only soft on you

Chapter 141 You Obviously Care About Me
Chen Yan frowned, as if a little indifferent and resistant, but he didn't push her away, and just let Zhou Tang kiss him wantonly.

Zhou Tang's movements were extremely gentle, with careful tenderness and cherishment, as if Chen Yan was the only one in her heart, and seemed to hide all her love and joy in this kiss.

It wasn't until a long while before Zhou Tang left his lips a little, turned his head back, his eyes touched Chen Yan's wet hair, and said thoughtfully and worriedly: "President Chen, it's too cold here at night, you should dry your hair first."

Her voice is also soft, with a kind of concern and comfort, and even the eyes that were slightly stained with tears just now are soft and flattering enough to calm the coldness and restlessness in his heart.

Chen Yan didn't speak, but it was also rare that he didn't pursue the matter of Zhou Tang and Xu Qingran again.

He just stared at her deeply for a long time before he replied indifferently, "En."

His voice fell, he took out his cell phone and made a call.

A moment later, a bodyguard brought over all the hair dryer and pajamas. Chen Yan dried his hair with the hair dryer in a slow manner, and even ignored Zhou Tang's presence, just took off the bathrobe and put on the pajamas.

During the whole process, Chen Yan turned his back to Zhou Tang, did not make a sound, and Zhou Tang did not speak.

Zhou Tang just stared at his back quietly, and saw the injury on his back clearly. The place was still red and swollen, a bit glaring and hideous. She even saw Chen Yan's injured The gauze wrapped around his left hand was once again soaked in blood.

It seems that since he was injured, Chen Yan has been tossing forever, and he has never taken his injuries seriously, let alone healed them deliberately. Tonight, I heard Yang Fan and Zhao Lei say that Chen Yan has been looking for her for a long time, After struggling in the back of Fengshan Mountain, even after he found her, he personally carried her back. In this way, she didn't even feel numb in the scalp. How did the injuries on his back and his left hand support him all the way? She carried it back.

She also never expected that her disappearance would draw Chen Yan over by accident, and she never expected that Chen Yan, who had planned to treat her coldly, would be so anxious to find her, so caring. , coupled with the fact that tonight Chen Yan was so brooding about her and Xu Qingran that it was hard to let go, did all of this show that in fact Chen Yan couldn't do without her and was used to her, but he But they don't know it, or they don't want to accept it at all.

After all, according to Chen Yan's mind, no matter how much he has to be with a big star like Su Yi or a celebrity like Liu Xinuan to be worthy of his status, what is she, Zhou Tang, so even if he knows He was already a little used to her, and even his emotions would be affected by her, so he wanted to hastily terminate this relationship that was about to get out of control, so as to bring her back to her original form again.

Because in his heart, she didn't deserve to stand by his side, let alone affect his emotions.

The more I thought about it, the more my thoughts turned around, and I didn't come back to my senses for a while.

Not long after, Chen Yan's slightly cold and threatening voice came to his ears, "What are you thinking?"

Zhou Tang came back to his senses subconsciously, and saw that Chen Yan had already stood by her bed again. Although his face was not as violent and fierce as before, it was still aggressive, and even with his eyes falling towards her, With persecution and scrutiny, it seemed that she was wondering what kind of man she was thinking of again.

Zhou Tang discovered that Chen Yan was not only very possessive, but also liked to think too much, which made him more likely to be jealous.

Maybe the boss is like this, he can't tolerate the goodness of other men in his canary eyes, not to mention that people like Chen Yan are selfish and dark, let alone allow her to think about other people.

"I didn't think about anything, but I just saw Mr. Chen's injury, and I felt very worried and guilty." Zhou Tang was silent for a while, and then said sincerely and worriedly.

With her voice down, she stretched out her hand and took Chen Yan's slightly cold hand, and said in a low voice: "I heard from Special Assistant Yang that Mr. Chen has been looking for me for a long time today, and he personally carried me to the top of the mountain. Chen Yan, thank you, thank you for not giving up on me, I thought that since you planned to treat me coldly the night before, you would never pay attention to me again, I really didn't expect you to be like this. The pain on your back and hands Does it hurt? I just saw that the injuries on your back and hands are still a little serious, why don't you let the doctor come in and re-bandage you now. "

Chen Yan sneered, "Are you really caring about me or are you trying to play some hypocritical trick? Xu Qingran was hurt a little, but you hugged him in a daze. What is my little injury, right? It deserves Zhou Tang's hypocritical concern." ?”

