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Chapter 253 Want to be alone
Chapter 253
Zhou Tang was caught off guard for a moment.
Subconsciously turning his head to look, what caught his eyes suddenly was a stunning yet familiar face.
The face was sharp and angular, with fair skin, and a pair of eyes looking at her were extremely deep, as if they were filled with indescribably heavy emotions, and seemed to be as calm as ever, empty of everything.There is a sense of inexplicable contradiction.
It turned out to be Chen Yan!
Zhou Tang frowned, feeling surprised, immediately withdrew the hand that was about to clasp his wrist, and said in a low voice, "Sorry."
Chen Yanning glanced at her, but didn't react much, then turned his head and naturally avoided her gaze, and replied in a low voice, "It's okay."
His voice fell, and he seemed to be tired, so he closed his eyes just like that.
Zhou Tang looked at him twice, only to feel that his face was calm but also pale. It must be that his body has not fully recovered and he took the opportunity to jolt around at night, and his body must be a little too much.
Seeing that he closed his eyes and closed his eyes like a stranger, Zhou Tang didn't say anything, and didn't care about why he happened to appear next to her seat. The matter between her and Chen Yan had already been discussed. , Chen Yan didn't come to disturb her two days ago, thinking about it, he was really relieved.
So, it doesn't matter what the reason is that she happens to be next to her seat.
Zhou Tang stopped thinking about it, turned around, and began to close his eyes to rest.
The plane completely recovered its stability again, and Zhou Tang's thoughts returned to Xu Qingran again, and he couldn't get back to his senses for a long time.
After a long time, the plane landed safely, and when Zhou Tang opened his eyes, Chen Yan got up and left before her.
His movements were calm and dignified, and he didn't turn his head to look at her.
Zhou Tang glanced at his back, and felt a little relieved. He felt that the current Chen Yan had indeed changed a lot. He no longer threatened with sarcastic remarks or stalked him.
It was rare for her and Chen Yan to sit together peacefully, like two strangers, without any harshness.
In this way, there is nothing wrong with it.
After Zhou Tang got out of the airport, he took a taxi to the hospital where Xu Qingran's grandmother lived.
The climate in Kyoto is changeable. At this time, the night was dark and the sky was already lightly rained, making it a bit cold.
Time pushed to 03:30 in the morning.
After Zhou Tang got out of the taxi, she wrapped her thin coat tightly. After entering the hospital lobby, she hesitated for a while, and called Xu Qingran again.
However, unexpectedly, this time Xu Qingran got through on the phone.
At this moment, Zhou Tang couldn't tell what she was feeling in her heart, only one thought emerged in her mind, that is, Xu Qingran's cell phone was turned on, but he didn't reply a message to her.
Before she even had time to sort out all the inexplicable and chaotic emotions in her heart, Xu Qingran got through the phone a few seconds later.
"Tangtang." It's just that they haven't seen each other for a day, but Xu Qingran's voice at this moment is extremely deep and suppressed, which is far different from his usual elegant and elegant voice.
Zhou Tang's heart tightened suddenly, and he said in a low voice, "In Heng'an Hospital in Kyoto?"
"Ah."
"Can I come up for a while? Want to see you."
There was a sudden silence on the other side.
Zhou Tang continued: "I'm already in the hall of Heng'an Hospital, Qingran."
Her voice was smooth and gentle, without the slightest bit of blame, let alone the slightest bit of anger.
Her attitude is calm, and she also genuinely loves Xu Qingran.
She knows that Xu Qingran's grandparents hold an unmatched weight in his heart, and she also understands that you didn't turn a blind eye to her breaking the appointment because of emotional collapse.
She can understand.
Now she just hopes to see with her own eyes that Xu Qingran is healthy and able to deal with everything with strength, and only in this way, she seems to be able to return to Yuncheng with peace of mind, or return to Canada to wait for him.
However, the other side of the phone is still silent, no reply.
Zhou Tang's tight heart began to become more and more complicated, and then she said in a low voice: "It's okay, it's okay if I don't come up, I'm just a little worried about you, I hope you can properly adjust your emotions, eat and drink well. Rest, I..."
Before Zhou Tang could finish speaking, Xu Qingran said in a low voice, "Wait for me."
After two short words, Xu Qingran hung up the phone.
Zhou Tang stood silently on the spot, and after a while, she adjusted her ups and downs and put away her phone. Not long after, she saw Xu Qingran coming out of the elevator not far away.
