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Chapter 136 Talking Hearts
"aunt."

"You came!"

Huo Jing suddenly appeared in Fengyi Palace. It turned out that the queen saw that Lu Weimang was in a low mood, worried that what happened today would affect her too much, and her temperament would be bad if she left her, so she sent people to call Huo Jing to come. .

"You young couple go out for a walk and relax."

The originally grand ceremony of Jiji ended hastily. According to the science popularization given to Lu Weimang by the empress, this ceremony of Jiji would be a lively day. Unexpectedly, Shen Shi returned.

Just now, the Queen's maid had briefly told Huo Jing what happened in Anguo Gong's mansion today, so at this time, Huo Jing also had some understanding of the reason for Lu Weimang's low mood.

"Do you feel cold?"

The two were walking side by side in the corridor in the palace when Huo Jing suddenly spoke.

"Well...not cold."

When Lu Weimang has something on his mind, his perception of the outside world will be weaker.

"Come on, follow me up for a walk."

Lu Weimang looked at the hand stretched out in front of him, put his own on it, and followed him forward.

The two came to the city tower again. The early winter weather lost its power under the barrier of the big fur cloak. Huo Jing put the cloak he brought on Lu Weimang's body, and took her to look at the capital city where they lived again.

"When I was young, I was just like you. I only judged right and wrong when doing things. When I saw the right thing, I plunged in. Even if my head was broken, I would not give up."

Lu Weimang looked at Huo Jing, "And then?"

"Then it was really bloody. At that time, my father was still there, and one thing was unsatisfactory. After I felt wronged, I was very wronged and very angry. I didn't talk to my father for three months. I felt that He's not a man, but a worldly old cunning."

"and then?"

"No, then, I never understood it, and it always exploded like a powder keg."

Lu Weimang looked at Huo Jing who described himself in this way, his eyes were full of disbelief.

"Until the news of my father's death came, I sneaked out to join the army. At that time, I suddenly understood that everyone had their own positions."

Lu Weimang was at a loss, "I know that everyone has their own standpoint, but to me, right and wrong trump everything. I myself will not hurt others because of my own desires, and I will not let my family members do harm because of their standpoints." Hurt others, even if it is unintentional. I have a clear conscience, so I will confidently ask others to treat me in the same way."

As Lu Weimang said, his body seemed to regain some strength, and he was no longer in a daze as before.

Huo Jing saw that Lu Weimang regained his spirit, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "You are right, as it should be."

"Then today's Anguo Duke's Mansion, Empress Empress..."

"You can see the whole picture at a glance. Long before His Majesty ascended the throne, in the land of Longxing, the character of Duke An was well known to everyone, but the behavior of the Duke of Ango today shows that they have changed, and they are no longer as upright as they were back then. And do An Guogong and others know about it? You have to know that there is a way to deal with a gentleman, and there is a way to deal with a villain. When there is a need for immediate results, there is also a need to see people's hearts over time. Make a hasty decision."

Lu Weimang breathed a sigh of relief, "I thought..."

"Why? Do you think your empress is not what you imagined? I feel like I have to re-evaluate my behavior?"

Lu Weimang nodded, "I hesitated for a while, because the empress is someone I respect. I misunderstood what the empress thought, and I would subconsciously start from her approach and question whether my approach was correct."

"Don't doubt yourself casually. It's impossible to solve everything smoothly at once. But the days are still long, right? Don't put too much pressure on yourself."

Lu Weimang nodded, "Well, maybe you're right."

Looking at the huge capital city, Lu Weimang suddenly felt as if he had passed away.

"When I woke up at home, my mother remarried with my elder sister. I was the only one with two younger brothers who looked like radish heads. There were no elders to teach me how to behave, so I came out of the village with my two younger brothers. , struggling to survive. You know, the children in the village are as long as they are alive. How can they teach them the principles? How to behave? When I come out, I have to observe everything with my eyes and sum it up with my heart. During the period, some people would talk about my actions, how inconsiderate and shouldn't be, but I didn't listen, because as you said, I don't like things that are too worldly. I would rather grow up recklessly than violate Bow down to your own will."

Lu Weimang said quietly, she was talking about the process of adapting to the hierarchical society from her past life where everyone was equal to this life.

Huo Jing listened quietly, what he was thinking of was a little girl who didn't understand anything, who was like a blank sheet of paper, with two younger brothers, who would rather bend than bend, struggling to survive.

Although it sounds different, it has the same effect, because there is really not much difference.

Because of the difference between the hierarchical society and the previous life, Lu Weimang is really adapting to this society like a blank sheet of paper.

For example, today, if Lu Weimang had no official status, she would not have given herself and Huo Jing a chance to show up. When she raised an objection, it would be common for her to be beaten to death immediately.

And birth.In this society, low birth is the original sin. Many little girls look down on Lu Weimang, discuss and find faults. In the final analysis, it is because she was born in the countryside and does not have the knowledge and experience to match these noble ladies.

