morbidly addicted

When Fu Jingxing realized that she was wrong, she had silently withdrawn her hand from him, and subconsciously took two steps away from him.

Before that, he was very interested in introducing her to the street culture here, taking her to listen to the bells of the church, and telling her the story of this church.

Not only did she not find these things boring, but she was quite yearning for them. This was the first time she asked questions related to his past. She asked him where he studied and what he liked to do in this country before.

But before he could answer, the accident happened.

The good atmosphere was destroyed like this, of course Fu Jingxing refused, he subconsciously grabbed her hand, and pulled her back to his side with a strong attitude.

Immediately afterwards, he regretted it. Although Li Jingman didn't struggle, the relaxed and happy temperament just now disappeared from her body inch by inch. She no longer took the initiative to talk to him, even if he took the initiative to pass the words, she was no longer willing. received.

It was as if a barrier had been erected between the two of them, breaking all the warm illusions created just now, and she unilaterally excluded him from the world again.

Fu Jingxing recalled what happened just now, and soon found out the problem.

Fu Jingxing knew what was going on with her.

She once asked him, have you ever hit me.

He answered, no.

But he did hurt her.

Although not in the way of beating her.

But thinking about it, that kind of method is not acceptable to a well-behaved girl like her.

Just once, just once.

That time when she wanted to leave him on the island, she violated the bottom line of his tolerance.

She is too stubborn, no matter what he does, she refuses to compromise with him.

His reason was burned by anger, so he thought, why not crush her dignity, break her arrogance, and destroy her toughness.

Forced her to admit defeat to him, to yield to him, to surrender to him.

So he humiliated her with some punitive vileness.

But he also paid for what he did, and he almost lost her forever.

She would rather die in the sea than compromise with him.

That day, if it wasn't for him waking up late at night to find that she wasn't there.He may have collected her body and was driven mad by her.

He wasn't sure if her change of attitude at this moment was because she saw those two policemen arresting people with handcuffs just now, and remembered something unpleasant.

But he knows that some things, if they are not resolved and let it lie between the two of them in silence, it will always be a hidden danger.

"Are you tired, I'll take you home to rest?"

While making a decision in his heart, he stopped wasting time with her on the street.

"Family?"

Hotels are not called by this word, Li Jingman is a little strange.

"I was here until I was twenty, of course I have a family here."

Fu Jingxing walked towards the driveway with his arms around her, and took her directly into a bodyguard car on the side of the road.

"Go to Lisa Manor."

The foreign villas were selected and managed by Fu Jingxing's grandfather, and he spent the first half of his life here briefly and comfortably.

Until the grandfather passed away and all the illegitimate sons of the Fu family died, his father finally remembered that there was such a son as him and took him back to the country.

Fu Jingxing is obviously more familiar with and likes foreign manors than domestic ones.

Since he returned to China, the manor here has been uninhabited all year round. Except for the hourly workers who come to clean the house and mow the lawn once a week, there are usually no people at all.

He took Li Jingman to walk in, passing through layers of lavender flowers.

The lavender bouquet rubbed against Li Jingman's skirt, and the light incense wrapped around her bare ankles and spread to the tip of her nose little by little.

It gave her a brief relief from the tense nerves caused by the unpleasant memories.

Li Jingman's limbs were no longer as stiff as they were at the beginning, and the steps under his feet were also more relaxed.

Fu Jingxing was still impatient to drag her into the villa, but the bodyguard dutifully guarded the door and did not follow in.

He took her into the living room, and before Li Jingman could carefully observe the decoration and furnishings here, he kept walking her upstairs.

"Take you to see my study."

Li Jingman didn't understand what was so good about the study, but she couldn't break free from his restraint, so she could only follow helplessly.

Fu Jingxing quickly brought her into the study, pushed the door open, and a woody aloe came over his face.

The furniture here is made of well-selected wood, which has a precipitating, stable aroma, and has the effect of repelling insects and moisture.

As soon as I entered the door, what I saw was row after row of various awards on the bookcase and the wall.

Fu Jingxing didn't know who he was competing with when he was young, he loved to participate in various competitions, and every time he competed, he had to win prizes.

Once more times, there is a special bookshelf here for him to put those trophies that can't fit.

Li Jingman thought that he was deliberately showing off his past achievements, and just wanted to cooperate with him and go over to take a closer look at what awards those were.

Her waist was already lightened, and she was picked up by Fu Jingxing and placed on the desk in the study.

"what are you doing?"

The furniture was cleaned regularly by the cleaners, so the place was considered clean and dust-free, but Fu Jingxing's sudden action still made Li Jingman startled.

Fu Jingxing didn't answer, but took a deep look at her, it seemed that since he returned to this manor, the usual smiling expression on his face disappeared.

On the contrary, the temperament around her became much more relaxed, as if she had taken off a mask she had to wear.

"Manman, did you remember something bad?"

Li Jingman pursed his lips and looked at him helplessly, not knowing how to answer.

She didn't think of bad things, she just remembered bad things.

The policeman's handcuffs were just a trigger, bringing back a moment of pain that had been faded back into her memory.

