Xuanmen Xiaoguo Shi is divination again

Chapter 771 She suddenly hated her mother
Her mother has talked to this point, how can she continue to pretend not to understand?
Mu Shiyan, who had been completely destroyed by someone and all the thoughts in her heart, was suddenly filled with hatred and despair, and for a moment, this hatred was no longer aimed at the pair of sisters in the big house, let alone the king of Nan'an. With Nan'an Palace——

But to her mother.

The moment she figured everything out, she suddenly hated her mother very much.

Why... why did she treat her like this?

Why did she want to deprive her of her last hope, why didn't she even give her half an inch of room?
She felt that it was not only the King of Nan'an who regarded her as a plaything and chess piece, but also her and her own mother.

——She seems to have always regarded her as some kind of tool, some kind of tool that can achieve what she wants, something that can make her feel happy, and use it to get revenge on someone or something.

In her eyes, she is like an object.

Does she still love her?
Or... did she really have the kind of mother-daughter love for her?

She is spoiled by her, since she was a child, she has been spoiled by her.

But in parallel with this pampering are her various demands on her, as well as the various ideas she has instilled in her——

She said that her father was an unrighteous wimp, and said that in life, one must do whatever it takes to climb up.

It was clear that she kept her away from her father, but she turned around and told her that her father didn't like her, and it was all because of the mother and daughter who lived in Qiyun Pavilion.

She vaguely remembered that when she was very young, the maids and women in the mansion also liked her very much, just like they liked her sisters and Mu Shiyao.

She remembered that at that time, she could go in and out of Liuxia Garden at will, and she could move a small stool with the eldest sister and sit next to the uncle, listening to him talk about the wind and sand in the desert, the frost and snow in the northern part of the country, and the forest miasma and Guanshan in the southern border. month.

At one time, she also thought about going to the border to defend her family and country like the ancestors of the Mu family put on armor and went into battle.

In the past, she also buried such a chic dream about heroines that belonged to her alone in her heart.

In the past, she would turn red with excitement because of the great victory of Mu's army.

Once... the cousins ​​and the others would not look at her with such disgusting and wary eyes.

How did she become like this step by step?

Mu Shiyan staggered for no reason, she remembered, she remembered everything.

Because... her mother told her that she would never be able to get rid of the title of "Daughter of the Second Household of the Duke's Mansion" on her head in her entire life, and she was all to blame for her eldest aunt.

Because her mother told her that as long as the sisters in Dafang are still alive, she will not be able to get what she wants in this life.

Her mother didn't teach her how to love, she didn't know how to love others, she didn't even know how to love herself.

She only taught her how to hate, how to take, how to grab.

So she also only learned to complain, she only learned to be selfish, she only learned to climb up regardless of the cost, disregarding the etiquette and shame.

She also didn't know why she was climbing up.

This didn't seem to be what she was looking for.

At the beginning, all she asked for was a word of affirmation from her father and mother.

She just wanted someone to care about her.

So... does her mother really love her?Did she really love her?

Suddenly she couldn't tell the difference anymore.

Mu Shiyan raised her head and her eyes were red, and her eyes were filled with water and mist uncontrollably.

She tried desperately to see the beautiful and proud face of the woman in front of her through the hazy fog, but she only saw a strange and blurred mass.

The facial features and outlines cannot be distinguished.

"...Mother, my daughter understands." Mu Shiyan held the corner of the table and murmured softly. She tried her best to raise her head, trying to make all the water vapor that was about to gushe out of her eyes flow back.

What if she knew she was on the wrong path?So what if she regrets it today?
She has gone too far and too far on this road, and she has long since lost sight of the way back.

She could only force herself to walk this path to the end——

She has no way out.

*
Even though there were a thousand dissatisfaction and ten thousand reluctance in her heart, on the twenty-ninth day of the twelfth lunar month, Mu Shiyan still sat obediently on the bridal sedan chair to marry Nan'an Palace.

It's just that because the New Year's Eve is approaching, everyone is busy going home to celebrate the New Year, and the wedding ceremony was also held in a perfunctory manner. Except for the few people sent by the Duke's Mansion, there were not many guests left.

Mu Shiyan was naturally dissatisfied with this, but because of her own status and caring about Mo Shuyuan's face, she didn't dare to make any other noise, so she swallowed her anger.

Fortunately, she is the only serious master in the backyard of Nan'an Prince's Mansion. Although Mo Shuyuan usually has a few housemaids by his side, he has never had any concubines.

In addition, the rumors of the "infatuated species" in Beijing have not yet died down, and Mo Shuyuan also intends to indulge her in acting for everyone to see, so she simply found a reason and took the opportunity to send those associates out—so , she lived this day to her heart's content.

Mu Shiyan was married on the twenty-ninth day of the twelfth lunar month, and the day of Guining happened to be on the second day of the Lunar New Year.

On the second day of the first lunar month, she got up early in the morning, put on the most beautiful clothes in her closet, and put on the most beautiful clothes in her closet. When Emperor Jing was with the Empress Dowager, the set of gold hairpins that the emperor rewarded her made her whole person dressed up like jewels and riches.

She originally wanted to dress up and go back to her natal home in a splendid manner, but when Mo Shuyuan saw her clothes, he immediately frowned and said, "Why are you dressed so fancy."

"Today is the day of Guining." Mu Shiyan, who put on her hairpin and put down her eyebrow pencil, smiled sweetly, "Yan'er wants to dress up a bit more grandly, so that I can show some face to you, my lord, when I return to the Duke's mansion."

"You're going to embarrass me by wearing such an exaggerated dress." Mo Shuyuan twitched his eyelids slightly, and immediately let out a sneer, "You are Gui Ning, and you are not going to participate in some terrific ceremony."

"It's fine if you wear a more ordinary and formal uniform. Is it worth turning out all the dresses of the prince and concubine?"

"You even put on the set of hairpins that your father and grandmother rewarded you..." Mo Shuyuan frowned in pain.

"It was left by the late Empress Dowager. Father and the others rewarded you with this thing. It is for you to learn from the virtuous and generous character of her great-grandmother, and it is not for you to wear it to flaunt around. !"

"Hurry up and replace that hairpin—this lord looks at the dark red makeup dress in your closet, it looks good, the color is both festive and dignified, and it's very good to take advantage of your current status..."

"In addition to that ivory-coloured jacket with a gold ring and a stand-up collar, and the set of hats sent to you by the mother concubine, that's enough." Mo Shuyuan said while wrinkling his face, "Also, the makeup on your face is too thick, please wipe it off by yourself."

"Come on, it's almost like this. Hurry up and change your clothes quickly. Ben Wang will wait for you in the car first."

(End of this chapter)