"I'm not hypocritical, I really care about your injury."

Chen Yan frowned, the corners of his lips curled up in a sarcastic arc, and he didn't speak.

Zhou Tang fixed his eyes on him and softened his voice, "Can the doctor come in and re-bandage your injury?"

Chen Yan didn't speak.

Zhou Tang's expression moved slightly, and without asking any further questions, he immediately called the doctors outside the door and begged them to bandage the wounds on Chen Yan's back and hands.

Seeing that Chen Yan didn't respond, the doctors didn't refuse, so they took medicine and tools to treat Chen Yan's injury.

During the whole process, Chen Yan used to sit on the chair not far away, which was rare to cooperate, and was also very quiet, but his eyes were locked on Zhou Tang's slightly worried eyes, and he kept looking carefully, and then As if trying to find something special in Zhou Tang's eyes.

After a while, the doctors took care of Chen Yan's injury. The elderly doctor hesitated for a moment before saying to Chen Yan: "Mr. Chen, your back injury and hand injury really need to be taken care of. I really can't do heavy work anymore, things like... hugging people, but you must never do it again, the wound on your left hand has burst open again, it's really serious, you need to take care of it more."

Chen Yan nodded without emotion, as if he didn't think it was important.

The doctor didn't say any more, and left tactfully.

Then Zhou Tang frowned and looked at Chen Yan, his face full of worry and anxiety: "I'm sorry Chen Yan, if it weren't for me, your injuries on your hands and back would not be like this, I'm sorry."

Chen Yan's eyes still settled on her eyes, and after staring for a while, he sneered contemptuously and mockingly, "If you were really worried about my injury, you wouldn't have gone to the back mountain with Xu Qingran in the first place."

As he said that, his voice raised, and his tone became a little harsher, as if he was going to really blame him for today's incident, "What did you and Xu Qingran go to the back mountain this morning!"

Zhou Tang said weakly: "Because you were going to treat me coldly the night before yesterday and yesterday morning, and you were going to give up on me. I was in a bad mood. After meeting Xu Qing in Qingran Xiaozhu, Xu Qingran was going to take me to the halfway up the back mountain. I prayed in the temple, and he said that the Buddha in that temple was very effective. I had nothing to do with you at that time, and I really didn’t want to be given up by you, so I went there with Xu Qingran to make a wish. I hope you can care about me again, even if it’s just I care about my body. It was really an accident that Xu Qingran and I fell down the mountain, and I didn't want you to suffer because of me. If I could have expected this, I wouldn't have gone to the back mountain with Xu Qingran."

As he spoke, his voice became lower and lower, with a trace of cautiousness and pleading that could not be concealed, "Chen Yan, I'm really sorry, I really made a mistake this time, please don't be angry with me, okay?"

Chen Yan stared at her coldly, the sarcasm on his face became more intense, and he didn't speak.

Zhou Tang was silent for a while, and continued to feel wronged and weak, staring at Chen Yan with pain and weakness in his eyes, "Chen Yan, please forgive me? I really know I was wrong."

Chen Yan seemed to have seen through her tricks and ignored her.

Zhou Tang was not angry, but just stared at him helplessly and desolately, as if all her expectations and pleadings were tied to him, and as if if he refused, her whole body would collapse completely again, without any hope. vitality.

Chen Yan's gaze on her eyes finally got a little complicated, with a few faint ups and downs.

After a while, he finally came over from the chair not far away, and stood beside Zhou Tang's bed, "If you do too many tricks of pretending to be pitiful, it will become ugly, Zhou Tang, put away yours..."

Zhou Tang interrupted before Chen Yan finished speaking, "I didn't do any tricks, I just simply wanted to ask for your forgiveness. I didn't think about anything else at the moment. It hurts too much, so I want you to forgive me and hug me again. Chen Yan, I really thought that Xu Qingran and I were going to die there, and I also thought that I would never have a chance to return to you, but fortunately, Fortunately, you found it, and I am still here."

As he spoke, his voice softened a few times, and he asked pitifully and tinged with hope: "Chen Yan, can you hug me?"

Not knowing which of her words touched him a little bit, Chen Yan raised the corner of his eyes slightly, and there was a complex and ironic meaning in his eyes.

