only soft on you

Chapter 173 Don't Be Jealous Too Much
"I see." Not long after, Chen Yan said this in a distant and quiet voice, and after his voice fell, he hung up the phone.

Zhou Tang looked at him quietly, and saw that his face was indeed slightly calm at the moment, as if he was thinking about something, and seemed to be weighing something.

Zhou Tang waited for a while before asking in a low voice: "Chen Yan, what's the matter? Did something happen?"

Only then did Chen Yan turn his eyes to look at her, and after two seconds of silence, he said indifferently, "Su Yi is critically ill."

is it?

Zhou Tang was caught off guard, how could he be critically ill?

A few days ago, Su Yi ran to the middle of the road in a fit of anger and got into a car accident, but because of the timely treatment, she should be fine, and she didn't see Chen Yan running to Su Yi's place recently, and she didn't answer Su Yi's phone calls either. She thought that Su Yi had really been completely abolished from Chen Yan's heart, but at this time, Su Yi appeared again.

She even felt that, in fact, people like Chen Yan seem cold and indifferent, rejecting others thousands of miles away, but in fact, this kind of person is inexplicably easy to attract girls. The temperament on his body is too attractive, so even a person like Chen Yan who is so cold can provoke so many women who want to die for him.

"Then, are you going to see her right now?" Zhou Tang was silent for a while before asking Chen Yan this question.

Her tone was calm, and her gaze on his face was also gentle. All her expressions and attitudes were extremely understanding. Chen Yan didn't find the slightest bit of hypocrisy or irony in Zhou Tang.

Chen Yan stared carefully at Zhou Tang for a few moments before saying in a low voice, "Maybe I need to take a look."

Zhou Tang's eyes tightened.

Chen Yan continued: "No matter what, Su Yi has been with me for so many years, and now she is critically ill. I have to take a look, ask her for advice, and find her a favorite cemetery. This is what I promised her father. .”

is it?

Zhou Tang didn't hear too much emotion from Chen Yan's voice, but Chen Yan's "Su Yi has been with me for so many years" made her feel ironic from the bottom of her heart.

Yes, no matter what, Su Yi has indeed accompanied Chen Yan for many years, accompanied him back to the Chen family, and accompanied him to endure the dire straits of the Chen family.

Even, Su Yi's father died because of Chen Yan, so no matter what, Chen Yan should really take a look. After all, although Su Yi played tricks on Chen Yan, he didn't really hurt Chen Yan.

And as Chen Yan's nominally magnanimous girlfriend, she naturally has no choice but to intervene in Chen Yan's affairs unkindly.

So Zhou Tang began to speak meekly, "I see, you go to see her, Chen Yan, I'll wait for you to come back at home."

"En." Chen Yanning glanced at her a few times, his expression fluctuating slightly, and he responded.

He didn't delay any longer, he got up and walked towards the gate not far away, but after walking a few steps forward, he suddenly stopped and looked back at Zhou Tang, stared at her again for a while, then turned around and came back, waiting to stand still After being beside Zhou Tang, he lowered his head and kissed Zhou Tang's forehead.

"Wait for me, I'll be back soon." He said, with a serious and rare comforting tone in his voice.

Zhou Tang smiled slightly, "Okay."

Chen Yan didn't delay any longer, turned around and left.

It wasn't until Chen Yan's car completely disappeared outside the garden that Zhou Tang raised the corners of his eyes a little, remained silent for a while, then turned the wheelchair into the elevator without expression, and went back to the master bedroom on the second floor to rest.

She also thought that once Chen Yan went to Su Yi's place, she would definitely not come back so soon, but after an hour and a half, Chen Yan came back.

When he stepped into the master bedroom, he was still holding a paper bag. The logo on the paper bag was a famous chain cake shop in Beicheng.

Zhou Tang was sitting leaning on the bed, his eyes glanced at his face first, and then his eyes settled on the paper cake bag in his hand.

Chen Yan walked all the way, and approached calmly. After standing in front of Zhou Tang, he reached out and handed the cake bag to Zhou Tang.

Zhou Tang bent her eyes and smiled slightly, but didn't speak immediately. After she reached out to take the bag and found a small round mousse cake inside, she smiled and asked Chen Yan, "You bought it for me?"

Chen Yanning stared at her, and said calmly: "I saw that you didn't have much dinner tonight. When you came back, you saw that this cake shop was open, so you bought it casually."

Will this be bought casually?
A person like Chen Yan who is so lofty and extravagant can drive a luxury car and park in front of a cake shop casually and out of place, and then go in and buy her a cake at random?
Zhou Tang didn't believe what Chen Yan said, nor did he believe that the cake he bought would be so casual.

But she didn't intend to expose it, she just said to Chen Yan meekly and contentedly: "Thank you, Chen Yan, this mousse cake is very beautiful."