Just like a needle buried under the flesh, as it grows, it gradually blends with the flesh of the person. Over time, people will treat it as if it does not exist.

But when it is touched occasionally, it still hurts, and if it is accidentally pierced, it is more profound than the prepared pain.

So she had a momentary stress reaction, and for a moment, she was indeed disgusted with him.

When Li Jingman didn't answer, Fu Jingxing understood, and he didn't insist on asking any more. He just fixed her on the table, and then slowly knelt down in front of her.

Li Jingman was still a little dazed at first, but when he made another move, she understood what he was going to do. She blushed and struggled to leave.

"Fu Jingxing, don't do this."

She tried hard to back away, but because of his control of her waist, there was no room for her to leave.

She wanted to push him away, but he was so strong that she couldn't do anything.

In the end, she turned her head helplessly, buried her five fingers in his hair, and unconsciously pulled at his broken hair. She couldn't tell whether she was pulling it out or pressing it down. She had no strength left.

Layers of broken water appeared in her eyes, and she stared blankly at the surrounding space. The sun shone through the blinds, casting a layer of golden light. .

Vaguely, she even saw a photo of him holding a trophy. At that time, he was still very immature, with exquisite features, contemptuous posture, and a sharp arrogance.

Now that once proud and invincible person actually knelt in front of her, trying his best to please her, and lowered his posture into the dust.

Unbearably snorted, Li Jingman bit his lips to death, and in the enjoyment of the contrast between the two extremes, the watery light of physiology faded from his eyes.

Until a white light appeared in her mind, which completely disrupted all her thoughts, she closed her eyes, lost all her strength, and slumped on the desk, panting gently with her lips parted slightly.

After a long time, the messy clothes were tidied up, and she fell into a warm embrace.

"Let's let the past go, don't blame me for those things, okay?"

She was blushing, her eyes were watery, what else could she do, she tried all her strength, but she just turned her head when she saw his intention to kiss her.

"Don't kiss me."

After a pause, she said angrily, "Don't kiss me for the last three days."

Fu Jingxing was a little helpless, but also a little funny, he buried his face in her shoulder and neck, and nibbled her collarbone.

"Don't blame me?"

Li Jingman pondered for a moment dissatisfied, and asked: "If a gangster burned all the lavender in your garden, and then found out with conscience, and started spraying perfume into the ruins, would you forgive him?"

Fu Jingxing was at a loss for words, and was silent for a while. He let her go, and he knelt down again. Li Jingman was really annoyed this time, and he was restrained after hitting him twice. Again please.

At the end of this time, she was completely speechless, her eyes were red and she didn't want to do anything but pant.

Fu Jingxing coaxed her: "Then in order to get forgiveness from the owner of the manor, the gangsters spray perfume every day, okay?"

"go away."

Resentful, she kicked him on the shoulder.

The strength was not great, and to Fu Jingxing, it seemed a bit coquettish. He stood up with his lips curled up, admiring the beauty of her pink complexion and sweat.

"The gangster is sincere, and he will not forgive himself without the forgiveness of the manor owner."

With a little smile, he stared at her and said slowly.

Li Jingman slowed down for a while, and chatted with him indifferently.

When she regained some strength, she began to cast her eyes in the direction of the study door, wanting to gather her strength and leave this fatal place.

Fu Jingxing took her actions into consideration and hugged her tightly in his arms ahead of time to prevent her from moving.

"Slow down? Shall we continue?"

Li Jingman struggled with both hands and feet, and when he was carried on the table again, he almost wanted to cry, but finally gave in.

"Stop doing this, Fu Jingxing."

She said with red eyes, "I forgive you, I forgive you."

She really didn't understand why she had anything to do with such a rascal.

She just married him, and she couldn't leave after she was still married.

Fu Jingxing finally waited until she let go, but there was a little regret in his eyes.

Li Jingman stared at him vigilantly, grinding his teeth.

"What's that expression on your face? Are you a pervert?"

Fu Jingxing couldn't help laughing: "Why is it abnormal."

He stroked her wet temples and helped her tidy up her messy hair: "Didn't I want to love you more?

Li Jingman stared at him in embarrassment, bit his lips tightly, and did not say a word.

Fu Jingxing knew that she couldn't bear to be teased, so he carried her off the table again.

Li Jingman's body was weak, and he stayed limply in his arms, his face was slightly annoyed, but his eyes were shimmering, his coldness was gone, as if he was drunk.

He was in a happy mood, and couldn't help but want to share his past life with her: "Shall I show you the room I lived in before?"

Li Jingman didn't know what to think of, his expression was slightly stiff, he looked at the sky hesitantly, and refused.

"It's still early, let's go outside." She whispered, "Didn't you say that there is a wishing pool behind that church, I want to make a wish."

Fu Jingxing didn't understand what this had to do with time at first, and when he took her to the wishing pool to exchange coins for her, he realized it later.

He glanced at her, and saw that she folded her hands reverently towards the fountain, and the appearance of closing her eyes and making a wish was [-]% like the expression of her wishing on the cake when the two first met.

He slightly hooked his lips, smiled completely, his brows and eyes were burning, and he fascinated several passing foreign girls on the spot.