Scum dad proposes to mommy every day

Chapter 175
If the two of them talk, they will naturally have no scruples.

All Jiang Ning's introspection before now looks like a joke.

Ji Hanshi also felt the same way.

Although five years have passed and the world has gone through, the two of them have never felt so at ease like they are now.

For example, holding hands and stepping on the beach together.

Kyoto is an inland city, and there is no sea nearby, but there is a large lake near the western suburbs.

I don't know if the lake is formed naturally or artificially. There is a small artificial beach next to the lake. Usually, some children play and play here, because it is too late at this time, but there are no tourists and children. Just the two of them, walking there quietly.

"Ji Hanshi, let me ask you a question."

The man gave a low "hmm".

"You said."

"You once said that you don't like me. Even after five years, I asked you again with another identity, and you never admitted that you had feelings for me. Now, you already know my identity. I have never I was that person from the beginning to the end, why now you change your mind and want to be with me?"

The night wind blew her hair, and she fiddled with it carelessly.

The tone seemed unintentional, but in fact, he was still a little nervous.

If there was anything she didn't understand after all the truth had been revealed, it was this.

It's not that Jiang Ning insists on digging into a dead end.

After experiencing so many things, she has lost a lot and gained a lot. She is no longer the timid Jiang Ning who was worried about gains and losses.

Ji Hanshi is still with her, which shows his choice.

As for the reason?

unimportant.

Maybe she used to care about this a lot, but now, after going through so much, her greatest insight is to live in the moment and enjoy herself in time.

So, who cares what is he thinking?

But maybe it's because I can't hold back the words, maybe it's because I'm too boring now, the night breeze is blowing, the stars are bright and the moon is shining brightly, the surrounding is quiet, it's a good time to whisper.

The atmosphere has been enhanced here, if you don't ask such a question, it seems that you are sorry for the beauty of this beautiful day.

Ji Hanshi didn't rush to answer.

He was silent, lowering his head slightly, as if thinking about something.

After a while, he said, "If I tell the truth, will you be angry?"

Jiang Ning raised her eyebrows.

A pair of beautiful eyes, smiling at him.

"That depends on what the truth is. If you belittle me, I will be angry."

Now Jiang Ning can say whatever she has, and doesn't want to wrong herself anymore.

Ji Hanshi smiled.

Compared with the submissive her before, obviously, he likes her now better.

"Okay, then I'll say it."

"Well, tell me."

Ji Hanshi stopped, sighed, took her hand and looked at her.

"I admit that five years ago, I really didn't like you. Even until now, I don't feel that my feelings for you were true love, but I feel guilty for you. I know, marry me For two years, you have suffered a lot and suffered a lot of grievances, so I want to make up for you."

Having said that, Jiang Ning's complexion has changed.

make up?

So the reason why he is still with her and treats her so well is not because he likes her, but because he makes up for it?

Seeing the woman's expression changed, and she turned around and wanted to leave, Ji Han's eyebrows twitched.

Thinking of some sayings on the Internet, I secretly called it bad.

Sure enough, you can't tell the truth.

He said he was not angry, but in fact, his teeth were itching with hatred.

Ji Hanshi hurriedly stopped her.

Coaxed in a good voice: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't be angry, I didn't mean that."

Jiang Ning crossed her arms and sneered.

"Then what do you mean?"

Ji Hanshi choked.

After thinking about it, he patiently explained.

"Although I didn't like you before, I don't hate you. Ask yourself, besides being a little cold to you because I misunderstood you, I was actually pretty good in other aspects, right?"

When he asked this, he felt guilty.

Sure enough, Jiang Ning asked tentatively, "So, I have to thank you?"

Ji Hanshi shook his head hastily.

"No, of course you don't have to thank me, I want to thank you, thank you for letting me meet such a good you, and thank you for making me a better self."

"Ningning, I know that I have many problems and shortcomings. I am not a perfect person, but I am serious about your heart now. The past, let's let it go, okay? In the future, we will Love each other and be together, isn't it enough?"

Jiang Ning pursed her lips and looked at him.

The night breeze lifted her hair, making her face look a little cold.

She thought, why is she loving this man?

Why after so many years, being injured badly, but under his gentle offensive, his heart gradually softened, and he didn't want to care about anything, and continued to be with him?
He didn't love her before, so why should he love her now?

Jiang Ning admitted that she regretted it.

She regretted her previous thoughts, saying that she didn't care, she couldn't do it at all.

It wasn't until this moment that she deeply realized that she hadn't changed at all.

She is still the same as before, but because of some things she has experienced, she has become stronger psychologically and her character has become stronger.

But she...

Always been a strong character, wasn't he?

It's just because I love him so much that I behave submissively in front of him. The deeper I love, the more I am afraid of losing, and the more likely I am to worry about gain and loss, so I lose myself.

So, Ji Hanshi doesn't like her in the past, does it mean that he doesn't really like her now?

Now that the two of them have gone through so many things, maybe there is still a filter in his heart.

If one day, when this layer of filter disappears, will he still love himself as before?
Jiang Ning didn't know.

At the moment she just feels confused.

Ji Hanshi saw that she had stopped talking, and knew in his heart that he had said something wrong.

You shouldn't say those things frankly, and put yourself in another place. If it was him, he would definitely feel uncomfortable after hearing those words.

He pursed his lips.

After a while, he said: "Ningning, why don't you go somewhere with me?"

Jiang Ning frowned.

"Where?"

"You'll know when you go."

He said, took her hand and walked to the side road.

Jiang Ning had no choice but to keep up.

Their car was parked on the road, a black Range Rover, which looked like a huge monster in the dark night.

Jiang Ning inexplicably felt uncomfortable.

But considering that the two had just reconciled, she didn't want those emotions to easily influence their feelings, so she forcibly suppressed those discomforts.

Ji Hanshi asked her to get in the car first, and after helping her fasten her seat belt, he walked around to the other side and opened the car door.

After sitting up, start the car and drive forward.

(End of this chapter)