This host can handle it, let her be the villain, she is the real deal

When I was in the college entrance examination, I heard the news of my sister's death.

She died so silently that I didn't even hear it until a few days later.

I did not go to the college entrance examination.

I ran to the prison, in a daze.

They told me that my sister had been taken away.

I heard myself ask flatly, "Who is it?"

"It's a man, he said, Shen Yue's lover."

spouse?

Shit lover!

-

Shi Juan knew that I didn't take the college entrance examination and was very angry, a weak woman with red eyes.

"I worked so hard to earn money just to pay for your education, but you didn't even take the college entrance examination! You let me down so much!"

I am very confused, I am so confused for the first time.

There were bursts of ringing in the ears, like thunder piercing the ears.

I can't hear you.

I want to say, Mom, Shen Yue is dead.

I didn't dare to say it, I was afraid that Shi Juan would not be able to bear the blow, and Shi Juan's mental quality was not good, and it might cost her half her life.

-

When Shi Juan woke up in the morning, the bathroom door was left open.

The teenager held his head, and the toilet products were sprinkled on the ground.

Toothbrush and toothpaste.

"Xiao Yan, what's wrong with you?"

The young man was out of breath from crying, and there was a painful choked sound in his throat. Seeing his elderly mother, his consciousness returned, and he touched his tears calmly.

"It's okay, my eyes hurt."

Shi Juan didn't doubt it, but just gave instructions in a long-winded manner.

My hand holding the toothbrush was shaking.

I cried again.

Crying snot and tears all over his face, embarrassed and pitiful.

Shi Juan was worried, "My eyes really hurt, why don't I go to the hospital to have a look."

I shook my head.

Can't be cured.

My eyes don't hurt, my heart hurts.

-

I have seen pictures of Shen Yue's death.

That toothbrush almost pierced the entire neck.

I don't understand why Shen Yue can be so ruthless?

Be hard on yourself.

It's hard on me too.

How desperate she was to be forced to this point.

-

I want to find Shen Yue, I want to meet her.

After trying all the ways, finally, I found the man.

It was a man full of noble air, haggard and thin but still handsome, when he saw me, he smiled, "You are Yue Yue's younger brother."

Since I was a child, I have always denied that Shen Yue is my sister, and now I have not spoken.

The man took me to the apartment, where Shen Yue lived before.

I saw Shen Yue.

That's a box.

I really didn't expect it to become like this.

Shen Yue.

Shen Yue.

I kept repeating her name in my mind.

-

That man is very strange, and his spirit seems a little abnormal.

The man looked at the box with strong tenderness and morbid love in his eyes, whispering like sweet words between sympathizers.

He said, "Your brother came to see you, are you happy?"

I heard the man say in an almost pleading voice.

"Tonight, I want to see you, can I?"

I saw the man's eyes were red.

The man who is almost 1.9 meters tall looks aggrieved like a child.

I heard myself asking in a very calm tone, "Why?"

The man said in a daze, "Because of me, it's all because of me..."

At that time, sanity collapsed.

He punched him, but the man didn't hide.

I thought I might be crazy because I wanted to kill the person in front of me.

everything!
Everyone who killed Shen Yue deserved to die!

I want to take the box away.

I think I should take her home.

This dignified and elegant man was very angry, looking at me with cold and scarlet eyes, like a beast trying to devour people.

"This is her home, where are you taking her?"

His voice seemed to be mixed with piercing ice, but when he said "he", he was so gentle that it was unreasonable.

I found it ridiculous and mocking, "This is not her home, you are the murderer of Shen Yue, if she stays here, she will not rest in peace."

The man kicked me out like crazy, and the door slammed shut.

He hugged the box tightly, as if hugging his lover.

Tears wet his face.

He shouted so tenderly and sadly.

Losing a loved one is like cutting your heart out.

-

The family was poor, and Shen Yue was admitted to university, but because she couldn't afford the tuition fees, Shen Yue was not allowed to study.

At that time, the family was full of turmoil, the father's helplessness, the mother's tears, everything was just because of money.

Later, my father tore up the college notice and burned it.

From that time on, Shen Yue seldom went home.

Shen Yue was too arrogant at that time.

Over steel is easy to break.

At that time, I thought, it would be great if I was the elder brother.

-

Half a year after his father died, Shen Yue came back.

In addition to anger, there are indescribable emotions.

The first sentence he uttered was harsh and ugly, and he wanted to vent all the hatred and resentment accumulated in the past half a year on Shen Yue, who had amnesia and didn't know anything.

At that time, Shen Yue should be very sad. I thought at the time, how could a heartless person like Shen Yue be sad?

The light in the stairs was dim, and I thought I saw her cry.

Think about it now.

If I had been gentler to Shen Yue, had a better tone, and a less aggressive expression, would Shen Yue not have been able to strike so hard?

-

From a sensible age, I have never called Shen Yue a sister.

Every time it's Shen Yue, Shen Yue's call.

Shen Yue was very upset. When she was young, she always liked to bully me because she was her elder sister and taller than me.

Twisting his ears, or snatching his beloved Ultraman toys, just to force me to call her sister, I don't call her, I don't call her no matter what.

The more Shen Yue pushes me like this, the more I hate her.

I have always refused to admit that I have this older sister. Everyone in the community knows that Shen Yue has meddled in other people's families. I even feel humiliated and wish I never had this older sister.

Now I want to call, but there is no sister.

I think I should breathe a sigh of relief, but for some reason, my eyes are sore.

-

The last time I saw Shen Yue was at noon on a sunny day.

Suddenly appeared at home, had dinner, but did not choose to stay.

I asked, "Why do you want to come back?"

"Will not come again in the future."

I finally knew what Shen Yue meant by this sentence.

That day was also the first time Shen Yue touched his head tenderly.

She is very gentle, with bright eyes, she doesn't look like someone who is so cruel to herself.

"Xiaoyan is a man."

I snorted coldly in my heart, do you need to say it?
But the heart was beating crazily, and the ears were hot.

At that moment, I really wanted her to stay.

-

I even thought, if I had kept Shen Yue that day.

"Sister, go home, we have been waiting for you."

In this way, Shen Yue will not die?
-

Shi Juan nagged in my ear again when Shen Yue would come back, telling me to take the family's souvenirs to see Shen Yue and persuade her to come back by the way.

I said yes, I will try my best to persuade my sister to come back.

Shi Juan was very happy when she heard that, "You are sensible, you finally know how to call me sister."

I bowed my head to eat, white rice mixed with salt water, not very tasty.

It's a pity that I didn't persuade her to come back in the end, and it didn't even work to call my sister.