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Zhou Tang was suddenly startled, and before he had time to react, his whole body was violently grabbed by a pair of hands, and he was immediately pulled into a skinny embrace.

This embrace was not warm, and her cheek hurt from being knocked by his sharp bones, but Chen Yan held her too tightly, leaving no chance for her to break away. After Zhou Tang regained consciousness, he tried to push He pushed Chen Yan, but didn't push it away. His nose was also filled with the smell of wine from Chen Yan's body. For a moment, his ears heard the chaotic beating coming from Chen Yan's silent chest, and his mind was also disturbed. It was as if Chen Yan had imprisoned her so hard, as if her cheek was hurt by his bones, but it was not so unbearable.

"Did you drink a lot tonight?" Zhou Tang stayed silent in Chen Yan's arms for a while before asking in a low voice.

When her voice fell, she didn't wait for Chen Yan's answer, but she found that his arm tightly wrapped around her shoulders was trembling faintly.

Zhou Tang thought he was feeling unwell, and was a little worried. He struggled again, trying to get out of his arms and help him sit on the sofa.

Chen Yan's arms tightened more and more, and his chin hit her shoulder. His cold cheek moved into her neck, he curled his lips and smiled self-deprecatingly, and said hoarsely: "I haven't dreamed about you for a long time. You finally showed up once, don't struggle, just let me hug you?"

Zhou Tang's struggling movements paused subconsciously, and he immediately realized that Chen Yan must be really drunk. He couldn't distinguish between dreams and reality. He even thought that he was just dreaming when he held her like this. That’s all.

For a moment, his heart felt inexplicably sour. Zhou Tang softened his voice and said softly: "Chen Yan, you are not dreaming. This is real. Look, it is really me. I have really come to Beicheng."

Chen Yan's arm around her shoulders froze slightly for a moment and said nothing.

The surrounding atmosphere also fell into complete silence, with a sense of silence that could make a sharp sound even if a needle dropped to the ground.

Zhou Tang was not sure whether Chen Yan had listened to her words. After all, drunk people have difficulty controlling themselves. It was normal for Chen Yan not to be able to tell whether her words were true or not, just as he couldn't tell whether she was true or not. Being in his arms.

Zhou Tang's heart tugged a little and continued: "Chen Yan, it's really me. Can you let me go first? I'll help you sit on the sofa and take a rest. If you feel any discomfort, Remember to tell me too." After saying this for a long time, Chen Yan's arm finally relaxed slightly as if obedient.

Zhou Tang took advantage of the situation and wanted to break away. Unexpectedly, when she moved, Chen Yan tightened his grip on her again as if he had been suddenly stimulated. As if he was afraid that she would suddenly disappear, his voice became lower and hoarse, with a kind of ethereal confusion. With a sense of hostility, "Did you lie to me? Zhou Tang and I have parted ways, how could she come to Beicheng again, and come to this Green Creek Mansion again! Even if Zhou Tang pities me, she can be persuaded by Jiang Feng and Yang Fan to calm my mood. It is absolutely impossible to set foot in this... Green Creek Mansion! So, this is still a dream, right? You want to lie to me, right? You want me to let you go, and you will leave completely, right? Even in the dream, you Are you trying every possible means to get rid of me?"

Probably because he was drunk, the more he talked about it, the more he couldn't control his emotions and became more excited.

These days, under his indifferent and calm appearance, his whole person has long been riddled with holes. He gritted his teeth and insisted on his promise not to disturb Zhou Tang, but the busy work and Wang Shouyi's illness could not really make him completely As busy as he is, he still has free time to think wildly. Especially in the dead of night, the hollowness, loneliness and even despair in his heart will become more intense.

Even strong alcohol could not numb his heart of missing Zhou Tang crazily.

He really missed her and missed her crazily!

He even wanted to take up his promise and tie Zhou Tang back to him more than once.

But he still tried hard to calm down his emotions. Rather than imprisoning Zhou Tang, he didn't want to see Zhou Tang being hostile and rejecting him. He wanted to be a good person in front of her. He suppressed all the despair in his heart over and over again. With sadness, he restrained his emotions over and over again, but he did not expect that even if they met in a dream at this moment, Zhou Tang would want to escape from him at all costs.

This feeling of being pushed away by her again, crazily eating away at all his sanity, and the madness and paranoia that he had suppressed forcibly burst out at this moment.

Chen Yan's eyes were deeply red, and his pale face was filled with a self-deprecating smile. Without giving Zhou Tang a chance to break away from him, he lowered his head sharply and kissed her lips fiercely.