only soft on you

Jiang Feng glanced at Chen Yan and Zhou Tang, and consciously went out with an excuse, leaving space for Zhou Tang and Chen Yan.

He knew that what Chen Yan was suffering from was a heart disease, and Zhou Tang was his medicine. If Chen Yan could completely come out of his memories, he could only rely on Zhou Tang to guide him.

He is also willing to believe that even if two years have passed, Zhou Tang will still be a soft-hearted and kind person, and will not hurt Chen Yan again at this time, so he is also willing to take a risk and let Zhou Tang and Chen Yan be alone at this time Getting along with each other is also desperate, giving Chen Yan a chance to relax and let himself go.

After Jiang Feng went out, Chen Yan said to Zhou Tang in a low voice, "Sit first."

Zhou Tang glanced at him, did not refuse, then sat down on the chair next to his hospital bed, and said in a low voice: "Chen Yan, I am actually not gentle enough to say that I am gentle enough, and I am not good enough to say that I am good enough, and I am not good enough now." I don't have a prominent family background, so if it's really a good match, I'm not good enough for you. Besides, have you ever thought that you haven't forgotten me all these years, and you have always been obsessed with me, maybe it's not because you like me, It's because of your paranoid and domineering personality, or because you've been used to being nice to me for three years in high school, so you suddenly lost my surroundings, and you're just not used to it..."

Zhou Tang's words were from the bottom of his heart.

This time, she really planned to come to reconcile with Chen Yan, so that they could completely let each other go.

However, before she could fully say what she had to say, Chen Yan interrupted in a low voice, "There is no habit or unaccustomed, and there is no paranoid psychology at work, Zhou Tang, for three years in high school, although I didn't tell you Thank you, but you don't feel the specialness I have for you?"

Zhou Tang subconsciously choked on the next word, frowned, and said nothing.

Chen Yan stared at her deeply, and her mood fluctuated slightly due to her sudden silence, "Why don't you talk? Don't you know what kind of person I was in high school? I have been hiding with my mother since I was a child. , living a precarious life, I am full of resistance and defense against anyone, except for Jiang Feng, I have never made friends with anyone, after entering Yuming High School, I was cold and withdrawn in class, and I was not good to anyone Face, everyone in the class dare not contact me, and have never thought of contacting someone like me, but you are not."

As he said that, his eyes suddenly turned away, as if recalling the past, that pale and sickly face, now overflowed with a little nostalgia and desolation, "You just appeared so suddenly, and you have been surrounded by me for a long time. By my side, I can't be driven away, and I will never leave. Zhou Tang, although I am not a good person, my heart is not made of stone. I will be moved by you, and you will attract your attention at any time, because I grew up , except for my mother, there is no woman who treats me as well as you. Therefore, I have never been used to you or not. It is the mud on the ground yearning for the moon in the sky. I like you. But my liking is too humble, because there is a big gap between our two families in terms of economic strength and living environment. I want to be with you, but I am afraid that a precarious person like me will delay You! You are such a cheap person. If you like it, you like it. Even though I knew I couldn’t touch it, I still didn’t refuse your request to make up lessons for you, and I didn’t give up the opportunity to take you home with a bicycle. The back seat of my bicycle, I only carried you, and in the whole class, I only made up lessons for you. When I saw you being bullied, I beat people to death. Also, after the college entrance examination, because I couldn’t contact you, Once disheartened, I wanted to find the Chen family to fight for my life."

Zhou Tang's eyes were full of complexities, and for a while, his mind was boiling, and he became more and more speechless.

Chen Yan continued: "So, I have never been used to you, and I have never been paranoid enough to want to possess you. I just never met someone like you. Therefore, my memory is still fresh and I will never forget it. Zhou Tang, I I have always liked you and wanted to be with you. Now, no one in the Chen family can threaten you and me anymore, and the misunderstanding between us has also been resolved. I am also willing to do it for all the words and feelings that I hurt you two years ago. I apologize for my behavior, so can you give me a chance and forgive me?"

Zhou Tang couldn't help but took a deep breath, and his mind wandered layer by layer.

She never expected that one day, Chen Yan would say these things to her word by word in such a hoarse and mournful voice.

In the past, she always thought that Chen Yan had no feelings for her and hated her, but the so-called truth was separated from these depressing and heavy truths.

Her gaze once again settled on Chen Yan, and what she saw in her eyes was his pair of always deep eyes filled with cautious and humble prayers.

He was still the same as last time, using this look and tone again, begging her to give him a chance.

It was also clear that he knew that she would still reject him, but he still crushed all his bones and self-esteem, and once again begged her to make an exception with an attitude of nervousness and worrying about gains and losses.

But can she make an exception for him?

……unable.

"Chen Yan, the past is really over." She said this sentence again, her tone was low and complicated.

The anticipation gathered in Chen Yan's eyes was suddenly extinguished again.

His face turned pale again, and all the expressions on his face seemed to be unable to maintain, "Yes, the past is over, only I can't let it go, and you are pregnant with Xu Qingran's child."

Zhou Tang's face was slightly embarrassed, "Chen Yan..."

Chen Yan interrupted her and said: "Zhou Tang, if, I mean if, if your mother handed over my bank card and my letter back then, would you still give up on me? Will you be safe and sound forever? Watch out for me, wait for me?"

Zhou Tang took a deep breath and was silent for a long time before giving a low and positive answer: "Yes."

she will.

At that time, she loved Chen Yan to the bottom of her heart. How could she have given up on Chen Yan when she knew that Chen Yan was difficult and full of dangers!

She thought that at that moment, her eyes would be filled with tears, and she would sit happily on the ground and cry, partly because Chen Yan finally confessed her heart to her and fell in love with each other, partly because Chen Yan was in danger and his life was in danger.

It's a pity that the world is tricky, because of her mother's mistake, Chen Yan's letter has never been delivered to her.

But if Chen Yan's letter came into her hands, she and Chen Yan would definitely not end like this.

But at this time, things are different, and she doesn't seem to be able to blame her mother, because at that time, she was depressed and committed suicide. Her mother must have been frightened and hated Chen Yan to the core. , together with all the things Chen Yan handed over, she must be terribly disgusted.

Zhou Tang was silent again for a long time before he came back to his senses, but when he looked up at Chen Yan, he saw that the corners of his eyes were obviously a little red.

Zhou Tang was caught off guard for a moment.

Chen Yan pretended to look away naturally, as if suddenly relieved, and said in a low voice: "I know, Zhou Tang back then, if he knew the truth, how could he give up on me so easily."

That's the girl who would cry and have a red nose when she saw him get hurt, that's the girl who would give lunch and snacks when he was hungry, she cared about everything about him, and loved everything about him.

How could his Zhou Tang completely abandon him just because he wanted to go back and desperately fight with the Chen family.