Rough Guy in the 80s: Lovely Wife Wakes Up Every Night

Chapter 705 Misfortune and the future

In fact, it's not that Lu Yumeng hasn't thought about everything that happened in the past five years:
Shen Luojun must have been unable to show up because of something that got him stuck in Ajis.

It's not that she doesn't believe in Shen Luojun's behavior.

only……

At that time, her parents both passed away, and she also lost her child. For her, the blow was too great.

But at that time, when he was needed most, he didn't appear by his side.

Lu Yumeng really couldn't accept it.

He even had thoughts of suicide.

People, once emotions fall into a cage, there is no way to break free.

I'm not the person involved, so I can't understand that feeling at all.

It was as if the world had turned gray all of a sudden, and all the things she cherished and cherished were lost.

The devastating feeling made her unable to sleep or eat all night long. When she closed her eyes, she would think of all the painful things, and she could only rely on alcohol to numb herself.

How she wished someone could rescue her from such a cage.

Then the summer solstice appeared.

He told her that her parents were murdered.

The desire for revenge finally supported her to survive.

Everyone was not from the perspective of God at that time, and could not understand everything.

But as time passed, Lu Yumeng gradually calmed down, her pain began to heal, and she was able to think again.

She knew that something must have happened to Shen Luojun at that time.

However, she didn't dare to go to him to find out the truth, because once she knew the truth, it showed that she didn't trust Shen Luojun as much as she imagined.

She will start to blame herself.

Will regret, will be afraid.

Then the pain.

Therefore, she simply acted like a coward and avoided seeing him, just like in the previous life, the two had never met.

Because it's doomed not to be together, isn't it?

Then simply make mistakes and make mistakes, so forget it.

but……

The day is still here.

"I'm sorry for you, I clearly know that you are not that kind of person, but at that time I really couldn't help it... Woooo..."

Lu Yumeng covered her face and cried bitterly.

Memories are really cruel.

"I really hoped that you were by my side, I was so desperate, but I waited for you for a long time..."

"Shen Luojun, our child is gone..."

"I'm really sad, so sad, obviously I'm looking forward to his birth so much."

"I'm sorry, I really couldn't hold on anymore, so I ran away and left."

"... woo woo..."

The emotions that had been suppressed for five years poured out in an instant.

Lu Yumeng didn't know what she was talking about, nor how long she had been crying.

All she knew was that Shen Luojun had been hugging her tightly and comforting her.

"It's not your fault, Mengmeng, it's not your fault..."

"Sorry for reminding you of that again."

"It's all my fault. If I had been more careful and worked harder at that time, I would have been able to protect you."

…………

In fact, neither of them was wrong.

What was wrong was that unlucky timing.

All the bad things come together enough to overwhelm a person.

But a person's life is meant to suffer.

As far as the Buddha is concerned, people are born with suffering.

Bad luck will always appear around you in unimaginable forms.

People can't struggle, can't breathe, can't continue to live.

Fortunately, however, they were all strong enough to hold on.

There will be a day when we meet.

Therefore, there will be a future.

　It is very emotional, everyone has a time when they can't hold on.

　　But I hope that everyone can continue to hold on and have a look.

　　To be honest, when I opened this book, I really experienced the biggest trough in my life. I don’t want to recall, and I can’t help but feel my heart throbbing when I recall.

　　There were also bad thoughts.

　　Fortunately, everything is over.

　　Otherwise, I would not have met you lovely readers. I have read every vote and every message of yours.

　　Thank you very much for making me feel that the world is still very beautiful!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)