After speaking, as if he couldn't wait, he took out the cake and took a bite, then scooped up another full spoon, and handed it to Chen Yan from the air.

Chen Yan's expression moved slightly, and he stared at her deeply, without moving or speaking.

Zhou Tang held up the spoon for a while, and said softly, "Try it too, it tastes really good."

In my impression, Chen Yan really doesn't like sweets very much, but this time is the same as his last birthday, even though Chen Yan doesn't like sweet things like cakes, Chen Yan still bent down and lowered his head, She took a bite out of the cake with her spoon.

Zhou Tang smiled softly and satisfied, then took the spoon back, and then seemed to remember something, and continued: "I like the mousse cake here very much. When I was young, my parents often bought it for me. To eat, I never took the initiative to buy it, and the only few times I took the initiative to buy it in high school was for you."

As he said that, his voice became more remote and melancholy, "Chen Yan, do you still remember when I first bought you this cake?"

Chen Yan's eyes suddenly fluctuated a little, and his face suddenly became a little complicated, but he didn't reply.

Zhou Tang grinned helplessly, with an expression as if he knew that Chen Yan had forgotten these past events a long time ago, a little helpless and a little disappointed.

However, she quickly adjusted her mood. She said softly to Chen Yan, as if helping him remember, "The first time I bought you a cake was the first time you went to get off work part-time in a restaurant and got off work. I remember it was a night in winter, it was really cold, and it was really late. I thought it must be hard for you to work in a restaurant for the first time, so I bought you several of these brands I bought a mousse cake and bought a cup of hot milk tea. I wanted to let you eat it to warm up your stomach after get off work, but after you got off work that night, I don’t know if you got angry in the restaurant or something. The attitude towards me is not good, even though he took my cake and milk tea, he didn't take my family's car, didn't even say hello to me, just rode away like that..."

Before Zhou Tang could finish speaking, Chen Yan interrupted with a low and hoarse voice, complicated and deep, "Then do you know why I did that that night?"

Zhou Tang choked on his last words and subconsciously shook his head.

Chen Yan pursed her lips and sneered, "Because people like me are rotten. I have no money and no power. I have to earn my living expenses from part-time jobs in the restaurant. Even if I am scolded in it, I have to continue to be a grandson. Because I I need money, and my mother also needs money, so I have to bear it."

As he said that, his voice became more and more complex, "When I came out that night, I saw you were sitting in a Bentley, and the coat you were wearing was the living expenses of my mother and I for two years, even if you handed it to me Cake and milk tea are also the rewards I have worked hard for several nights. Do you know what I was thinking in front of you at that time? What I thought was that this is the real difference between people, What I think is that I am so ashamed of myself in front of you, I am so different from the mud, and I even need your relief and mercy, but even at this point."

Zhou Tang's eyes were full of astonishment, "How could you be ashamed of yourself in front of me at that time, I liked you so much at that time, and between you and me, you have always been lukewarm and superior, Chen Yan, I..."

"That's because I'm not a good person, and I know that you and I are people from two worlds, because I always know my identity and my purpose, I need to stay awake, but I can't stop wanting more Look at your smile and feel how good you are. I'm so fucking grown up and no one treats me so well. I didn't fucking expect a muddy person like me to pay attention to a stupid person who is so stupid every time he takes an exam. A fool who can take the bottom few exams."

Zhou Tang took a deep breath and stared at him tremblingly. After a long time, she said tightly, "Since you noticed me in high school and even thought that no one treated you as well as I did, why didn't you face it?" Your own heart. Chen Yan, did you like me when you were in high school, but you didn’t want to admit it, or maybe, as you just said, you just felt that the conditions between you and my family were too different. Big, so just..."

This time, before Zhou Tang could say anything further, Chen Yan interrupted again, "Do you think that once a ruthless person like me falls in love with someone or something, in the end, he will really fall in love with him because of economic conditions?" Give up the question completely?"

Zhou Tang choked again.

Chen Yan continued: "That's because I was deceived by your pure appearance, thinking that your heart is really the same as you show, and you can depend on me emotionally. Unfortunately, I didn't expect that there will be such a thing in a person like you. What kind of long-term love is there? You don't even want to wait for An Anxin, let alone accompany me to the Chen family's adventure. Your Zhou Tang's love is also affordable and let go. Even if it is a vigorous pursuit for three years, you can still Kissing and being together in a year. Do you think you are qualified to discuss this with me now?"

Zhou Tang's eyes were full of complexities, and he finally understood what Chen Yan was targeting her suddenly.

It was still such an old topic, Chen Yan just felt that after chasing him for three years, she gave up so easily in the end, and even fell in love with Mu Jizhou within a year.

But only she knew at the time how disheartened she was to the point of despair, and even had to forcibly pull herself together to completely gouge out the sweetheart who had been imprinted in her heart for three years.