Compared with the elegant clothes in the past, Xu Qingran at this time, the collar of his shirt was obviously wrinkled, and he was wearing a doctor's white coat outside his shirt, his hair was a little messy and drooping, and there was no trace of happy reunion on his face. It is dignified, and his face is also depressed.
Zhou Tang couldn't help but took a deep breath.
Knowing Xu Qingran for so long, she has never seen his expression and state. He has always been positive, sunny, gentle and warm, but at this time, Xu Qingran seems to have suddenly stepped into the shadows, giving people an inexplicable depression feel.
During the whole process, Zhou Tang just stared at him quietly, with complicated emotions.
Xu Qingran's pace was fast, and in just a moment, he had already stood in front of Zhou Tang, his tired eyes fell on Zhou Tang's thin figure, and he frowned, "Is it cold?"
Zhou Tang shook his head.
He sighed, "Tangtang, yesterday... I'm sorry."
His eyes were quickly stained with guilt, and even his tone was full of tiredness and powerlessness.
Zhou Tang hurriedly lowered his head to avoid his eyes, and shook his head, "There is nothing to be sorry for, after all, grandparents are important, and you did the right thing."
Xu Qingran rubbed his tired and aching temples, his pale face rolled up with endless self-blame, and said in a low voice: "I missed your appointment yesterday, I did something wrong, just because the situation was too urgent last night, I was too anxious, so my mind was chaotic, and I didn't think too much..."
His voice was extremely apologetic, but Zhou Tang couldn't bear to hear it.
Before he finished speaking, Zhou Tang said, "It's really not your fault. There's no need to apologize. After all, there are priorities and you didn't do anything wrong. Qingran, I'm here now, not because I want to hear your apology." Yes, I was just too worried about you, so I just wanted to come and see you..."
"I'm fine." Xu Qingran said.
Only then did Zhou Tang look up at him.
He met her eyes, "Grandpa left, and grandma was emotionally unstable and fell down again. Although the fracture operation was done at this moment, grandma's mood collapsed and she kept crying and wanted to follow grandpa, so... Tangtang, Before grandma's emotions are completely stable, I should stay here and take care of her."
Zhou Tang's expression moved slightly, not surprised.
Xu Qingran didn't have a good relationship with his parents. To him, his grandparents were the pillars of family affection in his life.
Now that his grandfather passed away suddenly, how could he be willing to let his grandmother be sad alone.
Zhou Tang nodded to him, and said in a low voice: "I know, Qingran, I have also postponed work recently, and now I still have some free time off, how about I accompany you here to take care of grandma in the next few days?"
Xu Qingran stared at her for a while, then suddenly shook his head.
Zhou Tang continued: "I won't bother you and grandma too much, I'm worried that you will be too depressed, so I want to deliver meals to you and grandma every day, just to see you, or if you feel bored occasionally, want to Talk to me, and I can appear by your side in time."
Xu Qingran was silent for a long time before saying: "Tangtang, I want to accompany grandma alone, because, according to her current situation, her time is not much longer."
Zhou Tang's heart trembled.
Xu Qingran continued: "I'm sorry for making you worry and disappointed. In my current state, I really won't be able to stay with you in the next few days. I'm afraid that my bad mood will affect you, and I'm also afraid I hurt you inadvertently because of bad emotions. Tangtang, I care about you, so I don't want you to see all my collapse and helplessness, and I can't bear my grandparents leaving me one by one suddenly , and obviously when we saw them a few days ago, they were still in such good health."
Zhou Tang's eyes flickered suddenly, deep in his heart, he was sour and tumbling.
After all, she finally made Xu Qingran happy, and after all, she turned around and left silently.
She knew Xu Qingran's answer, he wanted to heal his wounds quietly at the moment, to adapt and bear all this quietly.
He said he didn't want her to see all his helplessness and collapse, but he alone forgot that she was his girlfriend, and breaking down and being weak in front of a girlfriend was simply the most normal reaction.
He excluded her completely subconsciously, just like, yesterday he suddenly left without saying goodbye and missed an appointment.
Zhou Tang had an inexplicable idea forming in her mind, but she didn't dare to think too much about it.
She even preferred to admit that Xu Qingran had never had a girlfriend before, so she didn't understand the intimacy and how to get along between boyfriend and girlfriend.
Therefore, she firmly believed that when Xu Qingran's emotions were adjusted, he would definitely come back.
It got heavier at night, and after leaving the hospital, the rain outside became heavier and heavier.
