only soft on you

Zhou Tang looked at him silently, feeling complicated in his heart, but still didn't reply.

The atmosphere in the car became inexplicably stiff and depressing again.

It was not until a long time ago that Zhou Tang said in a low voice: "Chen Yan, thank you very much for tonight. I am also very grateful to you. Apart from feelings, I can repay you with anything you want."

Chen Yan's voice became deeper and deeper, "Is it okay except for feelings?"

"Yeah." Zhou Tang nodded.

"Promise yourself?" Chen Yan said, with a hint of unrealistic ridicule in his tone, but if you listen carefully, it is not difficult to hear the bitterness in it.

Zhou Tang took a deep breath and said, "This won't work either."

Before Zhou Tang could finish her words, Chen Yan suddenly raised his head and met her eyes, "You know what I want, but you just don't want to give it to me. I've saved you so many times, and it just so happens that I don't want you to repay anything else. I just want your feelings and your body.”

Zhou Tang frowned deeply.

She knew that as long as she discussed this aspect with Chen Yan, the two of them would have irresolvable conflicts and break up easily.

Normally, she would never care too much about Chen Yan's psychology and would tell the truth no matter what, but she had experienced too much tonight, and her mentality had changed slightly. In addition, Chen Yan was still Being injured, she didn't want to speak too harshly right now, lest he suffer the psychological loneliness and mania despite being physically injured.

Zhou Tang hesitated for a while, then said tactfully: "Can I owe you your kindness first?"

Chen Yan curled his lips and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Am I so bad? I admit that we were verbally violent to you, but I didn't really hurt you, right? I also settled things for you, Mu Jizhou, and found you. Dr. Robert cured your dad, and I never gave up on you emotionally. I responded enthusiastically to your feelings for me in high school, but you no longer wanted me."

Zhou Tang's eyes suddenly flickered and he said quickly, "That's not the case, Chen Yan."

Chen Yan leaned his head on the car pillow, closed his eyes slightly, and had no intention of paying attention to Zhou Tang anymore.

He seemed to be completely tired, and the cold and hard breath all over his body had loosened. His lonely appearance seemed to reveal an inexplicable loneliness and vulnerability.Zhou Tang's heart was slightly pricked by something unknown, which felt a little unexpected.

At this moment, she couldn't bear Chen Yan again.

In fact, over the years, Chen Yan seems to have done nothing wrong.

A man who was struggling to survive in the mud was suddenly chased by her for three years.

In high school, he tasted the fruits of being taken seriously and loved deeply for the first time, and his feelings were out of control.He originally thought that if he could break into the Chen family's den alone, he could truly get rid of the Chen family's surveillance, be able to get ahead, truly let his mother live a good life, and be able to respond to her warmly, safely and without any scruples. Zhou Tang's feelings for him.

But she didn't expect that by the time he crawled out alive from the whirlpool of the Chen family, riddled with wounds and wounds, she, Zhou Tang, would have long since broken up with him and even had a boyfriend.

When Chen Yan saw her and Mu Jizhou together, he must have been heartbroken at that moment.

She couldn't empathize with Chen Yan's feelings at that moment, but Chen Yan could be obsessed with her for so many years, and even had strong and severe paranoia, which meant that she gave up on him because of a misunderstanding. , a deep and painful fatal blow.

When he thought of this, Zhou Tang's heart became more and more melancholy and sour.

She looked at Chen Yan and was silent for a long time. She seemed unable to say a thousand words. Finally, she said palely and sincerely to Chen Yan, "Chen Yan, I'm sorry."

Chen Yan still had his eyes closed and did not respond.

Zhou Tang observed him for a while and thought he fell asleep.

When she was about to fall silent completely, she heard Chen Yan suddenly say to her in a low voice: "I'm really sorry for what I said, so give me a kiss."