morbidly addicted

Chapter 89 How the hell did he lose her
During the week of convalescence, besides investigating Gu Yunfu, Fu Jingxing was also constantly thinking about the relationship between him and Li Jingman.

When people are unwell, they are more willing to think about some beautiful things, and use spiritual pleasure to make themselves ignore physical pain.

The only memory that can make him feel happy is Li Jingman.

They also had a very happy time in Lichenman's senior year.

Even if she really lied to him at the time, it must have been intentional. If possible, he would rather be lied to by her forever.

At that time, Li Jingman was about to graduate, and his schoolwork was not so heavy, so he had more free time.

During the winter vacation of her senior year, she refused his request to let her stay in Taizhou, and insisted on returning to Jiangcheng.

Although she is not in Taizhou, she will make a video call with him every day in accordance with his request.

It was during that holiday that she received an invitation to a New Year's reunion from her junior high school classmates, and then... she got closer and closer to Xia Luoshu.

Maybe Li Jingman didn't realize it, she made a video call with him, he talked about her with her, but she was talking about Charlotte with him.

The man's intuition told him that such a development trend was wrong.

The plane was suspended during the New Year, and he drove all the way to Jiangcheng in order to meet her.

When she called someone outside her house, he could feel her voice more like surprise than fright through the mobile phone.

This feeling became more apparent when she saw her in person.

The little fairy seemed to come out in a hurry, her hair was messed up, and when she saw him, she laughed before saying anything.

Qing Lingling had a pair of phoenix eyes, and his smiling face almost warmed his heart.

"How did you come?"

This was the first sentence she asked him.

"What are you doing standing outside the car? It's so cold."

This is her second sentence.

In order to stabilize his image and position in her heart, he only wore a thin windbreaker and stood outside the car in cold weather, with an extremely eye-catching and charming look.

But the little fairy didn't care at all, she only cared about him...whether he was cold or not.

In the bitter cold wind in Jiangcheng, the skin on his hands was stabbed red by the cold wind, and when he held her hand, his fingertips were even a little stiff.

But his heart is warm and hot.

After spending so much energy running from Taizhou to Jiangcheng, he certainly couldn't have kidnapped her into the car and kissed her just to see her.

At that time, she was sitting on his lap with a blushing face, her eyes were drooping and her ears were red, she was incredibly well-behaved.

After being let go by him, she didn't show any resistance. He held her face in his hands, looked into her shy eyes, and answered her in a good mood.

"I missed you, so I came to see you."

From beginning to end that day, the two got along very well.

After learning that he hadn't eaten all day because of the rush, Li Jingman took him to find a restaurant in Jiangcheng that didn't serve Sichuan cuisine and invited him to eat.

She had eaten at home, so she was not hungry, and when he was eating, she sat opposite him, staring at him with a slight smile on her pretty face.

Quiet and well-behaved, with a shy and sweet appearance, he once thought that he might as well just take her home.

But not long after his bad thoughts started, he bumped into her father.

When the two were walking hand in hand on the road, the little fairy suddenly stopped moving. He asked her what was wrong, and she said something a little embarrassed.

"The one opposite is...my dad."

He looked over, the handsome and elegant middle-aged man was staring at him and Li Jingman with a solemn expression.

That look... directly made him realize that that man didn't welcome him at all.

Although the little fairy at that time didn't realize that there was something wrong with his father's expression, he still subconsciously kept her father in mind.

He planned to marry her after she graduated, if her father made things difficult...

He won't give them a chance to embarrass him.

So he checked her father, and then, got the information.

It was also those materials that made Li Jingman return to him in the end.

But their relationship can never go back to the past.

He seems to have got her, but in fact, he has been losing her.

……

In fact, he really believed that she didn't lie to Fu Qianyu. At that time, she wanted to get along with him. When she looked at him, the brilliance in her eyes would not lie.

But now, the little fairy who used to feel distressed even seeing him blowing cold wind, now only cares about his funeral when he was stabbed with a knife.

Her liking for him has finally become the past, leaving him alone, guarding the hopeless memories, refusing to go out, refusing to let go.

When did he lose her?

After thinking day and night, he finally realized the critical turning point that changed Li Jingman's attitude towards him.

The original kidnapping accident.

He always thought that she hated him because of those kidnappers and wanted to leave his side.

But after experiencing the cruise, he suddenly recalled more details.

Li Jingman had fallen into a coma when he was rescued.

She woke up in the hospital and he was with her when she woke up, with the police.

Her eyes flicked to the policeman and fell on him, and the first words were addressed to him.

"Fu Jingxing, why did you come here..."

The feeble sentence made him unable to hear the grievance, but it made him wish he could commit suicide on the spot and apologize.

Why did he come, why was he late, why was he not by her side at such a moment.

She said the second sentence to the policeman. She looked at the policeman seriously, her eyes were firm, and she spoke every word clearly.

"The mastermind who hurt me is Gu Yunfu."

At that time, his first reaction was to be stunned.

Then, the police investigated Gu Yunfu, and he made an alibi for Gu Yunfu...in front of her.

Thinking about it now, the light in Li Jingman's eyes when he looked at him, maybe at that moment, it went out.

She doesn't trust him anymore, and she doesn't want to have any communication with him anymore.

Even if she married him as he wished, she would no longer have him in her eyes.

She wrote all her resistance and disgust towards him on her face.

No matter how humble he is, no matter how humble he is, she is stingy at giving him a corner of the eye.

The relationship between the two reached an impasse.

In the fifteen days of marriage, no matter what he did, she would always respond with indifference and indifference.

On the sixteenth day, he received an anonymous email.

There is not a word in the email, but there are pictures one after another.

The person in the photo is Li Jingman, Li Jingman when he was chatting with someone in the publishing house.

And... the Book of Charlotte.

The two were holding the book, and from the angle of the photo, Li Jingman was almost snuggled into Xia Luoshu's arms.

She was... laughing at Charlotte's book.

Although it was very light, it was a look he had never seen on her face after her accident.

In the next photo, Li Jingman is holding a book, and they are still wearing their wedding rings on the hand holding the book.

And Charlotte... was kissing her on the cheek.

After get off work that day, he didn't rush home to find her as he used to.

He went to the bar and drank a lot of alcohol.

A woman with winking eyes came over to strike up a conversation, and he frowned perfunctorily. When he realized that she was about to reach out to him, he pushed her away with a cold face.

"Go away, I have a wife."

　This chapter adds more gifts~~
　　
　
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