When Zhou Tang came back from his daze, he realized that his whole body had already been drenched by rain, his whole body was cold, and he was in a panic.
Subconsciously, she trot forward for a few steps before standing still under the eaves of a shop. She took out the mobile phone in her pocket and was about to take a taxi to the hotel first, but unexpectedly, the mobile phone was already wet by the rain and could not be turned on.
Zhou Tang frowned deeply, her whole body was shivering from the cold, she subconsciously wanted to find a passing taxi on the street ahead, but it was too late and there were no cars on the road.
She was full of exhaustion and powerlessness, both physically and psychologically, all inexplicably collapsed at this moment, and her eyes suddenly turned red and sour.
But at this moment, a Bentley suddenly sped up and stopped beside the road a few steps away from her.
Zhou Tang looked subconsciously.
The light and shadow dimmed, and the rain curtain shook.
The window of the Bentley slowly lowered, and Chen Yan's pale and handsome face appeared in front of her again.
"Which hotel did you book? I'll take you there." He asked her in a low voice through the heavy rain.
Zhou Tang's lips trembled from the cold, and even his voice trembled, "No, thank you."
She knew his intentions, but she didn't want to have anything to do with him again.
"Can you get a taxi?"
Zhou Tang didn't speak.
Chen Yan didn't say anything more, suddenly opened the car door and got out of the car under an umbrella, walking towards her all the way.
Until standing in front of her, he stared down at her, stretched out his hand to grab her hand, and then handed the umbrella handle in his hand to her.
"Isn't Jiang Xiao your idol and friend? She was discharged from the hospital two days ago and returned to the Green Creek Mansion. If you have nowhere to go tonight, you can go to Jiang Xiao's house to stay. I think Jiang Xiao will be pleasantly surprised by your sudden visit." Yan said in a low voice.
Zhou Tang took a few deep breaths, his head was dizzy from the cold and swollen, and he had no strength and energy to go back to Chen Yan's words.
Perhaps seeing her not agreeing, Chen Yan opened his mouth and continued to say something.
Zhou Tang's head was dizzy, and she could only see his mouth moving, but her confused head could no longer hear what he said.
In just a few seconds, she fell to the ground in Chen Yan's astonishment.
(End of this chapter)
Zhou Tang was caught off guard for a moment.
Subconsciously turning his head to look, what caught his eyes suddenly was a stunning yet familiar face.
The face was sharp and angular, with fair skin, and a pair of eyes looking at her were extremely deep, as if they were filled with indescribably heavy emotions, and seemed to be as calm as ever, empty of everything.There is a sense of inexplicable contradiction.
It turned out to be Chen Yan!
Zhou Tang frowned, feeling surprised, immediately withdrew the hand that was about to clasp his wrist, and said in a low voice, "Sorry."
Chen Yanning glanced at her, but didn't react much, then turned his head and naturally avoided her gaze, and replied in a low voice, "It's okay."
His voice fell, and he seemed to be tired, so he closed his eyes just like that.
Zhou Tang looked at him twice, only to feel that his face was calm but also pale. It must be that his body has not fully recovered and he took the opportunity to jolt around at night, and his body must be a little too much.
Seeing that he closed his eyes and closed his eyes like a stranger, Zhou Tang didn't say anything, and didn't care about why he happened to appear next to her seat. The matter between her and Chen Yan had already been discussed. , Chen Yan didn't come to disturb her two days ago, thinking about it, he was really relieved.
So, it doesn't matter what the reason is that she happens to be next to her seat.
Zhou Tang stopped thinking about it, turned around, and began to close his eyes to rest.
The plane completely recovered its stability again, and Zhou Tang's thoughts returned to Xu Qingran again, and he couldn't get back to his senses for a long time.
After a long time, the plane landed safely, and when Zhou Tang opened his eyes, Chen Yan got up and left before her.
His movements were calm and dignified, and he didn't turn his head to look at her.
Zhou Tang glanced at his back, and felt a little relieved. He felt that the current Chen Yan had indeed changed a lot. He no longer threatened with sarcastic remarks or stalked him.
It was rare for her and Chen Yan to sit together peacefully, like two strangers, without any harshness.
In this way, there is nothing wrong with it.
After Zhou Tang got out of the airport, he took a taxi to the hospital where Xu Qingran's grandmother lived.
The climate in Kyoto is changeable. At this time, the night was dark and the sky was already lightly rained, making it a bit cold.