But after waiting for a while, no matter how much he resisted and how ironic he was, he still lifted Zhou Tang's quilt, and lay down gently on his side, that powerful right hand also slowly circled around Zhou Tang's. waist.

In an instant, Chen Yan's nose was suddenly filled with the fresh smell after bathing. Zhou Tang leaned close to his arms, listening to his steady heartbeat. Even though she didn't like Chen Yan, at this moment, she was inexplicable. Yes, even a little twisted, I felt a little bit of security in his strong arms.

It's a pity that she also woke up from the sense of security in his embrace after a few seconds. She didn't forget her purpose for tonight, nor did she forget the fact that Liu Xinuan would come over tomorrow.

Although Chen Yan's embrace is stable, it does not belong to her after all. If she really wants to indulge in it, she will not know how she will die in the future.

She clearly knew how cold-blooded and ruthless Chen Yan could be!
And since she is destined to be tied to Chen Yan, and Chen Yan has already gone to Fengshan for her, and now he is lying next to her again and hugging her in his arms, then no matter what, she will tie Chen Yan, He will not be allowed to meet Liu Xinuan.

Because she knows that Liu Xinuan is too good and strong, and a person like her who has nothing can't beat her. The only thing she can rely on now is Chen Yan's little care for her body, and once she really loses her With all of Chen Yan's care and attention, then she will be completely imprisoned by Chen Yan and forgotten in the cage for the rest of her life.

With his thoughts turned, Zhou Tang was quiet in Chen Yan's arms for a long time, and then asked in a low voice: "Chen Yan, you came to me today and treated me like this, does it also mean that you will never come again?" Treat me coldly? Or, won't you ignore and treat me badly because of Ms. Liu?"

"Do you think your performance is worthy of my concern? Or, now that I, as the boss of Yiqian, come to care about the whereabouts of Yiqian's missing employees, what do you think?" Chen Yan seemed to have heard a joke. .

He was satirizing her self-righteousness and her failure to recognize her identity.

Even though he has embraced her now, Chen Yan's mouth is still ruthless, and there is not a good word out of his mouth.

Zhou Tang was not angry either, she had known Chen Yan's knife-mouthed temperament for a long time, she gently rubbed his fingertips with her fingertips, "I know that my recent performance has disappointed Mr. .”

"You can't change it, Zhou Tang. Dealing with hypocrisy is never as good as caring sincerely. You keep saying that you won't let me deal with you coldly, and you keep begging to take care of you. If I really care about you, will you just turn around?" Do you feel like a burden? Because you don’t love me, you will feel disgusted by any kindness or contact I have with you, just like I disgust you now. I'm sick." He scoffed.

Zhou Tang's eyes were full of ups and downs, and a few sneers appeared in his heart.

She and Chen Yan may be two people who seem to be embracing each other and are extremely close in this world, but in fact they are still at war. The two of them are clearly close, but Chen Yan can say such vicious words .

But what is disgusting?

Did everything she did and said tonight make him sick?Then why did he compromise, what was he still holding her for?

Is he a masochist?Or is he so hungry that he wants to hug a woman when he sees a woman?
Is Chen Yan becoming more and more superficial now?

"I don't feel disgusted, and I don't pretend to be hypocritical. All the pandering I do to you is because I really care about you." After speaking, she raised her neck slightly and leaned over to kiss him.

Her kiss was still light and soft, with a cherished and obsessive care, as if Chen Yan was really the one on her heart.

However, Chen Yan still didn't respond at all.

Zhou Tang was not discouraged at all, and kept kissing, concentrating and fascinated, until Chen Yan was kissed by her and finally kissed her back, Zhou Tang suddenly left his lips, and then fell in his confused and unexpected eyes. , she smiled and asked, "Does my kiss make you sick?"

Chen Yan didn't speak.

Zhou Tang said firmly: "You don't feel disgusted when I kiss you, do you? Chen Yan, since you obviously care about me and don't reject me, why do you have to say those cruel words to me? Why do you have to treat me coldly? You temporarily dispel the idea of ​​marriage, and then we two try to be together for real? Chen Yan, follow your own heart, and give me a chance. I can really do well in the future, and I really don’t You'll regret being with me."

Only then did Chen Yan come back to her senses, and fully understood that Zhou Tang's initiative just now was just to test him, and it was just to make him admit that he cared about her.

