addicted to him

Tan Zheng hugged Song Ni and sat down on the carpet in front of the fireplace, while warming Song Ni's body with his body, he kept rubbing his hands.

"Is it stupid to sit on the ground and wait?"

Song Ni hasn't recovered yet, clutching Tan Zheng's clothes tightly with both hands, leaning against his arms.

I've been freezing for too long, and my lips are chapped.

Tan Zheng waited for Song Ni to get warmer before getting up to pour warm water for her.He handed it to Song Ni's mouth, and after moistening his mouth first, he slowly tilted the cup.

Song Ni was unable to speak.

"Are you feeling better?"

Tan Zheng just lifted the blanket and did not directly respond to Tan Zheng's words.Song Ni knew that he didn't want to talk, so he didn't continue to ask.

She moved her body to get closer to Tan Zheng, but suddenly frowned and took a breath.

"what happened?"

Tan Zheng immediately lowered his head to inquire, and at the same time lifted the blanket. After seeing the subconscious movements of Song Ni's hand, he immediately held her ankle.

Song Ni had a wound on the sole of his foot, he probably stepped on it accidentally when he entered the study.At that time, all her thoughts were on Tan Zheng, and she didn't pay attention. After sitting on the ground for a long time, she was numb from the cold, so she didn't know the injury on the sole of her foot.

Tan Zheng stared at the wound on the sole of Song Ni's foot for a long time, and did not speak during the whole process of taking the medicine kit to treat her.

Song Ni didn't like Tan Zheng's depressed and silent look.

Heart hurts.

"Small injury, no pain."

Tan Zheng put the medicine box aside, looked at Song Ni's pale face for a long time, sighed, and hugged Song Ni back into his arms.

He didn't know how to tell Song Ni, he didn't even know how to convince himself.

The guilt of the past five years seems like a joke.

Does he hate Jinjiang?

Not really.

That night, the two just cuddled up to each other, in front of the fireplace, on the carpet.

Song Ni caught a cold, maybe because he just came to London and his body was not used to it, he caught a cold after sitting in the corridor for so long last night.

When she woke up, she was already lying in the bedroom, the curtains were half drawn, and the outside light came in, but it was not dazzling.

Tan Zheng was not in the room.

Song Ni sat up, raised his hand and touched his forehead, he still had a low fever, his head hurt and his throat hurt.

There was a glass of water on the cabinet beside the bed, Song Ni took half of it and drank it, it was still lukewarm.

Song Ni got out of bed, opened the door, and when he reached the stairs, he heard Tan Zheng downstairs calling.Tan Zheng seems to be busy in the kitchen, and the phone's voice is playing outside.

It was Chang Li's voice.

"Yesterday, Xi Jinjiang came to look for me."

After Chang Li returned to China, he planned to open a clinic in China. It is still in the preparation stage. It is just after the new year, and Xi Jinjiang went to find Chang Li without hesitation. He must be very anxious.

Tan Zheng paused for a moment before asking.

"What are you looking for?"

Chang Li didn't know what to say, he let out a long sigh.He knew before that Xi Jinjiang had been hiding things, and he also knew that Xi Jinjiang's feelings for Tan Zheng were strange.

But after listening to Jinjiang's words, he just felt embarrassed.

Sorry for the talk.

"You should be prepared for this."

Chang Li's hesitation gave Tan Zheng a faint guess. He washed his hands and wiped them with a paper towel.

"Speak straight."

"Xi Jinjiang said that during the preparations for the competition, he deliberately went to you to give you food, so you were tested for doping."

Chang Li said these words so fast that if he didn't listen carefully, he wouldn't be able to hear clearly.

Song Ni stood at the stairs and covered her mouth.

She never imagined that what happened back then turned out to be like this.Couldn't it be that Jinjiang deliberately asked Tan Zheng to detect the doping, and then calculated that Tan Zheng would go to him.

In other words, any accident in the Jinjiang competition that year was entirely his own fault.

So, what is Tan Zheng's five years?In the past five years, Tan Zheng has been suffering from guilt and guilt, and even gave up his career because of it.

What the hell is this?
Song Ni's chest heaved up and down, and endless anger surged up in his heart, and even his body trembled slightly because of being too angry.

She bit her tiger's jaw to keep herself from making a sound, wondering what Tan Zheng's reaction would be.But he didn't expect Tan Zheng to just make a very cold sound.

"Ah."

Chang Li on the other end of the phone was about to explode.

"Woc, why are you so calm? Xi Jinjiang is completely a villain's behavior. He is jealous of your talent, jealous of your grades, jealous of your reputation, why do you call yourself a brother, would a brother do such a nasty thing?"

"I was so angry after hearing this, I said why he hates you so much, what happened back then had nothing to do with you, it turned out that he was jealous."

"Heh, I haven't found out after five years of asking, this kid hides really fucking deep."

Look, as a bystander, Chang Li is so angry.How sad would the protagonist Tan Zheng be?

But Tan Zheng is still indifferent.

"I see, is there anything else? If not, just hang up."

Chang Li didn't understand.

"Did you understand what I was saying? That's how you reacted?"

He couldn't understand.

But Song Ni finally understood.

I finally understood the reason for Tan Zheng's sudden emotion last night, and finally understood the hostility in his eyebrows last night.

Song Ni squatted down, a little unable to restrain his emotions.

Tan Zheng must be so sad.

The brother he valued, the elder brother he respected the most, did not expect to do such a thing.Song Ni knew that if Tan Zheng likes something, he will like it very much, and those who respect him will take it to heart.The more you value friendship, the more uncomfortable you will be when you feel betrayed.

Cheng Jing said that Tan Zheng often drinks late into the night when he is abroad.It is said that it is for work, but what kind of work requires staying up late every day?
Tan Zheng suffered for five years because of analyzing Jinjiang, because of this friendship.

Now tell him that you have suffered in vain, that person is not worth it.

Chang Li was belatedly aware.

"Did you already know?"

Tan Zheng didn't answer, just hung up the phone.

The porridge was ready, Tan Zheng packed a bowl and put it on a tray, ready to send it upstairs.

The sound of footsteps going up the stairs hit Song Ni's heart one after another, and she hurried back to the room before Tan Zheng could see her.

Tan Zheng looked at the person sitting on the bed, smiled slightly, put the tray aside, and reached out to touch Song Ni's forehead.

"How long have you been awake?"

Song Ni's eyes were a little red, her throat was tight, and she didn't know what to say.She shook her head and pointed to the glass of water on the cabinet.

Tan Zheng put water to her mouth.

"Sore throat?"

Song Ni drank the remaining half glass of water, took a break, and then threw herself into Tan Zheng's arms, hugging his waist.

"I'm uncomfortable."

Tan Zheng immediately reached out and patted her on the back lightly.

"There are still some low-grade fevers. I will take some medicine later and sleep well."

Song Ni blew his nose and rubbed against Tan Zheng's arms.