only soft on you

Zhou Tang opened his mouth, but no sound came out of his throat. He was helpless and speechless at Chen Yan's brain circuit.

So, after she said so much, his focus was not on his stubbornness and stubbornness. His focus was on whether she cared about him when she was so excited!
He was already like this, and he was still thinking about this. The contrast between Chen Yan and Chen Yan was really big in front of her. In the eyes of outsiders, Chen Yan, who was dignified and cold, was unattainable and ruthless, but in front of her, he was as cautious as dust. Looking for sweets little by little in her angry reproach!

In an instant, all Zhou Tang's scolding words could not come out.Her cold body was surrounded by the heater in the car, and her cold limbs gradually warmed up. She didn't know whether it was the warmth in the car that made her feel a little emotional, or whether Chen Yan's humility hit her heart again, and she suddenly couldn't hold it back. The eyes are red.

Chen Yan looked at her quietly, collecting all her reactions in his eyes. His eyes became deeper and deeper, and he became more and more undulating. He didn't say anything. It seemed that what he had been insisting on and adhering to all this time suddenly seemed a little strange at this moment. Touched, somewhat loose.

The girl in his eyes should always be as energetic, happy and full of energy as she was in high school. She should not be like this, sitting in his car, so moved that he showed weakness and humiliation.

He had worked hard for so long, hoping that Zhou Tang would respond to him with the same passionate emotions as when he was in high school, instead of bearing the shackles of emotion and morality and succumbing to him step by step.

At this moment, looking at Zhou Tang's tense body and his fragile yet trembling movements that pretended to be strong, he suddenly began to be confused and doubtful. Is it really okay to tie Zhou Tang up with emotion and favor? Is this really what he wants?

If this is the case, is he still robbing her just like he was two years ago, causing her to lose her original identity...

His thoughts began to swirl violently, and Chen Yan didn't say anything for a moment.

Until a moment later, when he saw a tear dripping from the corner of Zhou Tang's eye, Chen Yan's eyes suddenly swayed. He took a deep breath, tried hard to suppress the sudden frustration and clamor in his heart, and couldn't help but reach out and pull Zhou Tang away. He hugged her gently.

After noticing that the person in his arms was stiff for a moment, he completely relaxed and softened.

Chen Yan said in a distant and low voice: "I'm sorry, I just want you to care about me, and I want to find the slightest evidence from you that you care about me. It doesn't matter if you don't want to answer. It's okay if you don't care about me. But Zhou Tang , I will let Zhao Meng give you an explanation for what happened tonight, and after this matter is over, I will follow your heart and never bother you again."

As he spoke, he took a deep breath, as if he had made up his mind, but also seemed to be giving up something with difficulty and pain, and continued to say to Zhou Tang: "In the past few years, we have been entangled, and it seems that the memory is not very good, either. It is true that I have always been forcing it, and it is I who have never let go, causing you to suffer so many setbacks and troubles for no reason. Zhou Tang, you are right, I am indeed paranoid and gloomy, and I have a psychological problem. People like me may I really should stay away from you and just go heal myself. I can’t drag you with me. Maybe I really should disappear from your side, so that your life can go smoothly."

By the end of the words, Chen Yan's voice had become extremely hoarse, as if he was carrying everything on his back. He was tired and in pain, making him breathless. (End of chapter)