At this time, Lu Weimang is glad that she brought her two younger brothers to earn money by working hard with both hands in Feng County, instead of selling herself as a slave. Otherwise, this would be a stain that she would never be able to wash away in her life. With great ability, His Majesty will not make an exception and be sent to the Imperial College, let alone be an official in the court.Maybe her whole life will be restricted for life because of a momentary weakness when she was a child, no matter whether it is her future or the person she marries.

It is impossible for Lu Weimang to challenge the rules of this era by himself, so he must understand the rules of this era, and make himself more adaptable to the rules of this era without touching the bottom line and principles.

For a long time, Lu Weimang felt that she adapted well. Her persistence and principles have won the support of people she considers important, such as Cheng Yang Changfeng, her father, Huo Jing, and even His Majesty and Empress.

They are all tolerant of themselves intentionally or unintentionally, and Lu Weimang clearly knows this.

She knows that she still has many shortcomings, especially in the inner house.This is an area she has always avoided.

Thanks to her father, she didn't need to bother with the so-called intercourse, but as she was about to get married in time, this problem became more and more unavoidable.

Today, Lu Weimang really had the same thoughts as the Empress Dowager, and went there with the attitude of learning, but the result was terrible.

In the inner house, it seems that there is a set of rules and standards of its own, and Lu Weimang is out of tune with it.

When she was there, she was excluded, despised, secretly envied, and secretly watched.Whenever she made a slight mistake, it would be magnified infinitely.

It can be said that staying in the inner house is more difficult than her journey to Qionglai.This made her feel very anxious, because this was a problem she couldn't avoid after she got married.

"I don't seem to be able to play the role of a housewife well. This requires talent, but I don't have this talent."

Lu Weimang said.

"It's too difficult. It's too difficult. Huo Jing, I may not be mentally prepared to be your wife. We are married. After that, I might mess up your inner house. Maybe your old relatives will turn from relatives to enemies because of my poor handling of the relationship."

Lu Weimang said very distressed.

Huo Jing beside him turned his gaze, but Lu Weimang didn't dare to look.

"Do you want to go back on your word?"

Huo Jing's cold voice came over, colder than the early winter wind.

Lu Weimang shook his head, "I will not go back on what I promised. However, I need to warn you in advance that if you marry me, the consequences may be messed up. I am not as smart as you think."

Lu Weimang turned around and looked at Huo Jing beside him.

"From my previous life to this life, I have always had a thought, that is, if anyone marries me, it will be really bad luck for eight lifetimes."

Huo Jing was amused by Lu Weimang's serious tone.

Lu Weimang's expression became more serious, "Don't laugh, I'm serious, I think so, it's not a day or two."

Huo Jing grabbed the hands of the person in front of him and put them in his hands. It was warm and warm, which showed that Lu Weimang was really not cold at this time. Then, he looked at Lu Weimang and said, "No one said that after marriage Both men and women should be male and female. You don’t know how to make friends in the house, so don’t go. Anyway, I don’t have parents, brothers and sisters, and you don’t have parents-in-law. Brothers and sisters-in-law have to deal with them. Except for these innate kinship, other It doesn't matter, you can do whatever you want. In this way, are we a natural couple?"

Huo Jing's sudden humor made Lu Weimang's expression so serious that he was about to cry was amused.Lu Weimang smiled wryly, "Why are you doing this? I'm serious."

Huo Jing also nodded along with Lu Weimang, "I'm also serious. Maybe I have parents, brothers and sisters alive, and because of the bondage of blood and family, I can't handle the relationship between you well, and you may be wronged. But, It just so happens that I don't. So, you and I are the happiest and most suitable couple, right?"

Lu Weimang nodded helplessly, "Don't always say that you don't have parents and brothers, it makes people feel uncomfortable hearing it."

Huo Jing sighed, and hugged Lu Weimang into his arms, "From now on, I only have you as a real family member, but you want to back down. What can I do? I can't beat or scold, I can only make you feel sorry for me, Miss me."

Huo Jing's words seemed light and far away, making Lu Weimang unable to tell whether it was sincerity or comfort.However, she knew that Huo Jing was not a casual talker.

In an instant, Lu Weimang felt even more sad.

"I didn't want to back down. You know me. You're determined. After the marriage is given, there will be no one else."

Lu Weimang pressed her forehead against the chest of the person in front of her, speaking the truth that she had never dared to think of before.

In the previous life, would people laugh at such words?Because in that era, the bustling and charming eyes did not worship sincerity and sincerity.

But now, on the contrary, this is an era of slow travel.

"I know. But no matter how confused you are in the future, you are not allowed to take this as a premise and think of other possibilities, understand?"

"Also, we all really live in the present, in this life. In the future, don't talk about the previous life, okay? Your previous life exists in your imagination, and I can't participate. It will make me feel trapped Alienation."

Lu Weimang listened, sighed, raised his hands, put his arms around the person in front of him, and felt the real entity, "Yes. I will try my best."

(End of this chapter)