morbidly addicted

Just thinking about how to continue speaking, the little fairy suddenly spoke out by herself.

"I just can't figure it out..."

Now that Fu Jingxing had guessed it, Li Jingman had nothing to hide.

For a long time, the emotions accumulated in her heart, like a torrent, could no longer be restrained.

"I don't understand why I will always be an insignificant role in her world."

Fu Jingxing, who was just about to comfort him, was startled when he heard the words, it seemed that this was not what he thought.

By accident, Li Jingman was drawn into a sad incident.

"She is obviously my mother, but why does she give up on me again and again?
She can give up on me for her students in the earthquake, because she wants a noble teacher's morality more than a healthy daughter...

She can also give up on me for her title, she hopes that she can get a title of professor more than a daughter who is recommended..."

These are all Li Jingman's dreams on the night when he learned of Li Tianhai's accident.

She remembered, and remembered the years of estrangement between her and Li Xiumei.

"She even gave up on me just because of her face, because she felt ashamed to repeat it, and I would be forced to give up my dream and apply for a major I didn't like..."

When she failed the college entrance examination, she wanted to repeat it. She liked literature and history more than music.

But she was cruelly rejected by Li Xiumei, because she felt that she would lose face by doing so.

It was precisely because of this that the most intense quarrel broke out between the mother and daughter.

In the end, Li Tianhai sided with Li Xiumei and forcibly helped Li Jingman fill in the college entrance examination application.

After four years of college, Li Xiumei did not give her a dime for living expenses in order to wait for Li Jingman to bow her head and admit her mistake.

Li Jingman is also tough-headed, because he refuses to admit defeat, he would rather spend all his spare time doing part-time jobs than begging his family for mercy.

A happy childhood can heal a lifetime.

Unhappy childhood needs a lifetime to heal.

Is Li Xiumei a qualified mother?

Li Jingman was unable to comment.

But when the earthquake came, Li Xiumei left her to protect the other two female students in the class and ran out in front of her. She was injured once.

When she got a recommended spot because of her excellent performance in high school, but Li Xiumei gave her recommended spot as a favor to the principal's child in order to be selected as a professor, she was hurt again.

When she failed the college entrance examination and wanted to retake the make-up exam for a year, but was stopped by Li Xiumei, she was completely injured.

But even so, she never stopped longing for maternal love.

Even if she lost her memory, the first thing she thought of was going home.

Now that her father is gone, she was supposed to take over from her father and take on the responsibility of taking care of her mother for the rest of her life, but Li Xiumei left Jiangcheng suddenly, saying that she was going to become a monk and practice some predestined relationship in the afterlife...

Li Jingman burst into tears.

What about her, is she that unimportant?

When my mother did those things, she never thought that once she left like this, she would completely become a person without father, mother, or family protection?
She was wronged by Fu Jingxing's side before, all she wanted was to go home.

Although her house is small and simple, and not as luxurious as the Fu's house, in her heart, that is her safe haven.

Now that her last support was gone, Li Xiumei left as soon as she said she wanted to, and refused to tell her where she had gone, so cruel and determined.

But never thought about Li Jingman, what will she do in the future?

When Fu Jingxing was listening, he was very silent.

Compared with his childhood misfortune, he is not much worse than the little fairy.

That's why when he saw her for the first time and noticed the look in her eyes that had no trust in the world at all, his heart beat so fast.

At that time, he was twenty-six years old, and he had already reached the height that many people have been pursuing in their entire lives, but he was not happy.

It wasn't until he met her that he realized that his unhappiness was due to loneliness.

The moment he saw her, he knew clearly that a girl with such eyes was of the same kind as him, they belonged to the same world, and they would eventually be together.

They have all been hurt by this world, so it is only natural that they should lean together to keep each other warm.

What Li Jingman talked about was her family affairs.

Li Xiumei was her mother, no matter how dissatisfied she was with Li Xiumei, Fu Jingxing could not comment on it.

After all, they are the mother and daughter. If he slipped his tongue and said something incorrect at this time, when she calms down and the mother and daughter reconcile later, he will not be able to argue.

It wasn't until he heard the last case she told that he finally found a chance to intervene, and stretched out his hand to help her wipe the tears off her face.

"Manman, it's a good thing for me that you changed your college entrance examination choice." He said somewhat selfishly, "If you hadn't gone to Taizhou, maybe we would never have met in this lifetime."

His voice was very gentle, originally he wanted to comfort the crying little fairy, but just as he finished speaking, she suddenly looked at him tearfully.

Then... she cried even more fiercely.

Fu Jingxing: "..."

He forgot that meeting her was a good thing for him.

But for little fairies...

What to do with this, sorry.

He shook off the thoughts in his head, and helplessly wiped away Li Jingman's tears again.

"Why didn't I realize that you love to cry so much?"

He looked at the water on his fingers and sighed.

"Crying so pitifully, it's like being bullied by me, but I obviously didn't do anything, it's really unfair."

Li Jingman immediately stopped crying, and stared at him dissatisfied.

What does he mean by that, she is so sad, does it mean that he still wants to bully her?
Fu Jingxing pinched her waist absently. The little fairy's waist became even thinner. Not only could he hold it with one hand, but now he even felt like he could cut it off directly.

Li Jingman stopped all tears immediately, and looked at him in disbelief, tears hanging on his wet eyelashes, pitiful and cute.

Fu Jingxing didn't notice her reaction, and he was thinking in his heart that the meat raised during the New Year's Day had been sick for a hundred days, and all of it fell to her again, so he had to find a way to raise it back for her.

With that in mind, he went to other places to measure the size. The more he touched it, the more he felt that his little fairy was so thin that he could feel the bones.

Li Jingman's whole body was extremely stiff, and he was so shocked that he even forgot his sadness: "...Fu Jingxing, don't you think it's a little too inappropriate for you to do such a thing at this time?"

Fu Jingxing was stunned when he heard the words, stopped his movements, glanced at Li Jingman blankly, and suddenly reacted, scratching the bridge of her nose funny.

"What are you thinking about? I'm panicked by the bones in your body. How can you be so thin?"

Li Jingman glared at him with red eyes, Fu Jingxing looked at her, suddenly got into his heart, curled his lips and sent her to his arms again, deliberately diverting her attention so that she would not think about those sad things again.

Looking into her tearful eyes, she said, "Honey, seeing you cry so pitifully, why don't I give you a favor?"

Li Jingman was puzzled, Fu Jingxing stuck to her ear, coaxing in a low voice.

"Screw to my husband obediently, not only will I not bully you today, but I will not bully you in the future as long as you don't want to. How about it, isn't it a good deal?"