morbidly addicted

He was fifty years old, and he used to be very afraid of this day, because he was six years older than his lover, and he was very afraid that she would dislike him for being old.

But now that this day has really come, he would rather that she dislike him, and that she would throw two harsh words at him impatiently.

He is not only six years older than her, he is much older than her, it is not an exaggeration to describe him as old, he is more than twenty years older than her.

Qianqian can finally take over his business, he thought, he can go to her, he has to go to her, because she was despised like that when she was six years older than her, wouldn't she be even more dishonest when she is more than twenty years older than her? Remarks?

He didn't want to wait any longer, he had to go to see her, but maybe the older the person, the less timid he was. He hadn't seen her for too many years, and when he thought of her appearance, he felt a little more homely and timid.

To strengthen his courage, he drank some wine, he thought helplessly, she doesn't like him being old, and he doesn't like drinking, now it's over, she's afraid she won't want him even more.

But it doesn't matter, this time he is looking for her to make amends, no matter what she does, he can fully accept it.

As long as I can see her, as long as I can see her.

……

On Fu Jingxing's fiftieth birthday, he passed away due to excessive alcohol intake while taking sleeping pills.

After his son Fu Qian cremated his father's body, he set foot on the territory of country M for the first time in his life with an urn.

There, he met two former friends of his father, and under their guidance, he came to a lush green space.

It is rumored that this used to be a private airport, which was abandoned due to an accident, and then a mysterious Chinese buyer bought the land, but it is still deserted without any treatment.

Fu Qian stepped onto the land expressionlessly, and according to his father's last wish, scattered his ashes in every corner.

In the Fu family's cemetery, two wedding rings were buried.

……

Taizhou, Fu's house, midsummer, scorching sun, sunny.

Fu Jingxing sat up from the room in horror and covered his chest. There was a severe throbbing pain there, as if a poisonous insect was gnawing at his heart.

He sat on the bed in a daze for a long time, and the dream flashed through his mind like a revolving lantern.

The sound of the piano downstairs was like flowing water, and a dreamlike "Dream Wedding" resounded in my ears.

Li Jingman, Li Jingman!
He finally realized that he had returned to the year when he was twenty-six years old and first met Li Jingman in the Fu family!
He didn't care about all the bizarre things, he just felt that the heavens would also take pity on him and give him a chance to start from scratch.

He ran out of the room like crazy, but frowned fiercely when he saw the woman in front of the piano.

No, not her, not his little fairy.

Just a back view is enough to make Fu Jingxing feel cold to the end.

"Brother, you, why are you at home?"

A panicked voice suddenly sounded, he turned around in a daze, and saw Fu Qianyu who was wiping her hair.

The woman downstairs also raised her head subconsciously when she heard the voice, a look of surprise flashed across her eyes after seeing him on a very beautiful face, and then she smiled shyly.

Sure enough, it wasn't his little fairy.

Fu Jingxing's heart sank violently, and he was overwhelmed by great panic.

"Why is it her? Where is Li Jingman?"

"What Lijingman? Who are you talking about?"

Fu Qianyu looked at her brother in confusion, with a very blank expression.

"Don't let anyone touch my things!"

Fu Jingxing finally realized the problem, gave her a cold look, quickly walked down the stairs, and slammed the door out.

He took out his mobile phone and called his subordinates.

"Help me find a person in National Taiwan University..."

It didn't take long for the other party's feedback to come back.

National Taiwan University did not have a female classmate named Li Jingman.

Fu Jingxing couldn't believe it, no, how could it be!
Unable to stop the panic in his heart, he called his assistant.

"Suspend all my recent work arrangements, I want to go to Jiangcheng!"

Thinking about the good, maybe she, like him, returned to the present with her memories, so she avoided her fate of failing the college entrance examination and stayed in Jiangcheng.

Fu Jingxing couldn't wait for a moment, and immediately called a private jet.

If he wanted to find her, even if he didn't do anything, as long as he saw her and said a word or two to her, that was enough for him!

It was so hard to wait for several hours.

As soon as he got out of the airport, he immediately snatched the car from the bodyguards and drove crazily all the way to Li Jingman's home in his memory.

Money can turn ghosts around, so he easily entered her community.

Then, he ran into someone downstairs.

It turned out to be Li Tianhai when he was young!
Fu Jingxing's heart, which had been tense all the time, suddenly relaxed. His eyes were full of enthusiasm, and he stared at Li Tianhai for a moment, then slowed down his pace.

Take it easy, take it easy.

Now that Li Tianhai has been found, his little fairy will definitely be here.

This is the first time to meet her family members, he can't be too reckless, and can't leave a bad impression on the other party.

He found a fire hydrant reflector, carefully arranged his attire and appearance, and curled his lips in front of the mirror.

It's been a long time since he made the gesture of laughing. He smiled very stiffly in front of the mirror, and it even looked a little weird.

It was so ugly, he pursed his upper lip again.

Taking a deep breath, he went through thousands of reasons in his mind, and finally decided to use the excuse that the bank had selected Li Jingman's family as lucky customers and invited them to try new wealth management products, and knocked on the door lightly.

After a while, the door opened, and a middle-aged woman wearing an apron came out with an unfamiliar face.

The nanny of Little Fairy's house?
Fu Jingxing pursed his lips, blinked his eyes that were too dry due to nervousness, and tried to ask in the most polite and gentle manner: "Excuse me, is this Mr. Li Tianhai's home?"

The woman looked at him strangely, then turned around and called out.

"Old Li, I'm looking for you."

After a while, Li Tianhai came out and looked at Fu Jingxing in surprise.

"Excuse me?"

Fu Jingxing realized something in an instant, and his face turned pale inch by inch.

"What is the relationship between the woman just now and you?"

As soon as he asked, a boy about seventeen or eighteen years old walked behind him, with a delicate and elegant face, a bit like Li Tianhai.

He brushed past Fu Jingxing, gave him a strange look, and then looked at Li Tianhai.

"Dad, are there any guests at home?"

That feeling of heart constriction came again!

Fu Jingxing felt as if someone had put a blade into his respiratory tract, and every breath was so painful.

"Sir, the lady just now is my wife, what's the matter with you knocking on the door?"

A look of doubt appeared on Li Tianhai's face, and he looked at Fu Jingxing with more vigilance.

"Your wife? What about Li Xiumei?"

Fu Jingxing expressed disbelief.

"That was your son just now? What about your daughter?"

"Do you know Li Xiumei?"

Li Tianhai frowned: "She is my colleague. I only have one child and no daughter. Sir, what's the matter with you?"

He looked in surprise, the man at the door who spoke and behaved strangely, his complexion was getting paler and grayer.

Unwilling to give up, Fu Jingxing went to find Li Xiumei again.

But Li Xiumei wasn't married this time!
Without Li Jingman, he could never find her again.

Fate didn't know how to cherish him, and gave him the cruelest punishment.

In the sky and on the earth, there is no more of his little fairies.

……

Country M, villas, loud music, carnival is still going on, licentious and comfortable.

The cell phone rang melodiously and pleasantly. Because no one answered it for a long time, it was forced to stop for a short time, and then rang again.