Yanmenchun

Chapter 236

Princess Tai'an carefully wrote the booklet, stamped her private seal, handed it to the eunuch and said: "Take it to the eunuch with the palm seal, and ask him to help Ai's family stamp the national seal."

The eunuch took it with both hands and withdrew.

Liao Xing helped her tidy up her pen and ink and said, "Miss Shentu is leaving, won't the empress send a letter to the Empress and Concubine Shu?"

Princess Tai'an nodded and said: "Naturally, I will take it. Continue to study ink."

She had just finished writing halfway here, when the little eunuch outside said: "Queen Mother, the little general Qin from the Qin family is asking to see you."

Qin Jun didn't have the right to ask to see Princess Tai'an, but now that the Empress Dowager is hanging down the curtain, the Qin family's tide is rising, General Qin often goes to the palace to meet the saint, Qin Jun can also come in with a token.

Princess Tai'an put down her pen and ink and said, "Show him in."

The last time the two met was still passing by on the palace road, who knows that just a few days has already brought about tremendous changes.

Princess Taian is now the Empress Dowager, and she is in the period of filial piety. Even though she is young, she can no longer dress up as brightly as before. She wears a shocking bun, simple hair accessories, a white flower on her hairpin, and an old-fashioned dark purple palace dress.

When Qin Jun came in, she was still leaning over the desk and writing the letter seriously.

Qin Jun stepped forward and said: "My minister pays homage to the Empress Dowager."

Princess Tai'an asked him to stand up and let Xing bring him a chair.

When he sat down, Princess Tai'an said: "Everyone else go down, Lexing stay."

The room was silent, Qin Jun watched her silent, now he could question Princess Tai'an and ask for an explanation, but he couldn't say a word.

Princess Tai'an avoided looking at Qin Jun, put down the pen in her hand, and looked at the channel she had written: "Young Master Qin, do you know?"

She still called him Mr. Qin.

Qin Juan still held a little anger in his heart, and said in a blunt tone, "What did your empress say?"

Only then did Princess Tai'an raise her eyes and look at him, "The whole story of how I lied to you, and the child's matter."

Having reached this point, there is no need to hide it.

Qin Juan turned his face away: "Yes, I know everything, the matter has come to this point, I only have one question to ask you."

Princess Tai'an knew what Qin Juan was going to ask her, so she stood up and walked out from the desk, Qin Juan's eyes fell on her still flat belly.

Princess Tai'an raised her sleeve to block it. She walked to the ice basin, as if coveting the coolness, and said to Qin Juan, "Mr. Qin, ask."

Qin Jun stared at her back and asked, "Jiang Yuanzhi, do you like me? Or did you hesitate because of me?"

In fact, Princess Tai'an had already figured out how to answer, she was not a person who liked to complain, she would tell Qin Jun that she hadn't, hadn't hesitated, that she liked it, but she, Jiang Yuanzhi, never regarded liking as such an important thing.

But now in front of Qin Juan, she hesitated, once she said those words, Qin Jun would never forgive her again, she was quiet for a moment and said: "I hesitated, and I like it, but... .”

The stiffness on Qin Juan's face had faded, and she heard her say again: "But I did deceive and use you, I will not excuse myself for being forced to do so, I only need to distinguish one thing, I have no other way, since I have already arrived here, Even if you go up to the mountain of swords and down to the sea of ​​fire, you have to live well."

Qin Jun looked at her back and said: "The ice basin is cold, you are pregnant, don't stand there."

Princess Tai'an froze, turned around and walked towards the desk.

Qin Juan got up and walked towards her, staring into her eyes and said, "Your Majesty, are you willing to come with me?"

Princess Tai'an didn't understand this sentence for a moment, but she immediately understood that Qin Jun was asking her if she would leave everything in the palace and follow him.

Before she answered, Qin Jun explained: "I'll take you to the border. No one knows you. When you come back in a few years, the noble ladies in the Eastern Capital City will only think that you are a woman who is somewhat similar to the Queen Mother. Our Children can also grow up around them.”

Qin Jun looked at her eagerly, but Princess Tai'an was not a young girl, and love was never the most important thing in her heart.

The distance between the two was only one step away, but Princess Tai'an's face was a little pale, and Qin Jun frowned slightly when she saw her like this.

Princess Tai'an was quiet for a moment and said, "I'm sorry, I can't go with you."

She still has the mission of being the princess of Dajin. She worked hard to reach her current position. Even if she simply left her behind, would the Qin family accept her?What about Da Jin and Shen Tuchan who sacrificed for her?
She had a lot of red makeup, overturned the private treasury of the Han family and Concubine Shu, and married to Dazhou with the offerings and expectations of the people of Dajin. Could it be that she disappeared in an instant like fireworks, telling Dazhou that Empress Dowager Jiang was ill? dead?She can't do that.

Besides, she is still young now, Qin Jun loves her, respects her, what will happen when she gets old?What if Qin Jun likes someone else one day?She is no longer Princess Tai'an. When the time comes, she will face her homeland that she can't go back to, and she will have no status here. How will she deal with herself then?

She was born noble, and it is absolutely impossible for her to get herself to that position.

Her answer obviously hurt Qin Juan, Qin Juan lowered his gaze, and sneered with some anger, "Are you reluctant to bear the position of Queen Mother?"

Princess Tai'an sighed and sat down at the desk and said: "I can't go with you, because I am the princess of Dajin, Qin Jun, you may not understand, I want to be my own master all my life, that's why I dare to do this Rebellious, I left with you, what will I do in the future? I will depend on you and stay in the deep boudoir for the rest of my life? Don't say I don't believe in you, but the concubine Bai Luoying believes in Yuwenji. Nothing in this world can be said for sure. Once I am no longer the queen mother, the Qin family may let me, the second-married girl, die at any time. By then, even if you force the queen mother and General Qin with a knife, I will already be dead. Besides, Da Jin and Shen Tuchan are doing this for me. Is this how I repay them? Just like you, as the Qin family, if I ask you to follow me back to Dajin, would you be willing?"

She almost sees blood in every word, but she always tells that it is not a man who is more expensive, and Qin Jun can't take her interests seriously just because she is a woman.

Qin Jun is too young, he has never liked other girls, and now that he likes one, he only wants to stay with the person he likes. He doesn't want to marry others, but even though Princess Tai'an has the blood of the Qin family, Taihuang The Queen Mother and General Qin will also let him marry a wife. At worst, Princess Tai'an's child will be brought back to the Qin family to recognize his ancestors, but this is equivalent to taking away Princess Tai'an's child, and she will not be able to recognize her child for the rest of her life.

Qin Jun no longer mentioned the matter of letting Princess Tai'an go with him, he knew that he could not persuade her, if she was so talkative and soft, she would not have survived the disputes in Da Zhou.

Qin Jun asked indifferently and calmly: "The Qin family needs a mistress, so it's okay for me to marry a wife, right? And what about our child? Do you want him to recognize Yu Wenji as his father, or let the Empress Dowager take care of him?" He took him back to the Qin family to be a child whose mother is unknown?"

(End of this chapter)