He didn't expect that at this time, Zhou Tang was still playing this probing trick, thinking of all the scenes of her running away and using knives in the past few days, thinking that he had clearly warned her not to contact Xu Qingran a few days ago, However, she still went to contact Xu Qingran behind his back, and he even thought of the moment when he found Zhou Tang tonight, Zhou Tang was hugging Xu Qingran tightly, his numb and distraught worries and fears.

At that time, all her true feelings were applied to Xu Qingran, with such helplessness, worry and fear, and sincerity, it was as if Xu Qingran was the most precious person in her life, and the scene was so dazzling and hideous , and even made all his searching for her here today a joke.

Zhou Tang never looked forward to his rescue, and never cared whether he would come, because this person was full of calculations and hypocrisy from the inside to the outside. She didn't love him, but she could tell If she is emotional, she disgusts him, but she can make the most intimate gestures towards him...

Chen Yan's eyes suddenly turned cold, and his face was so gloomy that it was about to drip.

He didn't reply to Zhou Tang's words in time, and he didn't fluctuate at all because of her eyes full of expectations. He just took back the hands around her waist indifferently, got up and went to the ground indifferently, and stared at her eyes indifferently. With slightly surprised and suddenly aggrieved eyes, he smiled indifferently, "How long are you going to act, aren't you tired?"

Zhou Tang was caught off guard for a moment, "I'm not acting. I just want you to face your heart. Chen Yan, you obviously care about me, don't you? We can obviously be together well, can't we?"

"No." Chen Yan interrupted firmly.

Zhou Tang's eyes trembled slightly.

Chen Yan sneered and said: "Zhou Tang, recognize your identity, I told you a long time ago, you are just a canary, and everything else is just your delusion. Don't think about it again and again. San's testing me, I don't care about you, I just don't care. You can't shake anything, all your hypocrisy is just a trick to me, you want to use hypocritical tenderness to make me sink and compromise, you are still true I underestimated Chen Yan. I can come today because you are indeed useful to me. After all, I am used to you, and I don’t want to use other women for the time being. What do you think you are with me? Want to be with me? I am sincerely together, Zhou Tang, you really think too much."

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Zhou Tang's eyes were heaving, and his fingers began to feel cold uncontrollably.

Although it was not the first time I heard Chen Yan say such words, but this time, I still felt frustrated and harsh in my heart.

Is it just because I am used to using her that I ran to find her?It's just that I haven't found a better woman to replace him yet, so I don't want her to die for the time being, do I?

Zhou Tang even wanted to yell at scum like Chen Yan, but reason finally forced her to calm down.

She was silent for a long time before she frowned deeply again as if conjuring, all the expectation and care on her face disappeared completely, and the light in her eyes seemed to be completely extinguished, with only a self-mockery and With sad eyes fixed on Chen Yanning, he said in a low hoarse voice: "Maybe it's because I'm overthinking, and it's true that I'm too self-righteous. Canary, you should just stay in peace, and you shouldn't treat anyone Give hope to someone or something, let alone be emotional to anyone, including Mr. Chen."

As he said that, he completely compromised as if he had figured it out and even accepted his fate, "I know what Mr. Chen means, and from now on, I will never have any delusions about Mr. Chen again."

The voice fell, and she stared at him quietly, her eyes were dead silent, without waves, as if her heart was completely dead, without any hope, and she seemed to have given up all her survival instincts.

She seemed to be so shocked that she didn't want to live anymore.

Seeing her in this state, the turmoil in Chen Yan's eyes began to fluctuate again, and he stared at Zhou Tang fiercely, "Why, do you want to kill yourself in front of me again? Are you disgusting like this? Laughing at yourself and begging for death, playing this kind of tricks every day, don't you have anything else to do?"

"Yes, I want to fall in love with Mr. Chen again, I want to fulfill the dream that I couldn't ask for in the three years of high school, and I want Mr. Chen to give up the idea of ​​marriage and just stay with me." Zhou Tang said sadly.

Chen Yan seemed to be ignited by a certain point of her words again, his face became more and more turbulent, and a fierce and fierce look flashed in his eyes, as if he was going to strangle Zhou Tang to death in the next moment.

Zhou Tang watched his reaction quietly. Although she was calm on the surface, there were still a few turbulences in her heart. She didn't know if her strength was too strong at the moment. After all, Chen Yan's performance at the moment seemed to be indeed Angry almost out of control.

