Go crazy!The whole network knows that the top movie stars have a crush on me

Chapter 142

"No, I didn't intend to lure you home from the beginning." Shen Jingyan hugged Jiang Yan tighter as he spoke, resting his chin on Jiang Yan's shoulder.

"At the beginning, I didn't even realize that I fell in love with you, I just habitually kept looking for you in school.

I was a third-year student at that time, and my studies were very heavy, but even in the days when I was so busy that I didn't have much time to sleep, I would still wander around the playground for 15 minutes every day, just looking forward to seeing you.

Sometimes I can see it, sometimes I can’t see it. At that time, I was thinking, why didn’t I go to junior high school, so that I can go to junior high school with you, maybe in the same class.

These days lasted for a while, I suddenly didn't see you at school for a long time, at that time you should have gone to shoot your first movie.

But at that time, I didn't know, I didn't see you for several days, and I wanted to find you, but I really wanted to, but I found out that I didn't even know your name?In which class do not know.

At that moment, I regretted so much, why didn't I go up to ask you when I saw you before.

When you go back to school again, the moment I see you on the playground again, I understand that I like that little girl who is in junior high school.

But even if you know, what can you do?
You are still so young, and I have just grown up, so I still didn't go up to say hello to you, but I checked your name privately?In which class?Thinking that next time I can't find anyone again.

After the college entrance examination, I went to university, first studied in China for two years, and studied abroad for two years. During the two years in China, because Kyoto University is here, I can have time to go back to school every week to see you secretly. Those photos you see were taken in those two years.

Later, after I went to study abroad, I couldn’t come back every week, but I also came back once a month. In fact, at that time, your work had already been online, and I could see your news on the Internet, but I always felt that I hadn’t seen it Really, my heart is empty.

After I finished studying abroad and returned to China, you happened to have graduated from high school. I managed to watch you until you became an adult, so I wrote you a love letter to confess my love, but you rejected it. "

Jiang Yan raised her head in doubt when she heard this, "You wrote me a love letter? But I didn't receive it!"

Shen Jingyan coughed lightly, "Cough... Well, I felt at that time that with you, we only met once a few years ago, if I confessed to you rashly, you would definitely refuse.

So I first wrote a letter and sent it to you, which stated that I was your senior and wanted to get to know you and make friends, but there was no reply to this letter.

Later, I wrote another letter, explaining my identity to you, showing that I have liked you for many years, and wanted to ask if you would like to associate with me.

As a result, I received your reply letter, saying thank you for your love. "

Jiang Yan laughed out loud when she heard the words, "Shen Jingyan, why were you so dumb at that time?

Not to mention that these two letters did not reach me from the beginning to the end. At that time, I received many letters from fans every day, and it was impossible to read every letter.

Usually, the staff will read a few letters for me, briefly explain the content of the letter to me, and then I will reply.

You probably didn’t see the first letter that you didn’t hear back from. As for the second letter, the assistant who read it must have been regarded as a fan’s confession to the idol, so I replied to thank you for your love.

However, even if the letter came to me at that time, the result was the same. At that time, I had no idea of ​​falling in love. "

Shen Jingyan kissed Jiang Yan lightly, "I know, so we are together now because we met the right person at the right time."

Jiang Yan smiled, "What happened next?"

Shen Jingyan lowered his eyes and smiled, "Later...

After being rejected by you, I didn't know the habits in the circle at that time, so I really thought that the letter was answered by you.

But I am a bit stubborn, and the people I identify will not want to give up.

I had just returned to China at that time, and I hadn’t entered the company yet. I had more time. I felt a little uncomfortable when I was rejected by you, so I drove to the mountains. I liked singing and writing songs when I was in school. To give up is to write the song "Follow You" in this state of mind.

I hummed casually on the mountain that day, and then I was heard by the music producer Qi Shan who was also on the mountain. He invited me into the circle and introduced me to Jiage.

I thought I could get closer to you by entering the circle, so I entered.

After entering the industry for two years, I found it difficult to be a singer and want to get in touch with you, so I developed into the entertainment industry, and I met you at many events, but I know you don’t like me, so I Never stepped forward to bother.

Just quietly watching you from the side, until that day...

When you were brought to the hotel that day, I did rest in the presidential suite of the hotel, and because I have greeted all the hotels under my name before, if you stay in the hotel under my name, you must entertain me well.

As soon as you were taken to the hotel, the lobby manager realized that you were wrong, and immediately called me. I asked the monitoring room to see which floor you went to, and then appeared to stop you. "

Shen Jingyan stopped at this point, Jiang Yan leaned in his arms, and said after a long time: "So you have the idea of ​​tricking me home."

Shen Jingyan whispered in his heart, no, if I hadn't experienced the heart-wrenching pain of losing you in the previous life, I would still respect you and would not think of bringing you home according to my own will.

"No, at that time I knew that you didn't have sex with me because you loved me, so I didn't think about forcing you to be with me.

It’s just that after the incident on the Internet, the two of us pretended to be boyfriend and girlfriend, and I found that you didn’t seem to reject me, so I wanted to try my best to see if I could have a real show with you. "

Jiang Yan raised her head to look at Shen Jingyan, reached out and gently stroked Shen Jingyan's face, "Shen Jingyan, thank you! Thank you for loving me for so many years! Thank you for coming to me and not being scared away by me."

It is easy to stick to one thing for one or two days, one or two months, or even one or two years, but it is not easy to stick to one thing for ten years.

What's more, at that time, I didn't give Shen Jingyan a little response, and even rejected him once without knowing it. Under such circumstances, Shen Jingyan could still love her unremittingly, and didn't take a step back. Jiang Yan felt that she really loved her. Fortunately, in the days to come, she should never feel uneasy again in this relationship.

Jiang Yan closed her eyes and kissed Shen Jingyan lightly. This kiss didn't contain any lust/desire, only full of love. She couldn't come back for the ten years she had been absent, but in the future she would chase after her even more, never Let Shen Jingyan lose even more.

　Shen Jingyan's love is never possessive. In his last life, his love was silently waiting. In this life, his love is protection, and he will do everything to protect Jiang Yan and give Jiang Yan all the love he can give.Fortunately, he got a response in this life, and Jiang Yan is also working hard to move forward bravely for love.

　　Good night, cuties.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)