morbidly addicted

Chapter 203

Fu Jingxing woke up in the middle of the morning light.

When he woke up, he was slightly taken aback because he was sleeping on the ground.

Then he frowned and recalled what happened after he was drunk for a long time.

Lu Zhuo's grandson, seeing that he wanted to leave early, even brought several acquaintances from aristocratic families to feed him.

In the end he was really drunk and went back to the hotel, Li Jingman...

Fu Jingxing's eyes were startled, and he immediately got up and searched around, and finally found that the person was still on the balcony.

She was only wearing a nightgown. Although it was fleece, it was only a simple layer, which obviously couldn't resist the cold wind outside.

The little fairy hid in the corner of the balcony, pitifully curled up into a ball, her brows and eyes were tightly closed, and her lips were pale.

Fu Jingxing knocked on the door: "Manman?"

The people inside didn't seem to hear and didn't respond to him.

Fu Jingxing came to his senses, quickly went to find the key in the drawer, and opened the balcony door.

As soon as the door was opened, a biting cold wind rushed in.

Cold and damp is the most terrifying feature of Jiangcheng in winter.

The biting cold wind was like a steel knife scraping bones, and Fu Jingxing felt a sharp pain on his face just after being blown.

Not to mention the little fairy who stayed up all night in such an environment.

Fu Jingxing became more and more worried, walked quickly to her side, and carried her back to the room.

His fingers still had the unique warmth of the room, but her body was as cold as ice, completely losing the body temperature that a normal person should have.

The movement of him picking her up was not light, but her eyes were still closed tightly, showing no sign of waking up.

Fu Jingxing noticed that there seemed to be tears on her face, and his heart shrank suddenly. He quickly carried her back to the bedroom, stared at her weak cheeks with distress, regretful.

He must have scared her yesterday.

The little fairy was especially afraid of him after drinking.

Even if he does nothing, she will show resistance and fear.

After he realized this, he always paid attention to it, usually after drinking, he would not provoke her again.

Yesterday...he really drank too much. Alcohol can magnify the desire in the heart, and he couldn't control himself.

Fu Jingxing blamed himself extremely.

Li Jingman had been on guard against Fu Jingxing in the first half of the night. During that time, she thought he was asleep and tried to leave the balcony, but he suddenly opened his eyes and looked at her lazily. His warm eyes were clear, and he frightened her abruptly. go back.

In the second half of the night, she didn't try to go back to her room anymore. She curled up in a ball because of the cold, and fell asleep in a daze. Her body was hot and cold, and she had continuous nightmares. She felt dizzy, and felt that she had returned to the deep sea of ​​the island.

Fu Jingxing fished her out, both of them were drenched, and when the sea breeze blew, their bodies were icy cold, but they were not as cold as when he looked at her.

"I'm still too good for you."

He said.

"Since you don't care about yourself, why should I care so much about your feelings?"

Then came a month of hell, when he stopped communicating with her and stopped trying to get any emotional feedback from her.

There were only two things left to focus on.

He wants her to live.

He wants her pregnant.

You can't live, you can't die.

There is no better way to describe her experience of that month.

The matter finally ended as he got his wish.

But her mental state has also suffered as a result.

She was no longer her, she had become a beautiful doll without a mind, without a soul, without any dignity.

He regretted it, and found many ways to let the hypnotist hypnotize her to forget everything in the following month.

She managed to return to normal, but her fear of him went deep into her bone marrow. No matter how hard he tried to please her later, she never returned to the way she was before she was not hurt.

The wound cut by the knife will heal, but even if there is no scar left, the feeling of pain has really existed.

……

In the hotel, Li Jingman, who was put under the quilt, finally reacted a bit, but he huddled into a ball even harder.

"Cold, so cold..."

She still had her eyes closed tightly, and her lips were extremely pale.

Fu Jingxing turned up the temperature of the indoor air conditioner, showing a shameful expression.

"Honey, I'm sorry."

Li Jingman was still cold, Fu Jingxing touched her forehead with his hand, it was hot.

He realized that something was wrong, and immediately got out of bed to find a thermometer to measure her temperature. During the process, he untied her nightgown, and suddenly encountered soft resistance on his hand.

He lowered his head in surprise, and she opened her eyes at some point, and she stared at him with tears in her eyes.

"Fu Jingxing, just be yourself."

He was silent for a moment, and silently took out the thermometer.

"Honey, I just want to take your temperature."

Li Jingman was only awake for a while, and after feeling that he was harmless, he closed his eyes with a pale complexion and fell into a coma.

The final body temperature measurement showed thirty-eight degrees seven, a high fever.

There was a medicine box in the room, and there were standing antipyretic medicine and antipyretic stickers in the box. Fu Jingxing used them all for her, but encountered obstacles when feeding the medicine.

She was so sleepy that he couldn't wake her up.

"Manman, wake up, drink the medicine before going back to sleep."

Instead of opening her eyes again, she began to cry silently after being touched by him.

The body that had been blown by the cold wind all night finally warmed up a little under the high temperature of the room, but it was surprisingly hot all of a sudden.

She shrank and wrapped herself in the quilt, muttering nonsense in her mouth.

The voice was very small, and he leaned closer, and after careful identification, he heard what she was saying.

She said, "Fu Jingxing, I'm in pain."

While weeping, he said, "Don't treat me like this, it hurts me."

The indoor temperature was as warm as midsummer, but Fu Jingxing was like falling into an ice cellar, staring blankly at the woman in front of him with dark eyes.

"Manman, wake up, you are having a nightmare."

He couldn't let her continue this nightmare, trying to wake her up time and time again.

When she shook her shoulders for the sixth time, the hard work finally paid off.

Li Jingman frowned and opened his eyes, his long eyelashes were wet and covered with tears.

Broken eyes, faint resentment fell on his face, and a brief flash of hatred slipped across his eyes.

She is not sane.

In a trance, I thought I was still in a dream.

"Fu Jingxing..."

He couldn't wait to bring the medicine to her.

She leaned limply in his arms, her body was extremely weak from the illness.

Fu Jingxing carefully fed her the medicine juice spoon by spoon, and took out the antipyretic medicine, and asked her to swallow it with a cold spirit.

Li Jingman obeyed everything very obediently, and after finishing the bowl of concoction, she hesitated to speak.

Fu Jingxing asked her, "Manman, what do you want to say?"

She was wrapped in the quilt, her tearful eyes clearly reflected his reflection, her lips moved a few times, and her voice was very low.

He leaned closer, only to hear her faint questioning in his ear.

"Fu Jingxing, you know you're hurting me, don't you? You just don't want to treat me any more, so you'd rather destroy me..."

Fu Jingxing put his hands on her lips to block what she was going to say next, and met her obviously delirious eyes with deep eyes.

He frowned, but his tone was extremely gentle.

"Manman, you are sick, you will get better soon, don't talk nonsense."

Li Jingman really didn't try to speak anymore, but his tearful eyes were still looking at him unwillingly, the grievance contained in it made one's heart palpitate.

　I write sweet articles, really I write sweet articles!
　　But the sweetness of each book is different, such as Fuguihua, it is pure maltose, so sweet~
　　For example, anti-addiction, it is tiramisu, one bite is bitter and the other is sweet~
　　
　　
　
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