Shen Yi's Darkness and Depression

Chapter 14

"Yu Chen, I'll keep watch at night. Go and sleep well, you'll get sick if you stay up like this." Yun Wan looked at her haggard younger brother with pity in her eyes.

"Don't go." Youchen's eyes stared straight at the altar basin, no matter how hot the fire was, it reflected a layer of icy paleness on his face, Youchen didn't even want to look at Yunwan at this moment, He didn't know how to face his sister.

"You Chen, go and rest for a while, you haven't closed your eyes for three days, especially today you haven't been idle for a moment, you are too tired." Yun Wan really feels sorry for You Chen, after all, he is still young and needs discipline routine.

"You go." You Chen lit three sticks of incense and stuck them deeply in the thick ashes of the incense burner, kneeling and sitting in front of the empty mourning hall, everything fell into silence again, even the cicadas stopped singing, for fear of disturbing the world like.

I don't know how long it took, when Yun Wan found that You Chen was staring at the flickering flames and disappeared, she dared to call out "You Chen."

"Huh?" You Chen controlled her emotions, for fear of hurting her sister's heart with just one mouthful.

"It's okay." Yun Wan responded lightly, she wanted to urge You Chen to rest, but she was afraid that he would cause trouble.

"What else are you hiding from me?" You Chen had never spoken to Yun Wan in such a cold tone.

"I didn't hide anything from you." Looking at You Chen's angry eyes, Yun Wan was at a loss.

"You already knew he was killed, didn't you? You don't care about his life or death. Ask yourself, are you really sad?" You Chen sneered and overturned the altar, sparks splashed and fell on the paper money and instantly ignited A flame ignited and spread along the silk cloth to the surroundings.

"Yuchen, don't be so unreasonable all the time, okay? The mourning hall was not allowed to be demolished just now, and now it's going to be set on fire again, what are you doing?" Hold the flame while reprimanding.

"Heh, I just want to prove to you that I will never grow up, and I will always be such an unreasonable child." Youchen raised the ashes of the incense burner into the air, and the light reflected by the fire was very clear, like pure water dripping into the air. The ink scattered in all directions, and Yun Wan coughed non-stop, "Ahem, cough, cough, cough, Yuchen... my sister is... wanting to protect you."

"Lying to me, hiding from me, is what you call protection, isn't it?" You Chen questioned Yun Wan's kind deception.

"I have something to tell you, but..." Yun Wan hesitated to speak.

"But what? The master can't come back, you are not sad..." You Chen's tears rolled in the circles of his eyes, and he looked at Yun Wan with a choked voice, he really wanted to see what his sister's heart was made of .

"It's about the Dark War Clan Alliance. I didn't tell you. I was wrong. I was afraid of your impulsiveness. What do you mean I'm not sad? Is your surname Duanmu the only one in the world?" Yun Wan was very sad. She didn't expect that she was a heartless and ruthless person in You Chen's heart.

"Have you ever shed a tear? Still in the mood to see off your brother Jing, so hard to leave, what kind of marriage did you regret?"

"Looking forward to my sister getting married, okay, I'll just go." Unexpectedly, Yu Chen brought up the past again, and Yun Wan was angrily at a loss as to what to do.

"Whoever is in a hurry knows." You Chen put down such an unclear sentence, turned his head and left.Although the fire in the mourning hall is extinguished, who can extinguish Yun Wan's heart fire at this time?
Xueqing just went to fetch a feather gauze robe for Yunwan, fearing that it would be too cold in the middle of the night and she would catch the wind chill.When I came back, I heard the quarrel between the two siblings, and I didn't know how to comfort them.Relatives who are supposed to rely on each other in times of adversity, who are so cold to each other, who can feel better, "Miss, don't be sad, the young master may have listened to someone chewing his tongue, a little misunderstanding, just let it go." Xue Qing The more she spoke, the lower her voice, she knew that her consolation would not have any effect.

Yun Wan was exhausted, her voice was hoarse and she couldn't speak, so she sat in front of the mourning hall, lit the three sticks of incense, and silently recited the "Heart Sutra". She just wanted to calm herself down, even if she forgot about the world, Forget the people and things in this world, and be a person who will not be sad if you have no background.

The bright moon is like a round mirror, hanging on the dark night, all the stars are shrouded in the cold moonlight, a green shirt brushes over the strings, sometimes irritable, sometimes soothing, but although the qin player seems calm, his heart But surging.

"My lord, the general sent someone to send a letter. It was too late so I didn't dare to disturb you."

After receiving the letter, the man in Tsing Yi quietly said "Okay". I don't know if this sentence is to agree or to represent peace of mind.

There are only a few words in the letter, "arrangements are ready, waiting for good news".

The bright flames burned the letter, but failed to ignite the coldness in his heart. He thought, it's time to work hard, at least it was considered as hard.

"The moon is round, watch at night, watch and send Yuluan in the first month, where is the fate. Pinching counts, the thought is warm, stop pinching to welcome the guests, don't worry about it."

The quiet sound of the guqin is on the heartstrings, singing the pain of passing away word by word, full of reluctance and helplessness in the mourning, "Long lovesickness, long lovesickness, long thoughts are not as long as the sky, and the sky is not as long as the earth."

I think I can, and I will cry, but I am in pain, but I can't produce half a drop. It seems that the world is exhausted, and everything has its own way, so don't speculate.

(End of this chapter)