only soft on you

Chapter 262 I Have Never Loved Anyone Except Her
She stared at Chen Yan in astonishment, and saw that after he fell down, his whole body was completely silent, as if he was dead.

In an instant, a scene with a particularly deep memory flashed through her head. She remembered that one night in high school, when she went to meet Chen Yan, she happened to see him being beaten to the ground by the crowd, motionless, as if dead.

At that time, Chen Yan was covered in injuries and was in a state of desperation.

She remembered that she was so frightened that her heart almost stopped beating, and after those people quickly dispersed, she ran over and squatted beside him in a panic to call him, but he didn't respond at all.

Zhou Tang frowned deeply, memories emerged, and all his emotions seemed to have become extraordinarily complicated.

However, this time, she still held back her steps forward. She didn't rush over to check the situation like she did that night in high school. She just forcibly suppressed her ups and downs, picked up her mobile phone and dialed 120.

Soon, the ambulance came roaring straight.

Zhou Tang stood in the darkness not far away, motionless, until Chen Yan was carried into the car by the medical staff and left, then she walked forward slowly, but when she reached the gate of Xu Qingran's villa where Chen Yan passed out, she saw the marble door. A small puddle of glaring blood remained on the clean ground.

Therefore, Chen Yan should have suffered a real fall or a relapse of an old injury, not just pretending.

It's just, why did he suddenly appear here.

Is it because he gave up on her on the surface, but in fact he was still watching all her whereabouts, so that she had just landed in the capital, and he appeared here on the back foot.

So, has Chen Yan been spying on her and following her on purpose?
At this point in his thoughts, Zhou Tang frowned more and more, and the feeling of disgust and resistance in his heart became more and more intense.

After opening the door of Xu Qingran's villa with the password, she simply stepped in, then chose a guest bedroom, washed and rested.

Before going to bed, she thought about it, and then sent a message to Xu Qingran: Qingran, I have arrived at your villa, and I am planning to rest. You also take care of yourself tonight. Your health is important. If you can, you can always Call me and let me come over and be with you.

After the message was sent out, Xu Qingran responded with a rare message: Wait for me, I will be fine.Good night.

Zhou Tang read the words he sent several times before sighing, then put away the phone, suppressed his mind and fell asleep.

At this time, Chen Yan had already woken up in the ambulance, but he remained silent in the face of various inquiries from the doctors and nurses in the car.

His face was indescribably cold, his eyes were full of hostility, and he was distracted, unable to listen to what the doctors and nurses were saying.

Just outside the gate of Xu Qingran's villa, he fell down, but he didn't faint at all, but even with his eyes closed, he could still clearly feel the indifference from Zhou Tang.

She didn't intend to run over to see him at all, even if he fell unconscious and looked embarrassed and dangerous, she didn't intend to come over to see him at all.

She only called 120 for him, like a slightly soft-hearted stranger, as for the rest, she didn't want to give him any more charity.

Chen Yan's heart was heavy, and a series of dull pains spread more and more wantonly in his heart.

The doctors and nurses at the scene had nothing to do with Chen Yan. When the ambulance arrived at the hospital, fortunately, a nurse recognized Chen Yanlai. Finally, through the coordination of all parties, they finally contacted Yang Fan, Chen Yan's special assistant, in time.

Yang Fan quickly reported the incident to Jiang Feng who was on a business trip in Kyoto.

Jiang Feng came very quickly, sweating all over his head in a hurry. When he saw Chen Yan in the ward, Jiang Feng was so angry that he said to Chen Yan heartbroken, "You really plan to keep going like this forever." Is it? Chen Yan, in your current state, in a state of disarray, let alone chasing Zhou Tang back, it would be difficult for her to look at you more."

Chen Yan's far-sighted and complex eyes finally returned to a little bit of charm.

He raised his head slightly, looked at Jiang Feng coldly and indifferently, "So, what do you think should be done?"

Zhou Tang didn't even care about his life tonight, he was sure that he really died by Xu Qingran's gate at that time, Zhou Tang would not come up to see him.

So what can he do?

