Shen Yi's Darkness and Depression

Chapter 115

In the twelfth lunar month of winter, the fine snow is falling, which makes the plum blossoms more red and fiery, but most of the red flowers fall on the white snow, which looks very bleak.

Since the last time she quarreled with Dugu Ruyuan, Dugu Xiaomeng locked herself in her boudoir. Today, she finally went to sit in the courtyard with some leisure, but when she saw red plums in full bloom, she angrily put the innocent flower Blossoms were plucked from the bony branches and thrown to the ground, even the reddish buds were destroyed.

The back of the delicate hand was scratched by rough branches, Dugu Xiaomeng didn't even notice the pain, until a few drops of bright red blood fell on the ground, which made her calm down. She didn't dare to pull flowers to vent her anger, so she had to sit silently. Sitting on the swing in a daze.

Those bright reds were originally Dugu Xiaomeng's favorite, but ever since she learned that she was going to be married by the emperor, when she saw red, she would appear in a wedding dress, and she began to hate seeing this color more beautiful. She loathes this marriage, like a blooming red plum that can only helplessly wait to wither. She hates this feeling of powerlessness, as if her soul has been hollowed out.

Even a crazy meal of venting failed to make Dugu Xiaomeng feel better. At this moment, she is like a red plum waiting to be harvested. Whether it is broken branches to play with or carefully raised, she has no right to control her own destiny traces of.

"Xiaomeng, Xiaomeng~" Jing Yisu hastily came to talk to Dugu Xiaomeng as soon as she returned home, and Concubine Jing's consolation finally woke up the dreamer.

"Don't bother me." Dugu Xiaomeng was holding back her anger, even if the red plums from the entire imperial capital were used for her to vent, it would definitely not be able to vent the resentment in her heart.

"This child, you don't love yourself too much. Sitting outside in the cold is easy to get cold..." Jing Yisu held Dugu Xiaomeng's red and swollen hand, feeling a little distressed. She really cared about this child from the bottom of her heart. It's just that after so many years of getting along, the two of them got used to being noisy and disgusting with each other.

"What are you doing here? Are you looking at my jokes? Don't touch me. I'll be fine if I die of illness." Dugu Xiaomeng shook off Jing Yisu's hands in disgust. In fact, she knew that Aunt Jing didn't have a bad heart, but she just didn't I like this woman.

"Stupid child, what are you talking about? You are dead, what should I do if you want your father and aunt?" Jing Yisu gently touched Dugu Xiaomeng's forehead, fearing that the child's brain would burn out and he would die. It is very worrying to live.

"It's just that I'm gone, and no one is in your way, so my father doesn't have to force me, and everyone is well." Dugu Xiaomeng always thought that all Aunt Jing's concern for her was just to show off to her father. She didn't believe that her stepmother would really love a bloodless child.

"How do you talk? It's not big or small. You are your father's baby, so naturally you are mine too." Jing Yisu was very displeased, she didn't like Dugu Xiaomeng's heartless words.

"When a person is dead, I can't say it even if I want to. What kind of baby should I be? Besides, Xiaoyue is still here. You, stop crying with me." Dugu Xiaomeng's eyes were pierced with endless chill .

"Bah, bah, bah~ How do you say such unlucky words? You need your father to hear it, and see if he doesn't punish you?" Jing Yisu was so angry that her eyes were full of tears. She really couldn't discipline this child Dugu Xiaomeng well. With less than the slightest effect, this Dugu Xiaomeng doesn't know who it looks like, it's really smelly and hard like a rock.

"Don't pretend to be crying, as if I'm bullying you again, you think I'm unlucky, then why are you here?" Dugu Xiaomeng couldn't stand her aunt's nagging.

"Girl, Auntie, I came to visit with good intentions, so why don't you treat me better? Just because I'm worrying about your marriage, you should respect me, right?" Aunt Jing thinks that Dugu Xiaomeng is really toasting Drinking fine wine, instead of talking when he has a good attitude, Dugu Xiaomeng is just as deaf to the wind, not a single word can be heard in his heart.

"You don't need to worry about me, let me fend for myself." As soon as marriage was mentioned, Dugu Xiaomeng's heart sank even deeper. The abyss.

"Isn't it just a marriage? As for looking for death and life?" Jing Yisu put away her good attitude and began to sneer at Dugu Xiaomeng. Only such words can make her listen to her heart. If she wants to gain the upper hand in the negotiation , can only work if you pretend to be tougher than your opponent.

"Standing and talking doesn't hurt your back. If Xiaoyue can be a princess, it suits you, right?" Dugu Xiaomeng questioned anxiously and angrily. She felt more and more that Aunt Jing came to see her jokes. This haggard look must make her aunt secretly happy in her heart, right?

"I came here to talk to you about this marriage..." Jing Yisu finally brought the topic to this serious matter, but Dugu Xiaomeng still didn't care.

"What else is there to say?" Dugu Xiaomeng didn't want to listen to her aunt, so she quickly interrupted her.

"I have a way to let Xiaoyue marry instead of you, okay?" Jing Yisu said confidently, she believed that as long as Dugu Xiaomeng would actively cooperate, then Jingfei's plan would become a credible reality.

"Auntie, is what you said true? Is it possible to let Xiaoyue replace me as the crown princess?" The little hope in Dugu Xiaomeng's heart was magnified a lot, as if an endless sea of ​​darkness had shone into her heart. A beam of twilight, though faint, is full of hope.

"Of course, Auntie is willing to let Xiaoyue take this risk for you. The premise is that you must cooperate well with me. You are not allowed to tear down the stage, you are not allowed to betray, and you are not allowed to run away." Jing Yisu followed her sister's instructions and carried out the plan step by step. Elicited, aroused the infinite curiosity of the person in front of him.

"How to cooperate?" Dugu Xiaomeng was full of doubts at the moment.

"You first promise me that keeping secret is the most important thing. This matter is in the planning stage, only the world knows, you and I know." Jing Yisu was worried about Xiaomeng, and emphasized the secrecy beforehand.

"Okay, Auntie, don't worry, if I reveal anything to my father, I will be struck by lightning, and I will die." To make Aunt Jing believe him, Dugu Xiaomeng swore a poisonous oath.

"I'm relieved to have your words. It's not just your father, you are not allowed to tell Xiaoyue. I will tell her when I find the right opportunity. No matter what, I must not let your father know. If the plan is revealed, it will be to you and me. It's all a loss." Aunt Jing instructed Dugu Xiaomeng earnestly and earnestly, this may be the only conversation between them that they can reach a consensus in more than ten years of getting along.

Looking at the plum blossoms in plain clothes, the safflower is beautiful and sad.With slender hands, she weeps silently, with no one to accompany her.At the age of twenty, I am waiting for a married woman, and I want to give it to you for three thousand days.Empty waiting for the snow against the fine black, it is difficult to open the inside.

(End of this chapter)