Time pushed to 03:30 in the morning.
After Zhou Tang got out of the taxi, she wrapped her thin coat tightly. After entering the hospital lobby, she hesitated for a while, and called Xu Qingran again.
However, unexpectedly, this time Xu Qingran got through on the phone.
At this moment, Zhou Tang couldn't tell what she was feeling in her heart, only one thought emerged in her mind, that is, Xu Qingran's cell phone was turned on, but he didn't reply a message to her.
Before she even had time to sort out all the inexplicable and chaotic emotions in her heart, Xu Qingran got through the phone a few seconds later.
"Tangtang." It's just that they haven't seen each other for a day, but Xu Qingran's voice at this moment is extremely deep and suppressed, which is far different from his usual elegant and elegant voice.
Zhou Tang's heart tightened suddenly, and he said in a low voice, "In Heng'an Hospital in Kyoto?"
"Ah."
"Can I come up for a while? Want to see you."
There was a sudden silence on the other side.
Zhou Tang continued: "I'm already in the hall of Heng'an Hospital, Qingran."
Her voice was smooth and gentle, without the slightest bit of blame, let alone the slightest bit of anger.
Her attitude is calm, and she also genuinely loves Xu Qingran.
She knows that Xu Qingran's grandparents hold an unmatched weight in his heart, and she also understands that you didn't turn a blind eye to her breaking the appointment because of emotional collapse.
She can understand.
Now she just hopes to see with her own eyes that Xu Qingran is healthy and able to deal with everything with strength, and only in this way, she seems to be able to return to Yuncheng with peace of mind, or return to Canada to wait for him.
However, the other side of the phone is still silent, no reply.
Zhou Tang's tight heart began to become more and more complicated, and then she said in a low voice: "It's okay, it's okay if I don't come up, I'm just a little worried about you, I hope you can properly adjust your emotions, eat and drink well. Rest, I..."
Before Zhou Tang could finish speaking, Xu Qingran said in a low voice, "Wait for me."
After two short words, Xu Qingran hung up the phone.
Zhou Tang stood silently on the spot, and after a while, she adjusted her ups and downs and put away her phone. Not long after, she saw Xu Qingran coming out of the elevator not far away.
Compared with the elegant clothes in the past, Xu Qingran at this time, the collar of his shirt was obviously wrinkled, and he was wearing a doctor's white coat outside his shirt, his hair was a little messy and drooping, and there was no trace of happy reunion on his face. It is dignified, and his face is also depressed.
Zhou Tang couldn't help but took a deep breath.
Knowing Xu Qingran for so long, she has never seen his expression and state. He has always been positive, sunny, gentle and warm, but at this time, Xu Qingran seems to have suddenly stepped into the shadows, giving people an inexplicable depression feel.
During the whole process, Zhou Tang just stared at him quietly, with complicated emotions.
Xu Qingran's pace was fast, and in just a moment, he had already stood in front of Zhou Tang, his tired eyes fell on Zhou Tang's thin figure, and he frowned, "Is it cold?"
Zhou Tang shook his head.
He sighed, "Tangtang, yesterday... I'm sorry."
His eyes were quickly stained with guilt, and even his tone was full of tiredness and powerlessness.
Zhou Tang hurriedly lowered his head to avoid his eyes, and shook his head, "There is nothing to be sorry for, after all, grandparents are important, and you did the right thing."
Xu Qingran rubbed his tired and aching temples, his pale face rolled up with endless self-blame, and said in a low voice: "I missed your appointment yesterday, I did something wrong, just because the situation was too urgent last night, I was too anxious, so my mind was chaotic, and I didn't think too much..."
His voice was extremely apologetic, but Zhou Tang couldn't bear to hear it.
Before he finished speaking, Zhou Tang said, "It's really not your fault. There's no need to apologize. After all, there are priorities and you didn't do anything wrong. Qingran, I'm here now, not because I want to hear your apology." Yes, I was just too worried about you, so I just wanted to come and see you..."
"I'm fine." Xu Qingran said.
Only then did Zhou Tang look up at him.
He met her eyes, "Grandpa left, and grandma was emotionally unstable and fell down again. Although the fracture operation was done at this moment, grandma's mood collapsed and she kept crying and wanted to follow grandpa, so... Tangtang, Before grandma's emotions are completely stable, I should stay here and take care of her."
Zhou Tang's expression moved slightly, not surprised.
Xu Qingran didn't have a good relationship with his parents. To him, his grandparents were the pillars of family affection in his life.