Chen Yan only saw the result, but didn't see her despair and helplessness at that time. She only saw her with Mu Jizhou, but ignored how much he took Su Yi away after rejecting her. blow.

However, she really didn't expect that at this time, Chen Yan was still brooding over the past, and she really didn't expect that Chen Yan seemed to ignore her in various ways in high school, but after so many years But he still seems to remember everything about her clearly.

Zhou Tang was silent for a long time, then calmed down slightly, not planning to discuss this with Chen Yan again, so as not to quarrel with Chen Yan again.

After all, this topic has been discussed many times. Every time it is mentioned, Chen Yan has to explode every time. She doesn't know whether to say that Chen Yan is in a bad mood and can't hold back, or that she is innocent and helpless , Every time because of this point, people with small stomachs like Chen Yan would not let him go.

Zhou Tang put down the mousse cake in his hand for a while, and said to Chen Yan earnestly and helplessly: "Chen Yan, can this matter be changed completely? We are already together, and I don't want this matter to affect us anymore." I also admit that it is my problem that I did not stick to you until the end, but I still say that, I don’t love Mu Jizhou, and I have never had a relationship with Mu Jizhou. The person you love forever is only you, and it only belongs to you.”

Chen Yan didn't reply immediately.

His gaze was too deep and deep, so he locked Zhou Tang's eyes quietly, as if he wanted to see something from her eyes, and there were some other emotions fluctuating wantonly on his cold face, It seemed to be enduring something.

After a long silence, he responded indifferently, "Yes."

Zhou Tang's eyes slowed a little, his face showed relief, and he accepted it as soon as he saw it, "Thank you, Chen Yan."

As he said that, seeing his face calm down a little bit, Zhou Tang changed the subject, "How is Su Yi doing tonight? Is he out of danger?"

"Temporarily out of danger, but in the next few days, it will be hard to say."

As he spoke, his voice sank, "I transferred her to the intensive care unit of Qinghe Hospital, and I also promised Su Yi to visit her every night."

Zhou Tang froze for a moment, played with the cake spoon with his fingers, and asked in a low voice, "Why do you go to see her every night?"

"I have to let the wish of the dying person come true, and I am responsible for Zhou Tang's father's death."

"You also said that you are not a good person. Do you need to think about Su Yi so much and make Su Yi happy?"

As the voice fell, Zhou Tang met Chen Yan's eyes directly.

Chen Yan looked at her for a moment, "Are you going to be jealous because of this kind of thing?"

Zhou Tang didn't speak.

Chen Yandan said: "I just took a look to fulfill a wish of a dying person."

"You are not doing charity, nor are you Su Yi's. You need to fulfill her wish? You go to see her every day and accompany her. Do you think this is appropriate?"

Chen Yan's voice became more and more ups and downs, "How can I assure you that you won't think about it? Zhou Tang, you are the one who lives in the Luxi Mansion, and you are the one who stays with me. The one who wears the couple ring with me It's you, you still want to..."

Zhou Tang interrupted in a low voice, "I only know that you are my boyfriend and the one who wants to marry me. Even if you want to fulfill Su Yi and her father's wish, you can just go and see it occasionally. Why? Probably every night to see."

As he spoke, he stared at him earnestly and intently, with a kind of determination, "Chen Yan, can you not go?"

Chen Yan raised the corner of his eyes, seemed to be a little impatient at last, and did not speak.

Zhou Tang waited for a long time before smiling as if giving up, "I know your answer. Chen Yan, maybe I am too fussy. After all, how can I fuss with a dying person and rob him? I'm sorry. , Chen Yan, Su Yi is too weak and dangerous right now, you really should go to see it every day, with you, as long as you go every day, Su Yi will feel better seeing you, maybe he will recover soon gone."

As he spoke, his voice picked up, and his tone was tinged with sarcasm, "But you also forgot, it was you who pushed Su Yi to this level, and you chose me instead of her, so you have long since I have personally extinguished Su Yi's hope, and I have made her realize the reality a long time ago. When Su Yi was completely desperate and realized the reality, do you know that your sudden pampering and companionship to her at this moment will give you back again? Lost her inexplicable hope and confidence? Will she be misunderstood again?"

Chen Yan was silent for a while before saying: "I still say the same thing, I just follow Su Yi's father's dying wishes, and it's just a single thought of Su Yi."

"What if I don't want you to go?"

"You are not qualified, Zhou Tang. After all, it was Su Yi who accompanied me for so many years, and it was Su Yi's father who died for it."

is it?

Zhou Tang seemed to have heard a big joke, and laughed twice, "That's fine. Since Su Yi has been with you for so many years, why are you willing to let her die or even make her despair, you should go and Su Yi said that if she gets back together, she will be happy, so that she will get better soon."