She also really felt that dealing with Chen Yan requires great courage and long-term patience, because this person is really too easy to be uncertain, and it is clear that both of them were fine in bed just now, and Chen Yan is already returning Kissed her, unexpectedly she said a few soft words that she wanted to be with him, and he exploded again inexplicably.

Chen Yan's mood is really too unstable, irritable and harsh, paranoid and sick.

She stared at him helplessly and sadly, and said nothing.

She also thought that according to Chen Yan's appearance, she would definitely come to strangle her neck next moment, but she didn't.

Chen Yan was silent for a while, and then suppressed all the irritability again. He calmed down once again, fixed his eyes fiercely on her eyes, and said to her sullenly: "Zhou Tang, I will warn you again. Occasionally, I can turn a blind eye to let you pass by if I use hypocrisy, but if I play too much, it will easily capsize, and I really don’t have much patience for you.”

As he spoke, he raised his voice, "I've been able to restrain those tricks of yours. I haven't pursued them a few times, but it doesn't mean I'll tolerate you next time. And if you dare to give me a knife or a knife next time Deliberately fall off the bed, if you break a leg, I will make your father break a leg, if you stab yourself, I will also let your father have a knife. You are good for me, think about the consequences in everything Don't think that self-mutilation can be useful in front of me, and you can hold me, Zhou Tang, you still underestimate my character! Besides, the matter between you and Xu Qingran this time is not so easy, Zhou Tang , I don't care if you are tempted by Xu Qingran, or Xu Qingran took the initiative to rescue you, neither of you is innocent, and I still say that, I will let Xu Qingran disappear in Beicheng, and I will not let him continue to practice medicine. You wait for me."

His voice was full of viciousness and threats, and after the harsh words were simply put down, he didn't seem to have the slightest nostalgia for Zhou Tang, so he turned around and left.

Chen Yan is a lunatic!

Zhou Tang froze in place, staring at his back complicatedly and intensely, until he went out and disappeared, and all the defenses in her heart were shaken to pieces again.

After all, she still couldn't beat Chen Yan, and she still underestimated Chen Yan's cruelty and cold-bloodedness.

In an instant, his heart was filled with a strong sense of powerlessness and frustration. Zhou Tang took several deep breaths. For a while, his eyes were sore and tears streamed down his face.

Did she really implicate Xu Qingran this time...

The whole night, Zhou Tang suffered from insomnia.

When it was finally dawn, she finally suppressed all her emotions, and she had worked hard to readjust her mentality, and was ready to deal with Chen Yan again, but Chen Yan didn't give her a chance to continue dealing with it, because in the morning Yang Fan When he came with breakfast, he said that Chen Yan had already gone down the mountain to return to the city in the middle of the night last night.

Zhou Tang froze again, as if all the strength he was preparing for hit a soft nail.

After she had breakfast, she took out her mobile phone to contact Chen Yan again, but Chen Yan refused to answer whether it was a phone call or WeChat.

Just after nine o'clock in the morning, Chen Yan's bodyguards began to find a stretcher to carry her down the mountain. Zhou Tang was finally placed in the car, and Yang Fan sat in front of her as the co-driver.

She couldn't help asking Yang Fan, "Mr. Yang, Mr. Chen left in the middle of the night last night. Is there something urgent?"

She was worried that Chen Yan would go to the airport to pick up Liu Xinuan. If that happened, she might not even have any hope and chance of winning.

Yang Fan sighed, thinking of the angry look in his boss's eyes when his family left last night, and his heart was tense and helpless, "There is no urgent matter, but Mr. Chen seemed to be in a particularly wrong mood when he went down the mountain. Assistant Zhou , did something unpleasant happen with Mr. Chen?"

　Dear friends, all Chen Yan's high-ranking complacency and awkwardness, all his cold-bloodedness and cruelty will have to be returned in the future.

　　How ruthless it is now, how much it will be licked in the future.

　　How high you are now, how low you will be in the dust in the future, how humble and cautious.

　　How much he manipulates Zhou Tang now, but in the future he will have to die because of Zhou Tang's certain eyes and certain actions.

　　People like Chen Yan are paranoid and pathological, and their temperament is divided into two levels. Only when they recognize their own heart, and only when they can't control Zhou Tang or even find Zhou Tang, will they be completely afraid.

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