only soft on you

Chen Yan drove to the hospital. During the whole process, he didn't say a word, but although the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, he couldn't hide the paleness of his face.

He must have been injured.

The stick hit his back, and he fell to the ground for a long time without getting up, so he must have been really hurt.

Sure enough, after arriving at the hospital for an examination, although Chen Yan's back was not broken, his soft tissue was severely contused. Zhou Tang also saw the injury on his back. There was a long bruised scar slanting across his back, dazzling And ferocious.

The doctor advised Chen Yan to be hospitalized, but Chen Yan still refused. In desperation, the doctor only prescribed some medicine for Chen Yan and asked him to go home and take care of him carefully.

When returning back, seeing Chen Yan heading towards the cab, Zhou Tang said in a low voice, "Let me drive."

Chen Yan looked up at her, put all the heavy look in her eyes into his eyes, turned his eyes a few times, and nodded.

Zhou Tang's expression was slightly relaxed, and he walked straight to the car. After taking the driver's seat, Chen Yan also sat down in the passenger seat.

Zhou Tang turned his head and glanced at him. Seeing that he had fastened his seat belt, he drove forward. Perhaps because Chen Yan's back injury kept replaying in his mind, Zhou Tang couldn't help but said: "The doctor's suggestion, you You should listen, your back injury is quite serious, if you are hospitalized, it should be safer."

"Every time you have a rare relationship with me, you seem to be persuading me to be hospitalized." He said this casually.

Zhou Tang remembered that last time Chen Yan asked her for help, saying that his stomach pain was unbearable, and asked her to take him to the hospital. A few words.

She didn't expect how long it took before the incident happened again. She went to the hospital with Chen Yan again, and saw that Chen Yan didn't seem to care about his body at all. Whether it was a stomachache or a back injury, he hardly let go in the eyes.

He is really indifferent to himself.

"It's just that I'm not just a piece of paper. This small injury is much lighter than the one I suffered when I was beaten by a crowd in high school. Just go back and take some medicine, and I won't die."

At this moment, he said these words lightly again.

Zhou Tang said with a tight voice: "You are not as good as before. You were young and physically fit when you were in high school, but now..."

Before Zhou Tang could speak, Chen Yan interrupted, "Think I'm old?"

"That was not what I meant."

Of course, Chen Yan knew that she didn't mean that, but Zhou Tang's subconscious nagging and exhortations at the moment were undoubtedly concerned about his body, and no matter whether Zhou Tang cared about him because of his kindness or other reasons, he did not care about him. Yes, I like it.

"Even though I'm old, I'm not that weak. It's just a stick, and it's enough to support me." Chen Yan was silent for a while, and then replied these words in a low voice.

Zhou Tang couldn't help but glanced at him again, "Maybe you think you can do anything, but Chen Yan, your body is your own, and it doesn't hurt to care about yourself occasionally, and you have everything now, whether it's money or rights. , you have both career and contacts, so at this time, you should take care of your body and enjoy these things to the fullest."

After all, those stumbling miseries in the first half of his life have passed, and now he has finally escaped from the mud. He should have enjoyed himself, but his body collapsed, and he has nothing left.

Zhou Tang's words were full of sincere comfort, but Chen Yan only curled his lips and smiled slightly, and said without much emotion: "I don't care about money and rights. I lived because of my mother for the first half of my life. Now my mother After leaving, for the rest of my life, I just want to..."

At this point, he didn't make another sound, but the gaze that fell on Zhou Tang's face revealed a kind of distant sadness and hope.

Zhou Tang was stared at by him, making his heart feel a little weak, and he pretended to look away naturally.

Seeing her pretending to avoid her posture, Chen Yan's eyes sank for a while, and he confessed, "I will only live for you for the rest of my life. Zhou Tang, you have always said that I have unstable personality and mental problems. Are you right? That's right, I'm really dark and paranoid, I can't control certain feelings, I know I'm mentally ill, and I've seen a psychiatrist, but I can't get out."

Zhou Tang's face turned slightly pale, and he took a deep breath, "I'm not suitable for you."

"We can run in again. This time I will cooperate with you. I am willing to change."

"I don't like you anymore."

"Emotions can be cultivated, I can wait for you, and wait for you to like me again."

"Chen Yan, can you stop doing this? I don't deserve you, and we are really not suitable. I just want to work hard now, and I don't want to talk about any relationship. Since you know you are paranoid, maybe you can try to talk to others A relationship, when you fall in love with someone else, you will come out."

Zhou Tang suggested with a tight voice.

But after these words fell, Chen Yan was completely silent, and did not make another sound.

Zhou Tang sighed, "Chen Yan, I'm sorry, if my words make you unhappy, I would like to apologize, but I really hope you can come out completely."

Chen Yan remained silent.

It wasn't until the atmosphere in the car was suppressed and silent for a long time, and until the car arrived outside the hotel, that Chen Yan said to Zhou Tang in a low voice: "I can understand that you don't want to accept my feelings, but Zhou Tang, you are not qualified to accept my feelings." I defer my whole being and my feelings to others."

With her voice down, Chen Yan got up, got out of the car, and walked straight into the hotel.

Zhou Tang hurriedly got out of the car to follow, and finally felt that it was a bit immoral and inappropriate for him to say these things that affected his emotions after he had suffered such a serious injury because of her.

However, no matter how tactfully she spoke behind Chen Yan, Chen Yan ignored her, until he stepped into his suite and closed the door, he didn't look back at Zhou Tang again.

Zhou Tang knew that this time he touched Chen Yan's backlash again.

People with psychological problems are really difficult to communicate, but this does not prevent the guilt that has grown in her heart.

After all, she shouldn't have said that to Chen Yan at this juncture. After all, Chen Yan was her savior and was also seriously injured. What she should do now is perhaps to comfort him.

But it is difficult to control the comfort of this thing. If it goes too far, it will easily backfire and cause even more serious misunderstandings for Chen Yan.