morbidly addicted

Chapter 167 He Was Scared Sometimes

She didn't answer, and her shoulder blades trembled slightly under his touch.

He picked her up in his arms, carried her to the bed, and took out the medicine kit to treat the wound on her knee.

After finishing both legs, he lowered his head and kissed her thin white leg next to the wound.

She trembled, but did not resist as violently as usual.

He slightly hooked his lips, then kissed softly, all the way up, his movements were fiery, but his tone was extremely cold.

"You want to leave me, how do you leave me? Even if you really leave me, can you forget everything between us, can you forget me?"

"Manman, I want to be the most special existence to you. If you can't love me, then hate me. It's much better than being a stranger to me."

The air became viscous little by little with his morbid paranoid muttering, she bit her lip and looked at the ceiling blankly, the next second, her eyes suddenly went dark.

He didn't know what he took and covered her eyes.

It was at that very moment that her world fell into long darkness, and when she was most helpless, she vaguely felt that she had returned to the moment when she was held hostage by those kidnappers.

From the ring finger came a bone-deep, heart-pounding pain!Cold sweat broke out on her body.

With slender fingers, she tightly gripped the bed sheet under her body, and tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes.

It's also hurt, Fu Jingxing, what's the difference between you and those kidnappers?

When a person's pride is broken, his dignity is severely trampled, and his personality is wantonly insulted, what is the difference between this and killing her with a knife?
In the middle of the night, he was so satisfied that he hugged her and fell into a deep sleep.

She pushed him away, took off the cloth strips covering her eyes, got out of the bed with bare feet, picked up a random piece of clothing, barely covered herself, and staggered out the door.

Out of the room, out of the villa, out of the beach.

The snow-white soles of her feet were covered with mud, she didn't care anymore, and stepped into the cold shallow water.

The sea water in the night was surprisingly cold, and there were still hard things in it pressing against the soles of her feet, maybe shells, maybe gravel, she really didn't care.

She walked slowly, with a trance-like expression, but with a touch of determination, she walked towards the deep sea step by step without hesitation.

The gentle sea water is extremely inclusive, but it aggravated the pain on her knee, and the wound hissed and hurt, as if it had been sprinkled with salt.

She bit her lip and endured, and still walked forward, the sea water spread to her calves, thighs, waist, and neck little by little.

"Li Jingman, come back to me!"

Behind him, a panicked roar was suddenly heard.

He is afraid?He even has times of fear.

She didn't feel that she had won, only infinite sadness in her heart.

She kept going, without stopping or looking back.

……

"Mommy mommy……"

Fu Baobao looked worriedly at the mother who kept crying in her sleep, and stretched out her soft little hands to push and push her, trying to wake her up.

Li Jingman really woke up, clutching his head with a splitting headache and opening his eyes, he was in a trance for a moment, before he had time to think about it, the back of his hand suddenly felt cold, tears fell down, but it was the little baby in front of him who was crying .

She was stunned for a moment, quickly sobered up, and hugged the little milk baby in her arms with concern and coaxed her up: "What's the matter, Qianqian? Why are you crying so sadly? Is there something wrong with mom?"

Fu Baobao looked at her with tears in his eyes and said, "Mom has been crying, and the baby is so uncomfortable looking at it. The baby wants to cry with mother."

Li Jingman touched his face blankly, his hands were cold.

It was only later that she realized that her face was wet and full of tears.

Why is she crying again? !

She knew that she must be having a nightmare, but she couldn't remember what she had dreamed about.

Every time I think about it, my heart is flooded with infinite sadness and panic.

The little baby hiccupped from crying, and wiped it with his small fist while crying.

The look of teardrops falling from the big black eyes makes people's hearts almost break.

Li Jingman was only stunned for two seconds, then quickly gave up recalling his dream last night, and turned on the coaxing mode.

After coaxing him for a long time, Li Jingman suddenly had an idea and sang to him, which was the same song that Little Milkman sang to her.

The little milk baby finally stopped crying, her eyes that had been washed by tears were shining brightly, and the tear stains were still hanging on her cheeks, but a joyful smile was already on her face again.

"Hi...I've heard Mommy sing, Hiccup...in Dad's phone...hiccup..."

If you don't cry, you don't cry, he is still hiccupping.

Little milk baby has heard her sing on Fu Jingxing's mobile phone?

Li Jingman was slightly taken aback when he heard the words, and thought that the little milk baby was too young to distinguish well, and when she heard the singing, she thought it was her singing, and she quickly forgot about this trivial matter.

She patted the little milk baby on the back to help him breathe, coaxed him softly for a while, and took him to wash up after he stopped hiccupping.

Patiently and meticulously wiped his little face with a handkerchief, washed his little paws, and finally brushed his little teeth.

Fu Baobao obediently let her toss, thinking happily, this is the feeling of having a mother.

Sure enough, the baby who is with the mother is the happy one, she is much gentler than the father...

After staying in the Public Security Bureau for half a night, he was finally released. After a short rest, it was dawn again, and Mr. Fu, who had to return to the annual meeting venue to start working, sneezed inexplicably.

Have a cold?

He touched his nose and asked He Chiyan to wash a box of cold spirit.

He didn't realize that he was about to be betrayed by the baby who had been brought up so hard. The tragic end.

It was rare for Li Xiumei not to go to school today, and stayed at home with her daughter and baby.

When Li Jingman woke up with the baby, she had already prepared a steaming breakfast, and she invited the two of them to come and eat.

After dinner, she proposed to take the baby to the playground to play.

The little milk boy clapped his hands and applauded. He didn't understand the playground, but he understood the word play.

Li Jingman was a little puzzled, and asked quietly while washing the dishes: "Mom, don't you have to go to school today?"

To a professor at the level of Li Xiumei.There will always be one or two doctoral students under her command, and even if she is not in class, she will spend a lot of time instructing her students, and she rarely spends a long time at home.

Li Xiumei said with emotion: "The work is endless. It's rare that you go home with Qianqian. Mom wants to spend more time with you..."

She lowered her head to wash the dishes, and her tone lowered as she spoke.

"Back when you insisted on getting married, and your mother said in a fit of anger that she had never given birth to your daughter, would you blame me?"

Li Jingman didn't expect that there was still such a trouble in her marriage, so she and Fu Jingxing were not blessed by their family at first?
A strange feeling flashed in her heart, she felt that she was not such a rebellious person, she would insist on marrying him knowing that her parents would not approve of her.

But the facts were in front of her, and she had nothing to deny.

"Mom, don't think too much about it. I believe that your starting point in doing things must be for my own good. How could you get angry with you..."

Li Xiumei lowered her head, wiped her eyes with her sleeve, and said in a low voice, "Mom is also afraid that you, a girl who just graduated from college and gets married without a high degree of education or work experience, will be looked down upon by others.

It’s okay if you marry someone who is similar to our family, even if you marry far away, your mother can still make decisions for you if you are bullied, but for a family like the Fu family, even if you are wronged there, the family can’t help you if they want to ..."

(End of this chapter)