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Zhou Tang looked at Chen Yan's tired face, stood up, and whispered, "You're back."

"Yes." Chen Yan responded softly and continued to approach her. When he stood in front of her, Zhou Tang could clearly see the dense red bloodshot eyes in his eyes. He was probably really tired.

"Why don't you go to sleep upstairs?" Chen Yan said.

Zhou Tang said slowly: "I planned to rest on the sofa before going up, but I fell asleep." Then, the conversation changed slightly, "How is Wang Mo doing now?"

"Broken legs."

Zhou Tang pursed his lower lip and said nothing.

Chen Yan was silent for a few seconds and continued: "My mentor is gone. There are many things that I need to deal with tomorrow. After all, Wang Mo will have surgery tomorrow. Wang Mo's mother is too emotional to do anything, so I am fully responsible for my mentor's funeral."

Zhou Tang's heart tugged slightly and nodded.

She could feel the low pressure in Chen Yan's tone.

The death of Wang Mo's father and the devastation of Wang Mo's family were not insignificant to Chen Yan.

On the contrary, he seemed to be in a bad mood now, so depressed that he seemed a little depressed.

Zhou Tang took the initiative to reach out and take his hand. Unexpectedly, his fingers felt cold to the touch. Zhou Tang carefully wrapped his slender fingers in her fingertips. After being silent for a while, he said: "Chen Yan , there are some things that you have tried your best.”

So don't be too sad or too depressed.

She wanted to persuade him to express condolences, but she couldn't get the words out of her mouth. When Wang Sufang, who was once so good to her, passed away, she didn't even say a word of condolences to Chen Yan. Now that these words have come to this moment, she can't say them out. It seems that there is a business lingering deep in her heart, and she is not qualified to express her condolences to Chen Yan. Chen Yan said this.

She owed him a lot.

Chen Yan's silent eyes finally fluctuated for a while. His dark eyes were locked tightly on Zhou Tang, and his thin lips curled up with some difficulty, "I know that life and death are impermanent, and there are some things that I can't stop, but for my mentor, I I will be ashamed of myself for the rest of my life.”

Zhou Tang held his fingertips tightly, remembering Wang Mo's father's dying instructions to Chen Yan, remembering that Chen Yan took her to the hospital and tactfully informed his mentor of his decision, and the palms of his hands became cold.

"I'm sorry." She said sincerely.

Chen Yan rarely felt guilty about someone. The fact that he could say this now proved that he was really guilty about Wang Mo's father and that he was in a really bad mood.

If she hadn't gotten involved a few days ago, everything probably wouldn't have turned out like this. At least, Wang Mo wouldn't have jumped off the building, and Chen Yan wouldn't have been so anxious.

Her eyes suddenly blurred for a while, and she couldn't help but wonder whether the timing of her return was right and whether it would be useful, because she realized that her appearance did not make Chen Yan really happy, but instead made the situation evolve. It's getting more serious.

She is right to worry about Chen Yan now, but maybe she is too anxious and shows up too hastily. If she can show up later, wait until Chen Yan has finished handling everything in Wang Mo's family, and wait until Chen Yan can finish it with a clear conscience All the decisions were made, whether it would be better if she appeared in front of him at that time, because at that time, it didn't matter whether Chen Yan accepted her or not, as long as he was in a normal mood and mentality, even if Wang Mo accompanied him every day She felt at ease when he was around.

But just as this thought passed through her mind, her hand was wrapped in Chen Yan's hand, and then he pulled hard, and she slammed into his arms with a little force.

Zhou Tang's nose hurt a little from the bump, and she could feel the beating in Chen Yan's chest that she couldn't ignore. The melancholy thoughts that had just passed through her mind were completely shaken off by this sudden hug.

"Don't think nonsense." Chen Yan said in her ear at the right time.

Zhou Tang was about to reply.

Chen Yan continued: "You didn't feel sorry for me. On the contrary, your appearance surprised me."

Zhou Tang choked on the words that reached his mouth. Chen Yan's hand on her waist became harder and harder, as if he wanted to squeeze her to the bone. His chin hit her shoulder and was buried in the hair on the side of her neck.

His whole body was tense, and even though he made no other movements, Zhou Tang felt a sense of preciousness and vulnerability coming from Chen Yan.

"I'm sorry, I told you this. I just lamented the death of my mentor, and also regretted that I had so much money and power, but could not save a person's life. Just like my mother did at that time, I took a lot of money and a lot of money. My cards were piled up in front of the doctor. I could only scare them, but I couldn't let them save my mother." Chen Yan said hoarsely, breathing for a long time, his tone was obviously very high, but it sounded like a hiss. It was so exhausting that it made people's hearts tremble.

Zhou Tang's nose suddenly became sour and his heart was shocked.

She finally understood that Chen Yan's appearance not only lamented the death of Wang Mo's father, but also recalled Wang Sufang's sadness and helplessness when Wang Mo's father left.

"I'm sorry Chen Yan, I'm sorry. If I could have been with you earlier and stayed with Aunt Fang earlier, would Aunt Fang have been..." Zhou Tang was speechless and couldn't say the next words.

She once again recalled the day she and her nanny visited Wang Sufang's grave. Thinking of Wang Sufang's cold tombstone, the pain and guilt in her heart almost overwhelmed her.

Chen Yan said to her in a low voice: "Zhou Tang, I have never been a good person. I have never been cared about or liked by many people in my life. I don't like to remember the past either."

Zhou Tang tried hard to stabilize his emotions and said hoarsely, "I know."

"Then do you know what it means for you to come back on your own initiative this time?"

"It means I decided to be with you and make you happy." Let you change back to the way you were before.

"No." Chen Yan said.

Zhou Tang was stunned for a moment.

Chen Yan raised his head, slightly distanced himself from her, and locked his black eyes on her.

Zhou Tang met his eyes and felt that his eyes were different from usual, like a dangerous abyss, or like some vines climbing out of the abyss, trying to pull her whole body into it.

Immediately, she heard Chen Yan say to her word by word: "It means there is no one else around me that I care about. Zhou Tang, I only have you."

Zhou Tang's nose suddenly became sore.

"So, I take your words seriously. Don't lie to me this time, don't leave me, okay? In the past, I had a mother and mentor, and hatred, so I could bear it, but now, I may not be able to bear it. .So, stop lying to me, okay?"

When the last note fell, he was even a little eager, lowered his head and kissed her, but Zhou Tang also couldn't stop the tears from flowing in his sinking and obsessed kiss.

Therefore, even at this moment, he was still doubting, still worried, and still cautiously begging her not to lie to him.

He really didn't feel any sense of security in front of her.

Even if he is kissing so eagerly now, it is like he is eager to find evidence of her existence in the abyss and despair. He is too lonely, depressed and heavy. He wants to grab the slightest bit of care and love from her. warmth.

He is really too tired in his life.

Zhou Tang suddenly raised his hand and hooked his neck, responding proactively and eagerly.

Feeling Zhou Tang's initiative, Chen Yan seemed to have finally received some comfort, and his movements became slightly gentler and solemn. (End of chapter)