Now that his grandfather passed away suddenly, how could he be willing to let his grandmother be sad alone.
Zhou Tang nodded to him, and said in a low voice: "I know, Qingran, I have also postponed work recently, and now I still have some free time off, how about I accompany you here to take care of grandma in the next few days?"
Xu Qingran stared at her for a while, then suddenly shook his head.
Zhou Tang continued: "I won't bother you and grandma too much, I'm worried that you will be too depressed, so I want to deliver meals to you and grandma every day, just to see you, or if you feel bored occasionally, want to Talk to me, and I can appear by your side in time."
Xu Qingran was silent for a long time before saying: "Tangtang, I want to accompany grandma alone, because, according to her current situation, her time is not much longer."
Zhou Tang's heart trembled.
Xu Qingran continued: "I'm sorry for making you worry and disappointed. In my current state, I really won't be able to stay with you in the next few days. I'm afraid that my bad mood will affect you, and I'm also afraid I hurt you inadvertently because of bad emotions. Tangtang, I care about you, so I don't want you to see all my collapse and helplessness, and I can't bear my grandparents leaving me one by one suddenly , and obviously when we saw them a few days ago, they were still in such good health."
Zhou Tang's eyes flickered suddenly, deep in his heart, he was sour and tumbling.
After all, she finally made Xu Qingran happy, and after all, she turned around and left silently.
She knew Xu Qingran's answer, he wanted to heal his wounds quietly at the moment, to adapt and bear all this quietly.
He said he didn't want her to see all his helplessness and collapse, but he alone forgot that she was his girlfriend, and breaking down and being weak in front of a girlfriend was simply the most normal reaction.
He excluded her completely subconsciously, just like, yesterday he suddenly left without saying goodbye and missed an appointment.
Zhou Tang had an inexplicable idea forming in her mind, but she didn't dare to think too much about it.
She even preferred to admit that Xu Qingran had never had a girlfriend before, so she didn't understand the intimacy and how to get along between boyfriend and girlfriend.
Therefore, she firmly believed that when Xu Qingran's emotions were adjusted, he would definitely come back.
It got heavier at night, and after leaving the hospital, the rain outside became heavier and heavier.
When Zhou Tang came back from his daze, he realized that his whole body had already been drenched by rain, his whole body was cold, and he was in a panic.
Subconsciously, she trot forward for a few steps before standing still under the eaves of a shop. She took out the mobile phone in her pocket and was about to take a taxi to the hotel first, but unexpectedly, the mobile phone was already wet by the rain and could not be turned on.
Zhou Tang frowned deeply, her whole body was shivering from the cold, she subconsciously wanted to find a passing taxi on the street ahead, but it was too late and there were no cars on the road.
She was full of exhaustion and powerlessness, both physically and psychologically, all inexplicably collapsed at this moment, and her eyes suddenly turned red and sour.
But at this moment, a Bentley suddenly sped up and stopped beside the road a few steps away from her.
Zhou Tang looked subconsciously.
The light and shadow dimmed, and the rain curtain shook.
The window of the Bentley slowly lowered, and Chen Yan's pale and handsome face appeared in front of her again.
"Which hotel did you book? I'll take you there." He asked her in a low voice through the heavy rain.
Zhou Tang's lips trembled from the cold, and even his voice trembled, "No, thank you."
She knew his intentions, but she didn't want to have anything to do with him again.
"Can you get a taxi?"
Zhou Tang didn't speak.
Chen Yan didn't say anything more, suddenly opened the car door and got out of the car under an umbrella, walking towards her all the way.
Until standing in front of her, he stared down at her, stretched out his hand to grab her hand, and then handed the umbrella handle in his hand to her.
"Isn't Jiang Xiao your idol and friend? She was discharged from the hospital two days ago and returned to the Green Creek Mansion. If you have nowhere to go tonight, you can go to Jiang Xiao's house to stay. I think Jiang Xiao will be pleasantly surprised by your sudden visit." Yan said in a low voice.
Zhou Tang took a few deep breaths, his head was dizzy from the cold and swollen, and he had no strength and energy to go back to Chen Yan's words.
Perhaps seeing her not agreeing, Chen Yan opened his mouth and continued to say something.
Zhou Tang's head was dizzy, and she could only see his mouth moving, but her confused head could no longer hear what he said.
In just a few seconds, she fell to the ground in Chen Yan's astonishment.
(End of this chapter)
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