Or, he endured the humiliation these few days, forcibly suppressed his desire for her, pretended to alienate her, pretended to let her go, in the end, what's the use?
Chen Yan's heart fluttered a few times again, and his face became paler and paler.

Jiang Feng stared at Chen Yan worriedly. Seeing him like this made him even more worried.

He hesitated for a while, and then tentatively and helplessly said to Chen Yan: "Chen Yan, why don't you just give up?"

Can you give up Zhou Tang?

He really didn't want to see Chen Yan continue to entangle with Zhou Tang. The misunderstandings and misses of these two people going around all these years, going around and hurting each other, it seems that the two of them are indeed destined for each other, and both of them are in each other's life. In the best time period, completely missed.

He also knew that it was not easy for Chen Yan to let go of Zhou Tang. Let him go.

However, before his final words fell completely, Chen Yan lifted his chapped lips and said to him in a low voice: "There is nothing to give up or not to give up. I just can't get past the hurdles in my heart. Jiang Feng, we In this life, apart from her, I have never loved anyone else, and it is impossible for me to watch her with someone else like last time."

Jiang Feng was full of heaving and sighing, helpless, all the words of comfort in his heart lingered and boiled, and finally, when he saw the inexplicable redness in the corners of Chen Yan's eyes, he finally suppressed all the words in his heart.

For a paranoid and stubborn person, giving up is indeed a difficult thing.

In the past, Chen Yan could still stay away from Zhou Tang, but now, Zhou Tang has been with him two years ago, and has been owned by him, that feeling of being with Zhou Tang , Chen Yan has already penetrated into the marrow of his bones, and he has been obsessed with it for two years. How can it be possible to talk about giving up now.

Jiang Feng took a deep breath, didn't say any more, turned his eyes around Chen Yan's red eyes a few times, and finally retreated and said: "No matter what you think about Zhou Tang, but now, your top priority It’s medical treatment. You just had an operation on your stomach, and I think you’re really crazy to fly from Canada to Kyoto at such a risk. But Chen Yan, it’s not wrong to put all your eggs in one basket to get someone back, but if you Your body has been damaged due to illness or injury, and at that time, you may not even be able to stand still, so what are you going to use to chase Zhou Tang back?"

Chen Yan's expression moved slightly, but he remained silent.

Only then did Jiang Feng ease his expression, "Infusion first to treat the illness. Those wounds on your body also need to be bandaged again. Although I couldn't control you when you were in Canada, you are now under my nose. God, you have to give me a good life and raise me in the hospital."

In the next two days, Zhou Tang finally recovered and did not meet Chen Yan again.

The villa of Chen Yan next door to Xu Qingran also kept the lights on. It seemed that the owner never came back after he fainted that night, and no one came to turn off the lights in the villa. Even the whole villa seemed to be completely destroyed. Forgotten in general.

But Zhou Tang didn't care about these.

What she cared about was Xu Qingran's state, because Xu Qingran hadn't contacted her actively for several days, even if she called, he hung up in a hurry as if exhausted and depressed.

It also seems that since his grandparents passed away, the calm and gentle Xu Qingran seemed to have really gone with his grandparents. What is left now is just a body that has been remembering the past. Even for this world, he seems to have lost everything. passion and longing.

After hanging up Xu Qingran's phone call, Zhou Tang's heart ached.

She was worried about Xu Qingran's state, but she didn't know how to comfort him and change her. Recently, she felt more and more that Xu Qingran really didn't seem to need her that much, or love her. He habitually liked to hide by himself. Healing, also habitually does not want her to participate in all his struggles and helplessness.

He wanted to digest all of this quietly by himself, and during this process, he didn't even want her to disturb him.

Zhou Tang lived in Xu Qingran's villa for five days, and he also waited for five days. After staying on the sixth day, because of the accumulation of photography work in Canada, he could no longer delay and postpone. Going back to Canada to wait for her, Zhou Tang was depressed in this villa for five days, and finally decided to go back to Canada first, but at the moment after booking the ticket, she suddenly received a call from Wang Yu.

(End of this chapter)