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After Zhou Tang finished the meal, he set off to meet Chu Shangshang. The two chatted a lot until they left. Chu Shangshang couldn't help but ran over and hugged Zhou Tang tightly, and took several deep breaths. , said: "Tangtang, you and Chen Yan must be happy this time and be very happy! You both must be well!"

Zhou Tang smiled with tears in his eyes and said softly: "Okay."

She wanted to find that young man walking alone in the mud again, and she wanted to walk with him properly again.

Since it was still him who was going around in circles, she wanted him to shine again and feel real happiness again.

She owed him.

But before that, she had to meet Wang Sufang to confess and make a promise.

When Wang Sufang left suddenly, she didn't go to see him off, and she never went to pay homage. Now that she thinks about it, she was indeed too rude and cruel.

So when she arrived at Wang Sufang's tomb with her nanny, Zhou Tang placed the chrysanthemum in her hand in front of the tombstone, stared at Wang Sufang's photo on the tombstone, and couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Aunt Fang, I'm sorry for coming to see you so late." She said each word tremblingly, her guilt reaching its peak.

The weather in the afternoon was very bad, and it was raining lightly. The nanny carefully held up the umbrella to cover Zhou Tang, but Zhou Tang reached out and took the other umbrella from the nanny, opened it, and said to the nanny: "Thank you for bringing me here." Here, I want to talk to Aunt Fang for a while, if nothing happens, you don’t have to accompany me, just go back and rest first."

Seeing Zhou Tang's red eyes, the nanny dared to leave, but she also knew that Zhou Tang didn't want to be disturbed, so she hurriedly said: "You don't need to pay attention to me. I'll wait for you at the gate over there."

Zhou Tang nodded.

The nanny looked at Zhou Tang several times worriedly, then raised her feet and left.

Zhou Tang stood quietly in front of Wang Sufang's tomb, wiping the tears on his face, but he couldn't wipe them away.

Her emotions of sadness and guilt could not be suppressed at this moment. It was also at this moment that she realized deeply that the lively and kind-hearted Aunt Fang had been sleeping here forever and could never come back. Chen Yan, who was taboo, had such a collapsed mentality that he personally hid the mother he loved and cared about most here.

It would be such a shocking and piercing pain, and what kind of despair it would be.

Zhou Tang didn't dare to imagine, and the intense pain in her heart made her whole face lose all color.

After a long time, she finally calmed down a little and started talking to the tombstone.

She had a lot to say to Wang Sufang, starting with the delicious meals Wang Sufang cooked for her in high school, to Wang Sufang's thoughtful gift of a fruit plate every time Chen Yan helped her with her homework, to Chen Yan's invitation to her every night. Yan took her home by bike. Wang Sufang once saw all her thoughts about Chen Yan, and she was gentle and did not reveal it. She always thought about her Zhou Tang's kindness, and perhaps because of this, she was disliked and rejected by Su Yi later. .

She has always been on her side.

As Zhou Tang spoke, tears burst into tears again.

Her voice also became hoarse, and she talked about many subsequent events and her current situation. She confessed all her thoughts. She wanted to tell Wang Sufang her plans and feelings honestly. She didn't want to let Wang Sufang's love for her down again.

Time also passed little by little.

When he looked up in a daze, Zhou Tang realized that it was getting late and dusk had passed.

Zhou Tang then bowed deeply to the tombstone a few times and said goodbye to Wang Sufang. After meeting up with the nanny and returning to the Green Creek Villa, he opened the door and saw that the lights were not turned on in the villa. Chen Yan was sitting alone. Smoking on the couch.

He seemed to be immersed in his own world. He didn't even hear the door opening, let alone the movements of Zhou Tang and the nanny. The scarlet flames of the cigarette butts on his fingertips rose and fell, adding a sense of fragmentation and depression.

Zhou Tang looked at him for a few times before taking the initiative to turn on the light in the living room.

Chen Yan seemed to be shaken by the light and looked up stiffly. In an instant, Zhou Tang saw his deep and gloomy eyes, with defeat and anger intertwined.

Zhou Tang didn't know why, but he suddenly realized that she didn't seem to say hello to Chen Yan when she left here. The nanny probably didn't tell Chen Yan that she was leaving with her to worship at the cemetery. .

Therefore, Chen Yan's behavior probably meant that she, Zhou Tang, had gone back on her word again and left without saying goodbye.

But now he is a boring gourd. He actually sits here smoking a cigarette without asking anyone to inquire about her whereabouts. Is it because he is too exhausted chasing her back and forth, or because he can no longer bear her? The fact of leaving...

Zhou Tang's head was a little confused, but she was more worried and distressed. Under his increasingly serious gaze, she walked quickly to him and whispered: "Chen Yan, I'm back."

The casual words of comfort immediately made Chen Yan blush.

Zhou Tang's heart panicked and he hurriedly sat next to him and explained in a low voice, "Sorry, I didn't tell you in advance, because I also made a temporary decision this morning and wanted to go to Aunt Fang's place in the afternoon. think……"

Before she finished speaking, Chen Yan pulled her over and bumped into his arms, hugging her fiercely. (End of chapter)