, and died within a few days.

When she heard about this, Xu Ruyi was very upset.

A very strong idea suddenly appeared in her heart, that is, she wanted to leave the capital, and she didn't want to stay any longer.

Coal knew that Xu Ruyi was very fragile after giving birth, so she coaxed beside her: "I know you feel uncomfortable, but if our task is not completed, there is no way to stop all this."

Xu Ruyi felt physically and mentally exhausted: "Have you ever thought about what we have done so far? Isn't Xu Yinghong still sitting on the dragon chair? Is he dead?!"

"I think that this matter may not be able to take anyone's ride, so we can only do it ourselves."

This remark hit the point again, Xu Ruyi really hoped more than once that someone would do justice for the heavens, so that she could give birth to a child, and someone in the court murdered the king and avenged her.

But the fact is——she watched those people fail to assassinate time and time again.

Let it go!If the world insists on forcing her to do it, she can find a way to assassinate him once, but one thing I have to say is that she is really tired, and she wants to leave here with all her heart, and then throw the throne to someone who is in her Seems like a pretty reliable person.

For example, Jing Xi.

After hearing Xu Ruyi's decision, Coal Gao shouted: "Give the throne to Jing Xi? Are you crazy? Does Jing Xi look like a person who can treat the common people well?"

Xu Ruyi replied: "Let's see, at least he has a brain, maybe he knows how to govern the government? Besides, he also knows how to change the system. I just want to solve the mess in front of me as soon as possible. I can't take it any longer."

(End of this chapter)