"Zhou Tang, don't go too far."

Zhou Tang sneered, stared at him for a long time, then looked away, not planning to say anything.

Or maybe it was her contemptuous and sarcastic attitude that completely annoyed Chen Yan. Chen Yan suddenly reached out and clamped Zhou Tang's chin, forcing her to raise her head to look at him with a little force.

"You dare to show your temper after just a few words? You..." His voice was tinged with complexity and threat.

Zhou Tang didn't intend to listen to his threats. She sneered in her heart, and once again, she leaned forward and kissed his lips as before, forcing him to choke on his ugly words.

When she finished kissing and was about to leave, Chen Yan clamped her head again and deepened the kiss. Finally, when everything was over, Chen Yan said in a low voice: "Don't think about these things for me. Instead of Feeling jealous for no reason, why not think about how to tell your parents about our marriage. Let me tell you again, I am indeed not a good person, and I really have no intention of repaying gratitude. I can obey Su Yi a little now, It's because she is indeed dying, and her father died tragically for me. Zhou Tang, although I don't like people like Su Yi who are full of tricks, I don't care about what Su Yi's father did when he was dying. Because, it was shocking. At that moment, I realized how the so-called father's love is as heavy as a mountain. It was willing to exchange blood and maintain it with life. Even, he was so desperate to protect me at that time. It's just because he wants his daughter to be happy. I will not reject such a father's last words, because this kind of fatherly love is unattainable to me, and I respect and even envy him from the bottom of my heart."

Respect, envy!
Zhou Tang didn't expect Chen Yan to use such two words to Su Yi's father.

She also suddenly remembered that Chen Yan was the illegitimate son of the Chen family, and he had been living with his mother all the time. Therefore, in Chen Yan's life, there was no such thing as fatherly love, even if it was the word father. , are mixed with bloody ferocity and viciousness, so, perhaps in Chen Yan's life, I have never seen Su Yi's father who would do everything for his daughter's wish and the person he loves, even willing to lose his life. .

But it is precisely because of Su Yi's father's love for Su Yi that he can really move a cold-blooded and ruthless person like Chen Yan.

Because, Chen Yan was envious, and also shocked and respectful of this kind of true and selfless fatherly love.

Or maybe it was because of this that Chen Yan turned a blind eye to Su Yi's deception and tolerated all kinds of things in these years.

Zhou Tang fell into silence.

Or maybe it was dissatisfied with her reaction, Chen Yan kissed her again as if punishing her.

Zhou Tang regained consciousness subconsciously, without any struggle.

It wasn't until the kiss was over that she raised her head to meet Chen Yan's cold and undulating gaze, and said in a low voice: "I know about Chen Yan, I won't say anything about this matter."

She seemed to understand all his inner feelings, and also seemed to respect all his decisions. Then, she erased her edges and corners, stood at Chen Yan's departure, and began to compromise and understand him.

Chen Yan stared at her with complicated eyes for a long time, and then he couldn't help but lowered his head and kissed her forehead, and said in a low voice: "Su Yi and I will never have anything. If you really feel worried, we can do it tomorrow." Get the certificate."

Zhou Tang was shocked, he didn't expect Chen Yanhui to say these words suddenly, like a sudden bomb.

He also seems to have compromised, and he seems to want to comfort her in a clumsy and unfamiliar way, but he really doesn't seem to have the surprise of comforting a woman. Except for the strong kiss, there is only this marriage guarantee left.

Zhou Tang really didn't know what to say about Chen Yan at this time. This kind of person seemed to be sober and ruthless all the time, but he was always doing crazy and unexpected things in uncertain weather.

Just like this matter of marriage, he can give up Liu Xinuan at will, even at the expense of opposing Liu Yuanjing, and he can rarely lower his posture in front of her and say this kind of marriage guarantee.

Does he know what it means to get married!And it's not clear that she has nothing now, no money, no status, no good family background, she married him, he is a well-known golden bachelor in the country, thanks to him.

So, is Chen Yan really going crazy and really wants to marry her, or is marriage just a bait in a crazy emotional game, something that can be discarded at will, maybe Chen Yan can win this game by Marriage is used for fun, and at the end of the game, she can be abandoned and divorced, so that she can be kicked away, and she is completely defeated and convinced.

Zhou Tang was silent for a while, and then said: "I was indeed making trouble for no reason just now, I'm sorry, Chen Yan."

Chen Yan looked a little deeper, "That's all? Don't you plan to say anything more?"

Zhou Tang stared at him ignorantly and innocently.

"A few days ago, didn't you keep asking me to marry you? Now I have let go and promised you that I can go to get the certificate tomorrow..."

He didn't finish the rest of the sentence, just staring at her with deep eyes, as if he was waiting for her to say something that would satisfy him.

(End of this chapter)